Rating: PG-13.

Characters/Pairings: Tony, Tony/Michelle & Tony/Maxxie.

Prompt: 046. Star.

Disclaimer: I don't own Skins, although I do own the DVDs! ;)

Summary: What Tony wants, Tony doesn't always get.

Wanna Be a Rockstar

Tony wants to be a rockstar. He wants to stand centre stage, right there in the spotlight, adored by all the little people. He wants girls to scream his name, over and over again; he wants to be that person, if only for a day. He knows it's within reach. He can smell it, intoxicating and invigorating, taste it on the tip of his tongue, so delicious.

Tony wants all of the attention, all of the time. He wants to be the one everyone comes to, the one they all want to be around. He wants them to laugh at his jokes and fawn at his feet. He knows that he almost has it, but he's coming to the end of this race and the finish line doesn't look as appealing as it first did.

Tony wants Michelle. He wants her in her underwear, hands running through her hair as she writhes in his lap, her teeth cutting into her lip as she moans his name. He wants to touch every inch of her perfection, fingertips brushing sensitive skin, listen to her purr and then push her to her knees. He knows Michelle will do anything for him, do anything to please him, so he abuses it until she can't take anymore.

Tony wants someone he can't have. He wants them to want him, too. He wants to feel Maxxie's breath on his neck, hot and wanton, wants to sink to the floor and be the worshipper for once. He wants to look into those pale eyes and lay himself bare. He wants to feel the anguish as someone else takes charge. He knows the chance of Maxxie giving in to him is a slim one, but he can't help his desperation to try.

Tony knows he can't always get what he wants, but why must he be denied the one thing he wants most…?