Disclaimer: I don't own OHSHC… and I can't get something off of my mind, so I decided to set it to Ouran High School Host Club. Does not follow tradition Haruhi pairings, but these best represent my indecision. This has taken a lot of strength to write, so please don't judge me too harshly. KaoruxHaruhixKyoya…

I fall.

Seeing two different set of arms waiting to catch me, I am forced to choose quickly.

Left or Right?

On the right, a sturdy senpai awaits with open arms,

Calculating my decent, disappointed I fell at all,

A Brilliant mind cloaking a cold fire of rage,

Separate from life, sometimes insane…

But he is attentive, wiser, and loyal.

On the left, I see a kinder face,…

Younger, weaker, but caring and courteous

A loving, sweet joker who shuffles his feet, and blushes

Feels halfed without his brother; needy, insufficient and insecure…

But he is distracted and I am picking up speed, I wonder if he sees me falling?

Left… Right…

Who will be there in the end? Who do I want to catch me when I fall in love?

I am scared, I am scarred… hurt by indifference.

How can I tell if either one truly cares?

Do I take the safer road? Or will selfish wants ruin a friendship forever?

If I can't look back, what will become of me?