Yes, I live. No, this is not a chapter… PUT THAT RAZOR DOWN!!

Uhm.. Yes… anyway ..

I'm… I'm really sorry for not posting anything for over a year.. Especially since the next chapter is the last and I left it off at a cliffy. I really have no excuse, I guess I'm just a lazy writer. The whole time I've been posting drawings on deviant art and well, the good news is that I 've gotten a lot better at drawing and a professional cartoonist is now giving me assignments saying that if I get good enough they may get published. So yeah…

I know I've been away a long time, and I have to ask you to please forgive me. I've been really scared to finish the story since my writing's style changed a lot since, and as you know, the first chapter is still horrible, it will most likely be replaced with a prologue instead and I'll re edit every single chapter. There are a lot of plot holes that need to be filled. I suppose it's what I get for improvising instead of planning a plot.

I would like to apologise to Marzi personally, since she asked me a really good question a while ago, about how Lilly would have existed. Instead of replying truthfully with 'I don't know', I chickened out and wrote this really long explanation about her somehow having a son who abandoned her. Which was… really stupid to say the least. Your opinion matter a lot to me because you are one of my very favorite writers here on .

Don't worry though, I now have an even simpler and a hell lot better explanation. ;)

Another thing I would like to apologise about is how I've been whining for reviews… while I love them, you don't have to post them if you don't want to, but constructive criticism is really appreciated. After all, it was what saved Emma from being just another sue.

So… I will try to get something done… currently I am downloading the whole fanfic and editing it. Also, please tell me if the title needs to be change… it sound really cheesy in my opinion.

Once again, really sorry, I WILL get the last chapter and the epilogue up soon.

- Frisky

PS: want another reason? well… uhm… I blame the phantom of the opera. Has anyone read the picture of dorian gray? And how basil was inspired by dorian and said he completely changed his views on the world and his art? Well.. Err… it's kinda like that I suppose. Not to worry, I don't think I'll be posting a phanfic, unless its humour; if I ever write a serious phan fic I just KNOW I'm going to screw it up, and last thing we need is yet another phan fic that equals the fail of … that horrible book… with the sparkling vegetarian vampires… D: the horrooooor!!! - runs away from mob of angry twilight fans-