Lying in the hospital, in a coma Tony listens and tries to speak to Michelle as she pours her heart out to him. But all he can do in his helpless state is listen…

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"Why are hospitals all so dull? All I ever hear in here is those goddamn nurses, and the doctors repeating the same stuff to my parents over and over again. Oh and of course mums horrendous sobbing. I swear is crying like that even legal? It's got to be the most appalling thing I've ever hear! You think someone would have at least gotten my book from home and decided to stand reading it to me to take up some ti-"

"Oh Tony. Look at you."

"Michelle? Oh thank god it's you. If only I could see you. You have no idea I wish I could speak to you. God I have so much to say but no possible way to say it"

"Tony, I…Considering the accident I suppose you don't look to bad but um well your asleep so I guess you don't know what you look like jus yet. I hope you still remember who I am-"

"Of course I can remember who you are. I even know what perfume you're wearing right now! You're the love of my life, how could I forget you?!?"

"I've heard lots of things about you recently though. I understand now what you did for Effy and I think that was really brave…but you created that situation and you hurt both Effy and I. I could have been happy Tony, but I suppose that doesn't matter too much to you. I did bring a couple of your things for when you woke up though. I got this book off your bedside table; it looks like your only half way though it and well I know how much you like to read. Perhaps there's a life lesson in there…"

"Michelle please don't cry. I never really meant to do any of this to you. I love you and I've been a wanker, I don't know why I do these things. I can explain them."

"It's so hard for me to sit here and talk to you. In some way I've come to terms with your accident but in other ways…I miss some of the simplest things you used to do. I miss your kisses and hugs, and I miss now that you don't film me all the time, it used to make me laugh so much. But most of all, I'm ashamed to say this but, I miss the way you use to stroke and caress me and I miss you nibbling on my ear and, oh Tony. Why does this have to happen to us now? Perhaps this is fates way of telling me to let you go"

"Michelle, please no. Don't leave me for good. Hold on to your love for me. I know you feel the same way about me as I feel about you. And I miss those things to. I miss holding you hand and feeling the heat of your body pressed against mine while you sleep. I miss you laugh and you smile and to some extent I even miss when you get mad at me and try to yell at me but find you can't because the situation is just too funny. I can change Michelle, give me a chance. I'll be the best boyfriend you ever had. I'll be the best boyfriend you ever had. Maybe not today and maybe not the day that I wake up, but I want to marry you Michelle, I want to live and devote the rest of my life to you because at the end of the day you are the one for me, you are my true love. All I want to do is scream it out loud"

"This is the first and last time I'll see you Tony. You won't be the same man I once loved when you leave here. And to be honest Tony, I don't think I'll be able to look after you, the way you will be. I love you Tony….but my love ends here. Goodbye"

"Wait, no Michelle!!! Don't leave me, please sit back down, please Michelle I'll wake up any minute now, any minute just for you. Please Michelle come back! I love you…"