I want to…

I want to cry

But I am afraid

I want to let go

But I don't want to forget

I want to run

But I don't know how

I want to heal

But I want this pain

I want to hate

But I can't forgive myself

I want to love

But I regret leaving you

I want to bleed

But I'm scared you'll hate me

I want to give up

But I know that's the coward's way ouy

I want to forgive

But I can't forget

So I'll keep living,

Don't stop breathing

And keep walking

Knowing you and your heart

Are with me every step

Of everyday