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A/N Final chapter in this little story.
I am
Sirius Black, a Gryffindor, and at this moment I am scared out of my
mind
For the first time in over five hundred years, I am a pure
blood Black not in Slytherin. My mother hated that on my first day,
it took the sorting hat decided to place me in the house of bravery,
chivalry, and daring instead of the house where all of my family had
gone, even Andromida had been a Slytherin. But not me, I was
different, and I hated it.
Of course I had been a little afraid
trying on the hat, with my mothers words echoing in my head.
"Good
luck, Sirius, and remember, honor is one of the most important thing
a Black has in this life, do not disappoint me by not being in the
house of your fathers."
I nodded and hugged my brother, got
scolded by my mother for not acting dignified in the platform, even
though there were hundreds of parents and brothers and sisters
hugging all around us, I wasn't allowed, and I got onto the platform,
waiting for the journey to be over and underway.
A black haired
boy named James entered my compartment, and from the moment I met
him, I knew that I had found my perfect counterpart.
He was from
a line of Gryffindors, I from Slytherins, he was from a line of
fairly newer pure bloods who preached equality and fairness to all
magical people, be it squib, pure blood, and all else in between, my
family hailed from the days of King Arthur and hated almost everyone
out side of their bloodline. But he didn't judge me because of my
name or family heritage, and I couldn't help but laugh as he insulted
my family's house and the stupid greasy haired git and the little red
headed girl that came in a little after him.
But as we finally
reached our destination, I began to feel apprehension, beads of sweat
began pouring down my forehead. I didn't want to disappoint my
mother, or the rest of my family. But I also knew I didn't want to be
like them, that I wasn't like them. I would stand and fight for
others rather then let others battle for themselves, that I would do
what was right as opposed to doing what was necessary to win. I
wasn't cunning, or sneaky, or ambitious, or anything that made a
Slytherin a Slytherin.
James had sat with me in the boat, along
with two other boys, one named Remus, who looked incredibly sick and
kept glancing up at the sky apprehensively, and the other one named
Peter, a short chubby boy who had looked more excited at being here
then anything else.
"It'll be alright, mate," James
told me quietly, seeing the apprehension in my eyes.
I merely
glance in his direction and give him a sliver of a smile before
turning my head forward looking across the black lake.
"And
think about it this way," James told me, "at least it'll be
done soon. I mean, you'll probably be the third or fourth one sorted.
At least you don't have a name like 'Potter,' where you're almost
last."
"Or Pettigrew," the short chubby one
commented looking back at me and James.
Me and James looked at
the boy who blushed a deep scarlet at having burst in on our
conversation.
"Sorry. I'm Peter Pettigrew," he mumbled.
"James Potter," James said shaking the boys hand.
"Sirius Black," I told him also shaking his hand.
"Black?" The other boy in our boat looked back at us,
eyeing me woefully. He looked disheveled, thin, almost sickly with
dark blond hair, and second hand robes.
"Yes, Black, is
there a problem with that?" I said somewhat coldly.
"No,
no," he said hastily, "I just heard a lot about your family
is all."
"Well I can assure you, I'm nothing like them
or whatever other rumors you heard."
He gave me an
apologetic smile, before sticking out his hand.
"Remus
Lupin,"
"Sirius Black."
He gave me a smile
that seemed to make his face look a lot healthier before turning to
James,
"So what house do you think you'll be in?"
I
look down at this point and swallow my fear once more as the talk
turned to houses. Everyone but Lupin, whose mother came from
Hufflepuff, all came from Gryffindors. I was the only outcast, and
they all knew it.
So when Peter asked me what house I wanted to
be in, I couldn't answer him.
I didn't want to disappoint my
family, but at the same time, I didn't want to be like them. I didn't
want to get a reputation as just another muggle born and half blood
hating Black, I didn't care what blood ran through your veins, I
didn't care about winning or being the best at anything.
