Things Only My Notebook Knows
A/N: Hope you like it. Please review. Oh and when the text is italic it is what Jude is writing in her diary.

As Jude walked in her house she could hear yelling all the way upstairs she just sighed and tried to not let it get her down. Her parents had been fighting a lot lately but Jude thought it was normal. Although she didn't like the fighting she didn't want to think that there was something wrong with their marriage. She walked over and sat down on the couch next to her sister who was reading a magazine.

"Hey Sades, can I talk to you for a second?" Jude asked.

"Not right now, I'm busy." Sadie mumbled.

Jude just rolled her eyes and went upstairs to call Kat.

"Hey, Kat. Can you talk for a while?" Jude asked hoping someone would listen. It seemed that almost everyone was too busy to listen.

Then she grabbed her jacket and went outside next door to find her best friend, Jamie sit on his front steps playing a video game.

"Hey, Jamie. You got a spare minute?" Jude asked.

"Uh, sorry I'm about to defeat the huge monkey man and save the princess." Jamie replied keeping his eyes on the game.

-I know huge monkey man, yeah lame.-

"Okay." Jude said as she walked away. No one had time for her. So she decided to take a walk. She ended up at a park. She walked down the path and heard a noise. What sounded like a guitar as she turned the corner she saw Spiederman sitting there playing guitar.

"Hey, Speed. What are you doing here?" Jude asked as she sat next to him.

"Uh, you know I don't know, playing?" Speed said making fun of her.

Jude playfully hit him on the shoulder. "Come on, every time I see you do you have to insult me?" Jude asked.

"Well of course. It's what I've done ever since kindergarten." Speed stated as he tuned his guitar.

Jude rolled her eyes and sighed.

"Got a problem red?" Speed asked.

"Red?" Jude asked.

"Yeah. Duh." Speed said pointing at her hair.

Jude looked at the top of her head. "Oh. Anyway, I'm just really stressed with Instant Star, and no one will listen to me.

"Hey, I've got ears." Speed said as he put his guitar down.

"Well I've been thinking..what if I win? My life will change, I'll have to deal with fans, paparazzi..." Jude started to say before Speed cut her off.

"Wow, living your dream. Seems like a really hard job." Speed smirked.

"See! All you do is make fun of me." Jude said as she crossed her arms.

"Okay, okay. I'm sorry." Speed apologized.

Jude just sat there solemnly.

"Oh come on. Don't make me tickle it out of you." Speed said as he started to tickle her.

Jude laughed. "Okay, okay." she said through her laughs.

Speed smiled. "So, you got your song ready?" he asked.

"Well, I'm not sure if anyone will like it." Jude said.

"Well, let me hear it." Speed said picking up his guitar.

Jude smiled and started to sing, the two started changing lyrics and chords after they had taken a break they went to get something to eat.

"Wow, never thought you were that good, Red." Speed said with a smile. Did he just give her a compliment? She raised her eyebrow.

"Did Vincent Spiederman just give me a compliment?" Jude asked curiously.

"Maybe." Speed replied. "But if you ever call me Vincent again you won't have to worry about another." Speed smirked as he took a bite of his cake not noticing that he had gotten a little bit of frosting on his nose.

Jude tried to hold back laughter but it didn't work.

"What is so funny?" Speed asked looking at her like she was stupid.

She pointed at his nose and he got the idea. He then smiled a mischievous smile and flicked butter at her with a fork.

"Hey!" Jude squealed as she flung some of her ice cream at him.

"Food Fight!" Speed yelled as he started to through food. The whole place had flying food everywhere. As the manager walked out to see what had happened to his restaurant Speed motioned to get out of there. As they walked over on the side of a building laughing.

"You should see yourself." Jude said laughing hysterically.

The two were laughing uncontrollably until Jude's phone rang. "Hello?" Jude said trying to stop laughing.

"Jude, I need you to stop by the house and pick up the grocery list. So you can go by the store and get what is on it." Jude's mom said in the phone.

"Okay, I got it." Jude said still laughing a little.

"Alright, see you later. Bye." Jude's mom replied as she hung up the phone.

"Bye." Jude said as she hung up the phone.

"So, what did your mom say?" Speed asked.

"I have to go grocery shopping." Jude said rolling her eyes.

"Harsh." Speed replied.

"Yeah, so um. Want to uh, walk me home?" Jude asked smiling.

"Uh, sure." Speed answered.

As they walked down the road there was silence until Jude said,

"Hey, uh do you want to do this again, sometime..?" Jude asked with an uncomfortable sound in her voice. She was nervous.

"Uh, sure." Speed replied as they walked up to her house.

"Great. Um. Well, I'll call you?" Jude asked.

"Yeah." Speed replied with a smile.

As Jude walked in her mouth dropped. There her dad was with a woman, but not the woman he was supposed to be married to for 12 years. No, it was another woman. How could he do this to her? To them? Did he even think about his family before making a dumb mistake like this? Of course not.

The two immediately pulled away from each other noticing Jude.

"Uh..um. I have to go." Jude said as she ran out the door.