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Chapter One:
Dangerous Eternity
"Here she stands today in her brilliant, shining way."
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-In Each Eye There Lies A Sign-
-To Let The Tears Of Fate Align-
-The Weakened Heart Of Deep Deceit-
-Will Slowly Sink Onto Its Feet-
-The Painful Promise Slowly Slips-
-With Tainted Words On Trembling Lips-
-The Memories That Are Found In Sleep-
-Are Only Nightmares We Must Keep-
-For Quiet Breathes That Hush The Wind-
-And Silent Pain For Those Who've Sinned-
-As Torment Lies Inside The Heart-
-For Those Who's Ties Have Broke Apart-
-To Desperate Hearts That Know The Dark-
-With Curses That Have Left Their Mark-
-As Whispers Die Without A Care-
-And Cherry Blossoms Fill The Air-
-With Silent Rain That Falls Around-
-Enhance The Sense Of Sight And Sound-
-Forgotten Not, That Vacant Day-
-Our Promise We Let Fade Away-
-To Prove Forever Does Exist-
-With Suffering And One Last Kiss-
-To Push Away That One Request-
-The Bitter Struggle We Know Best-
-The Space That Time, So Cruel, Creates-
-Allows The Meet Of Crumbling Fates-
-For In Your Eyes, You Hold The Key-
-Forget The Cry Of 'Stay With Me'-
-As Sanity Is Washed Away-
-The Nightmare Of Our Dreams Will Stay-
-For Only Through Your Eyes I See-
-In You, There Is Eternity-
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Destiny is not a matter of chance, but choice...not something to wish, but to attain.
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The dark, statuesque sky was the unparalleled illusion she could find. The stars flickered in the destitute heavens, making her heart freeze with numbness. She could understand very few things. Her heart was near emotionless. Her mind...troubled.
She folded her hands, lacing her fingers en masse. Taking a deep breath, her eyes drifted over the diamond sky, searching...seeking...for some reverie. Something to hold on to. She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. Through the open window, you could feel the brisk, despairing breeze. Goosebumps crawled onto her illusory skin. But she felt nothing. She had only one thing on her mind. Her only desideratum. Her only weakness. The one thing that had once been her strength.
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"You haven't changed much, Sakura. Still that same girl who believes everything will turn out alright in the end. You think this is your dream, don't you?"
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Time can create spaces that can never be over come. Tears can create rivers that can flow on for generations. Promise's can create false hopes...that can last for eternity.
Yes, eternity.
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"But things are different now. And you know what...?"
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She prayed that somewhere...he was thinking of her. Reminiscing about her. Wanting to see her. Touch her. Hear her.
Believe her.
Find her.
Love her.
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"There's no such thing as a happy end. And you know this is your nightmare."
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But...
Time only fades away. Dreams only die. Promises only slip out of grasp. Tears only fall. Hearts only break. Smiles only fail. Truth's only shatter. Memories only hurt. Love only hates. Reasoning gets you nowhere. Beginnings only end. Attempts only prove pointless. Secrets never stay secret. Plea's only prove painful. Songs only end. Rain only falls. Words only come and go. Live's only move on. Everybody always leaves. Nobody ever stays.
Time stops for no one. Dreams live for many...come true for some...and hurt for all.
Promises are only words one says to keep a fading hope from completely burning out.
Tears are just like rain. Cold...showing nothing more than pain and sorrow.
Rain is simply the heavens crying.
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"Everything's changed, Sakura."
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She had learned all these things.
It had been one year, since her dream had slipped away. Her heart had learned.
But every night she prayed. She prayed that he too, would be feeling this.
The unbearable truth of knowing that fate had already decided.
The chance had come and gone. The reasons were nowhere to be found. All that was left, was what might have been.
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"Those bonds...I never broke them..."
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History repeats itself. Only those who know of it, may change it. But for them, it was far too late.
The only thing she knew now...was that the sky was truly beautiful.
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"Because...it's like you save me..."
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She opened her eyes, and watched the dark, empty sky. The beautiful stars illuminating the ominous atmosphere. It was almost enough to make you forget about your problems.
Almost.
But she could never forget him.
Never.
She could try, but it would always prove futile.
She loved him.
She may deny it.
But it was always true.
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"I told you the day I left that new paths would form for each of us..."
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It was possible to lose your heart. Live for somebody else. Mean nothing to yourself...but wish you could mean everything to somebody else.
Yes, it was possible.
Unlike that promise...the sky lived forever. It breathed forever. It shined forever.
It made her believe.
Everyday. It kept her going. Kept her faith and hope alive. Kept her nightmares far away...and her dreams close.
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"I never dreamed that one day they would meet again."
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She also prayed for him. Was he happy? Did he accomplish what he needed? Did he think about her? Did he miss her?
Did he still love her?
Did he know that she thought of him every night?
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"Sakura...if I kiss you, will you hold it against me?"
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Well, perhaps right now...they were looking up into the same endless sky. At the same infinite star. With the same sleepless eyes...and the same unforgotten promise circling through their minds.
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What is has already been, and what will be had been before.
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She slowly got up, off her knee's, closing the frosty window. Her eyes never moved from the shadowy sky. It was like she was memorizing the stars. The one thing she could rely on forever.
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"Its gonna be love."
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It wasn't over. No. It was just the beginning.
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At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.
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She slowly pulled the covers down from her bed, and crawled in. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. His face always popped into her mind. It's like he was right there. Even as she tried to forget him, he still could find a way to be the highlight of her day.
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Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.
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And sure enough...little did she know...he was, too, watching the stars. The endless infinity that everyone so seeked. He was no different. He dreamed of it too. The place where it all came together...
And it never fell apart.
But that infinity never came closer.
Though he could see it with his eyes...
He could never quite find it.
That eternity.
Yes, it was that eternity that he so desired.
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The only thing they had in common now...was that promise. They both knew it was fading. They both knew it was more a dream than reality. They both knew the feeling that was choking their hearts.
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"Say it."
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And they both could do nothing about it. Both couldn't comprehend it. And both hated it. Hated being so helpless.
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"Say...'I Love You'."
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So the eternity only slipped farther away. The dreams only became nightmares. The chances only slipped away. That desired eternity...was no longer there. No longer truthful...bright...
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It was cold.
Broken.
Dangerous.
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"I know you won't forget me. Because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."
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Next Chapter
So We Meet Again