ugh... I could tell easily this is old, the caps lock the OOC...oh well enjoy.
There, I stared at an attic, took few time to make me fully awoke. I have no clue were I was until…
"ACHOOOO!!!"
TEROR, fear the flu!!! Darn it, I must've been on the rain for a long time! Found myself was sleeping on someone's sofa. My gloves and shoes were removed. It was exchanged with a triple blankets plus a thermometer slipped on my mouth. And when I turn around to found a pair of blue eyes which were own by an obvious fox, "Um… sniff Tails…?"
"Hey you're okay? You caught a bad flu. Did you just standing on the rain for hours?"
"Yeah sniff tell me about it. ACHO!! Where the heck am I?"
"Amy's house, you've been sleeping for hours."
The word 'Amy' did seem tickling my attention. Tails knowing this, slowly made a serious look, "Did you and Amy have a fight or something?"
"Er… sniff I don't think so… not that I do anything to her snif… All I remembered that I saw her approaching me. I don't remember much, lil' bro…"
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah, why…?"
"Well, to tell you the truth. Amy looked very pale when she brought you here. I don't know… I think she cried before. At first I thought it has something to do with your injuries. But then again your accident is not serious. I asked what happen and she's avoiding it. She's still cares for you though…"
I sneezed again and wiped my nose. I hate to be sick! Then I thought again… Now what did I do? I'm an innocent guy who didn't do anything to hurt her. Sure, I've been avoiding her all the time, but I'd never 'over' it. Wait a sec…
Amy… I like you…
BOOOM!!!
"AW… MAAAAAAN!!!!!!" I groaned with agony and buried my head on a pillow knew something stupid. (AN: So, let us sing the 'something stupid' song… Wait, it's too romantic)
"What's wrong?"
"NOTHING!!! ACHOOO!!! Nothing's wrong!!!"
"You called that okay?"
"Look sniff, Tails it's not like what you think!!"
"Sonic, cut that darn macho thing and just tell the truth!!! What-did-you-do-to-AMY??"
I gulped, "I told her… I like her…"
"YOU WHAT???!!!!"
"I don't know sniff I was so sick back then and babbled sniff nonsense thing! I'm not sure wetter it's real or not!"
"……Okay…and…you DO like her."
"SO NOT!!! A-Acho!"
My ears flickering as I heard the door opened. Guess who it is…yup, it's Amy.
"Er… I better get back… See you soon Sonic."
"Wait Tails come back… Shoot!!"
Too late, that fox had gone trough Amy's door while the bothersome pink hedgehog was just standing by the door at first. I winced will she be so madly pleased to see me and her starry eyes gazed?
No she didn't, her eyes never dare to meet mine. Worse, she refused to look straightly to me. She looked sad. Maybe Tails is right, something's wrong with her.
"Are you feeling well?" that's the first word she asked to me.
"Yeah…almost I guess. Thanks for take caring me, Ames."
"It's nothing…"
That's strange, last time she squealed happily to be with me even it's just for a minute. Didn't she suppose to feel like floating in the sky to have her idol for hours?
With no guts to gazed at me, her eyes laid on me thermometer. She took and examined it, "You better sleep. Maybe tomorrow you'll be fine. I'll be in my room if you needed me."
Wait a second… This is not the Amy I knew at all. What's going on? Okay, I do want her to stop chasing me. I even told her that I don't like her. Not that I really hate her but I'm trying to avoid her aggressive way to demand me marrying her or anything related to that. But this is just...a bit….odd…
"Amy," I gripped her wrist right before she leaves, "Is something wrong?"
Finally she looked at me, begging me for ignore, "No, nothing's wrong."
"Ames… Are you sick too or something?"
"Sonic, there's nothing wrong!" her voice boosted a bit.
It made me scared at first, "Uh…okay…"
Then what was bothering her? Suddenly I remembered those stupid words, could she possibly bothered by it? But I don't remember if it real or not. Feeling nervous, this time I asked the question awkwardly, "Wait… Is this something to do with what I said?"
She bit her lip, "You… didn't say…anything…"
"Wha…?" I blinked, so that was just a dream? "I didn't say anything...?"
"…no…" I finally let her go.
"Oh…" I spoke faintly feeling glad and disappointed at the same time…how weird… "But you are sure that you're okay?"
"Yeah…"
"Okay then, night Ames."
"Night, Sonic…"
Sunlight's morning beamed trough the windows as I awoke. Well it's not really sunny. The weather still vengeance me, it's drizzling outside. Few yawns escaped from my lips as I stretched my arms. Man, that feels so good! I noticed my strength is back, thank God I'm cured! Thanks to that good old Amy… O yeah Ames…
She hasn't get up yet…that idle girl. I got up quickly putting my shoes and gloves on. My feet tiptoed to her room. Her door was unlocked give me the chance to open. Yeah I know, my curiosity had killed my manner this time.
