Finding True Love, No, True Loves

Hi, this is a rookie with absolutely no experience in writing any kind of fan fiction, so really hope that you guys will be nice. Now there will be lemons…heh heh, because I love them. So, if you dislike lemon, especially yaoi (male on male) lemon, please stop reading and hit the return bottom. Also, because yaoi has its way with corrupting me, I am a major sadist when it comes to yaoi rape…NOTE: there will be rape and Mpreg (male pregnancy). If any of the things above are not to your taste, please be nice and go away. Since I am a beginner, I do not know what flames will do, but reviews of story or comments are welcome. Just be nice.

"Kyuubi thoughts"

'Thoughts'

NOTE: Yaoi (male on male), rape, and Mpreg (male pregnancy)

The world is ending, after an unfortunate visit from the S-class Nukenin, Naruto was growing weaker by the second, to add to that, Kyuubi is finally out of his cage and instead of getting his revenge on the village, he decided to…

This is an ItaNaru and KyuNaru fic that is rated M for mature. I know I repeat myself, but I just want to make sure people knows, since I have learned how piss of most authors become with the mean critics not noticing the forward.

Note: Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any characters, I barely watch the anime, and I just go for the yaoi people made for it ///

Finding true love, no, true loves

Chapter 1

"You're late!" the scream of the loud pink banshee brought the wondering mind of the blue-eyed boy back to reality. It was then that he realizes three pairs of eyes on him. Naruto closes his darken blue eyes that seem to change color with his emotion. It had been a month since he brought the god of Kohana, Sasuke back to the little hidden village. Yet, some people never change. Sakura was the same fangirl as she always was, she cares nothing except what the last Uchiha likes. Kakashi was neither good nor bad, like he said in the beginning, 'he hates them'. Looking straight toward the Sun, Naruto could not feel any excitement that once flown through his veins. He had brought back Kohana's most important bloodline, yes; he had brought back, Sasuke. To his surprise, he was regretting it now. After all if you seen the way the villagers acted upon their arrival, no one could be more surprised.

Naruto was holding back when he fought with Sasuke, being careful not to kill the last heir and the promise made to Sakura. Sasuke saw this as weakness and took full advantage of it. Naruto was literally on his deathbed when he returned to Kohana. No surprise when the villagers didn't care, in fact, they cursed at why Uchiha didn't finish him off. It was then that Naruto realized, being a great ANAB or even the Hokage means nothing. All he wanted was respect, and he realized that was something that can never be gained in this village. No, as long as he is labeled demon, he will never truly achieve this goal of his.

"Naruto?" inquired Kakashi wondering why the boy had been so quiet for the past couple weeks. The question had brought Naruto out of his shell. Looking up, Naruto's eyes was no longer ocean deep, it was dim cobalt blue that was neither deep nor does it shine. Naruto simply nodded, failing to even try to speak up.

"Hey! What is wrong with you? You been such an emo and dragging us down for so long, get up!" screeched the so call pink haired ninja.

Sparring a glance toward the pink hair fangirl, Naruto asked Kakashi in monotones, "What are we doing today?"

"Um, since there is no mission and I really don't feeling like doing much, we will just have a spar and you guys go your own ways." Answered the one eyed ninja in a more cheerful tone.

Without any reply or comments, Naruto walked toward the training ground. Kakashi went first with Sasuke while Sakura cheer like they are deaf, which was really making them deaf. Naruto lean against a tree no far from where they spar, narrowing his eyes, he observed.

"Find something interesting?"

Raising an eyebrow, Naruto thought, 'not really…it is just, I am lost…'

"Lost? You are in the training ground of Kohana, how in the world can you be lost"

'That's not what I mean; I mean there is nothing for me to move forward for. No matter what I do, how much work I put into training, Sasuke will always be the only one people admired and respected. They care not for what I do, only see what they want to see, and hear what they want to hear. Nothing I do can be admired or respected just feared…' he sign.

As if on cue, the spar was over. Walking back toward his apartment, Naruto felt the angry intent of the villagers clearly. If this was a month ago, Naruto would simply put on his smiling mask and continue, but now, he does not even have the energy to pick out the detail such as the black figure hiding in the tree. 'Wait, black figure hiding in a tree.' Narrowing his eyes, Naruto could see nothing on the tree. 'Great, now even my eyes are going crazy.'

Little did he know, that was all the warning he was going to get for the nightmare to come.

To be continued