Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of the characters…they all are created thanks to the wonderful Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 1- Edward's Two Desires

B-POV

The unusual morning sunlight poured in through Edward's bedroom window. I stretched sleepily and reached to Edward's side of the bed. My hand came up empty. I frowned and opened my eyes. A small note was left on his pillow.

Good morning love. Sorry I didn't wake you. You looked too peaceful. I needed to hunt today, so I went with Jasper. Alice will drive you home after you eat breakfast. I love you.

I stood and went over to the dresser. Edward was the one who came up with the idea of sharing his dresser with me for my sleepovers with "Alice". I smiled down at my clothes. Poor Charlie really had no idea who I was really having a sleepover with. I quickly changed from my sweatpants and tank-top to jeans and a t-shirt. I then wandered over to Edward's bathroom. From one look in the mirror I knew I looked like a mess. I scoffed thinking what Edward's note had said. "You looked too peaceful". Peaceful? Hah. Abominable is more like it.

After having my human moment, I joined Alice downstairs in the kitchen. I gasped when I entered the room. Piles upon piles of pancakes, waffles, and French toast were stacked along the counters.

"Alice?" I called unsurely.

She appeared above a small stack of waffles with a huge grin and flour smudged on her cheek.

"Good morning Bella!!" She sang. "I wasn't sure what you wanted so I made some of everything!"

"Alice! It looks like you cooked enough for all of Forks to eat!" I joked.

"Very funny. Now eat up so I can drive you back to Charlie's."

I waved to Alice as she honked and drove away. I went inside to find Charlie watching…you guessed it…sports. He muted the tv when he heard me come in.

"Hey Bells. How was the sleepover?"

"It was fun. Me and Alice drove to Port Angeles to see a movie, then we came back and played twister and stuff."

Charlie seemed to notice a new bruise on my arm and shook his head. "I always knew you got your lack of coordination from me."

"I have some homework to do, so I'll be in my room if you need me."

I grabbed my book bag from beside the stairs then headed for my room. I sighed at the empty room. Today was gonna be a long day without Edward.

E-POV

I was growing more and more anxious from being away from Bella. I looked at my watch. Six-thirty. Ugh. I had been away from her for almost ten hours. I was ready to head home.

"Yeah let's go. Your emotions are driving me insane." Jasper agreed.

We raced, vampire speed, the rest of the way to Forks. I loved the way the cool night air felt as it whooshed by us. Jasper and I separated when we reached Bella's house. I waited before approaching the house to hear if Charlie was snoring. Yep. That had to be him. It was way too nostalgic to be her. Plus her bedroom light was on. I climbed the tree beside her window and peeked in. The room was empty. She must be in the shower, I thought. So I slid the window open and climbed in. I wasn't supposed to be back till tomorrow so I wanted to surprise her. I thought quickly of a hiding place. Under the bed? No. Closet? That could work. I was just closing the folding doors when Bella entered the room. Her sweet scent filled my lungs. I closed my eyes and savored it. I longed to take a sip. Just one sip…no…I couldn't succumb to it. When I opened my eyes, I noticed what she was wearing. The sexiest nightgown I had ever seen, and in navy blue. I fought with both of the monsters inside me to not just tackle her right then and there.

B-POV

After my agonizing day of homework and missing Edward, I decided it was time to get ready for bed. I also needed to shower. When I was done with my shower, I towel-dried my hair and put on my nightgown Alice had bought me. It was navy blue with thin straps and the length ended at my mid-thigh. I wished Edward was there to see it. She bought it for me with him in mind. There's always tomorrow night. I grinned trying to picture his reaction. I really missed him. I decided that the sooner I slept, the sooner I would be in his arms again.

I went to my room and put my towel in the dirty clothes hamper. I decided to put away the clean clothes while I was at it. I put some t-shirts in the dresser, and then went to hang my skirt up in the closet. I pulled the doors apart and then…

E-POV

I jumped at her. I had to fight for control over myself, but I succeeded. I regained my senses and covered Bella's mouth before she could scream. We landed on the floor beside her bed. I replaced my hand over her mouth with my lips. The separation we had gone through added to our enthusiasm. I wrapped my arms around her waist and went deeper into the kiss. I parted her lips and breathed her in. It was sinful