The room was dark. Did she ever think that sunlight was good? Oh well, I'm here now. I want to wake Amy to annoy her and don't get me wrong I'll thank her also. Until I spotted something's more juicy… her journal!
Sorry Ames, for being so cruel but I want to explore your mind for a moment. I sat to the side of her bed carefully not waking the pretty princess. I picked her journal which was placed on her drawer.
Okay let me see…yesterday… Here it is! Err…
Dear journal, as you can see everybody claimed that I'm a major Sonic stalker which I don't believe.
Welcome to my world…
That is…until someone (AN: don't ask who)told me the REAL definition of my obsession.
I asked why Sonic's avoiding me all the time. He then told me the reasons how annoying I was. It's not that he didn't like me but it's the truth. I was too selfish demanding him! How often have I let him actually speak much?
Never! I always ended meet him just trying to get him to make plans for marriage and kids. I always tried to keep him in one place all by myself, not wanting to let him have space of his own. I don't really know him that well. Knowing he likes freedom above else.
I can't believe how stupid I am. Let's face it he don't like me. Because I'm an idiot No matter how hard I tried, I can't have him. The more I tried the more her hates me. Grown up, Amy!!
My heart sank. Hate her… do I? I don't know.
I was about to apologize him willing to promise that I will not chasing or love him again. But he was on his way to defeat Eggman. The man said that even Sonic didn't consider this world saving thing is a job. Therefore, I went out side after the rain gone. There's a rainbow there, but I didn't enough pay attention to that. And yes... I found him…
My blue blur was hurt, wet and I don't know why he's smiling about but it's too impossible to believe that he's smiling of me. He fell to me and…goodness he's warm. But then…he said… He said that…he had feelings for me…
I cried knowing this is just a dream, it can't be real. He must've been trapped in rain for a long time. I was crying so hard when I dragged Sonic who was faint. It can't be true it just can't!!
Though I am happy to hear that and I don't care if he's lying. This is the reality I have to be strong. That's why I'm lying when he asked me that. I don't want him to be embarrassed. And I'll do everything for him…
I froze not because the weather outside. But because the words I've read. My hands faintly and slowly closed the book.
So I did say those words. But she lied… for me…
Cos
with you
I'm
running, running, running
Somewhere
I can't get to
For some reason I miss how annoying was. I miss those nonstop girl talk and dreamy voice. I miss the way she cried my name wanting to chase. Maybe…that's the reason I ran away from her, for listening her voice wanting me, knowing that I was wanted in this world.
Yes I
have to have to have to
Change
the rules
I'm
with you
I don't remember my parents at all so I've never felt any affection of the sort until Amy came along. She'd hug me and I'd freak out. What am I supposed to do?! So I run and I know I break her heart each time I do. But…it's just an impulse; I'm scared of what she might do to me, what she might do to my heart.
But she loves me for who I am, even though I never answered her love. So then I decided to answer it secretly…
Cause
I shiver
I
just break up
When
I'm near you
It
all gets out of hand
I leaned forward gently. I felt my lips meet hers firmly. It wasn't he most elegant of kisses, more like a feathery brush against her lips, carefully not to awaken her. But, it was a kiss. And…I actually started it.
Yes I
shiver
I
get bent up
There's
no way that
I
know you'll understand
I pulled away, my own eyes wide. I felt her breath brushing through my face. It was then I realized that I cared about Amy deeper than I ever thought I did. I leave her for now, but later maybe…
Amy Rose woke on exact time the bad weather stops. From her heart she felt drunk. Her face shaded red furiously. Her hands touched her lips. She felt it warm, but don't have clue what it is.
She got up her bed faintly. As she entered the living room, Sonic was nowhere to be found. He had left…without saying goodbye to her…
Well at least he left a note on the sofa. The pink hedgehog opened the letter slightly.
Yo Amy, thanks for everything you're the best. I have to go now there's a news about Eggbutt on his way. So… gotta juice… And I'm sorry for leaving.
PS: No matter what happens… be yourself, Amy.
At first Amy didn't know what it means but when she looked outside the window tried to find a clue. She didn't know why it leaded her to her window. But when she had snapped back to reality… there she saw it…a rainbow…
…at the end of the rainbow…
What
if you get off at the next stop?
Would
you just wave as I'm drifting off
And yes she remembered that fairytale… Her emerald eyes widened slightly when she saw Sonic there, running right at the end of the rainbow.
If I
never saw you again
Could
I (could i)
keep
all (all)
of
this (of this)
… a treasure…
Inside…
She smiled, "I love you always… in worst times and best times…Sonic…"
Cause
I shiver
I
just break up
When
I'm near you
It
all gets out of hand
Yes
I shiver
I
get bent up
There's
no way that
I
know you'll understand
Yes
I shiver
I
get bent up
There's
no way that
I
know you'll understand
Cause
I shiver...