I feel
my stomach start to lurch as the first sight of Hogwarts came into
view. All around me I heard gasps of surprise and excitement, but me,
whose mother and father drilled every single room, from the tallest
tower to the lowest dungeon, into my head over the summer, so that I
wouldn't look like a fool wondering around my first year, took little
notice of it, and instead focused on what I knew was coming next.
We
all get off the boats and walk into the castle by single line, and my
heart began beating against my chest so hard I Was sure it was going
to pop out.
We walk into the entrance hall and Professor
Mcgonigall is waiting for us.
My cousin Bellatrix told me all
about her, but amazingly, I didn't think she looked like a muggle
born loving up tight bitch. She did look, however, and my thoughts
were confirmed with a smile as she told us that if we disobeyed here,
we would lose house points and get in trouble, that she would be fun
to mess with. I looked over at James, and his face seemed to glow
with that same thought of, "I can not wait for her first class."
She opened the door and led us into the Great Hall, and I find it
hard to swallow as I look towards the last long table on the right
where a banner of green and silver hung, and a cold sweat breaks out
as I walk by them, seeing my cousins Andromida and Narcissa all
smiling at me giving me support. Bellatrix was too busy whispering to
the group that sat around her who looked at her in aw, as she lifted
up her robe sleeve, and I see even from a distance the mark on her
arm she had gotten over the summer.
I turn back and look straight
ahead as Mcgonnigall pulled out a wooden stool and the sorting hat.
"Alessandra, Katie."
I feel my fingers go numb, my
heart begins racing, a cold sweat breaks out once more as five names
gets called.
"Black, Sirius," she said with a little
bit of spite. Not that I could blame her, the way Bellatrix talked,
she had made her life hell here.
I forced my legs to move as I
slowly make my way up to the little platform thing and the last thing
I see is my family, even Bellatrix had stopped her chattering to
watch all turned towards me, expecting the usual remark when a Black
was underneath the sorting hat.
"Well, well!" the hat
spoke in a surprised voice. "A Black once again! But... you are
nothing like your other family members who have come before you,
however. With Bellatrix, I barely touched her hair before I knew she
was a Slytherin through and through."
I gripped the sides of
the stool and began breathing in heavy labored breaths.
"No,
nothing like the typical Black at all. You're much more daring,
courageous, and I see a little bit of trickster in you as well,"
the hat chuckled. "Ah yes, I know just the place for you, and I
must say, Mr. Black, this is the first time in over five hundred
years I get to shout this out with a Black under me. You belong
in...GRYFFINDOR!"
I don't know if I should shout in fear or
in excitement, all I know is that when Mcgonnigall took the hat off
of my head, I could barely walk to the table whose cheers were much
less louder for me then they had been for the other first year who
had been made a Gryffindor.
"Traitor," Bella growled at
me before spitting at my feet before I walked past.
I ignored her
and finally sat down at the table where scarlet and gold hangings
were.
I try to take a few deeps breaths to calm my nerves. My
mother will kill me, my father would dig me up, bring me back to
life, beat me, then kill me again! I already saw Bella digging in her
bag for parchment and a pen. to write to my mother and father.
But
strangely, I didn't seem to care as much as I thought I would. Yeah
she'd be mad, but what could I do? It's not like I begged to be in
Gryffindor, it's not like it was my fault or anything.
Besides, I
reminded myself sitting a little taller, a grin on my face, it's not
like it was a bad thing to be brave or daring, or to have nerve or
valor? No, hell of a lot better to be brave then to save your own
skin any day.
So with another smile, I sit back and watch the
rest of the sorting, excited that James also was in my house, as if
there was any doubt, along with the two other guys I had met in the
boat. I could tell we were gonna be cool with one another. Content
and happy with being a lion, I sighed happily, knowing I was
different then them and not caring.
I am Sirius Black, a
Gryffindor, at heart and at mind.
So that's it. Hope you
enjoyed this little story. Sorry about this chapter if it sucked, I'm
not a big Sirius fan so if it was OOC or dragged on, I apologize.
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