The Epilogue
Three days passed and Natsume is still waiting for Mikan to wake up. He can't accept that she's dead. After two days, it will be Mikan's burial; everyone's expecting to be there well except for Luna, who will be sent in a mental hospital in other country. Mikan's death was an accident and no one's there to blame.
After some time, when he settled his feelings, he goes to the place where he made his promise to that girl. He's looking forward to see the girl there but no one arrive. He stayed there until twelve midnight not thinking whether he'll catch cold or something but to make his mind free from the chains of uneasiness because of his past. He thinks about him and Mikan together, when they have fun, their first meeting, and their firsts with each other. He was drowned in his own thoughts not minding the noise of someone's arriving.
He heard its sound but thought that it might be his imagination and not to say who'll go out in the middle of the night but the sound never ceases so he looked around and he's surprised who or what he saw. It was the little girl that he saw in his mind.
"What took you so long for you to remember me?"
"Who are you?" Natsume said
"You broke my heart when we saw each other months ago"
"Why is it you don't get old?"
"For you to recognize me"
"I'm sorry… I don't kept my promise"
"Yeah I know, you broke it"
"How?"
"I'm always looking at you"
"You speak as if I know you"
"I die in front of you"
"Mikan"
"…"
"I'm sorry… I thought—"
"you thought what?"
"Will you stay for a while?"
"I can't I'm sorry"
"There's so many things that I want to say"
"I…"
"what?"
"I'll be…"
"You'll be…"
"Watching over your remember that"
"What are you saying?"
"… I love you … Na-chan"
"na-chan?"
Then images went rushing in his mind.
--Flashback--
It was already time for me to leave Japan. I made an oath to the girl I love, that I'll never forget her. I left her crying, without any second thought I went away without a word. When I reach that country, I wasn't excited but I want to go back. It seems another world. After four years, I've been used to that country, I even forgot my friends in my homeland, but I can't forget that crying face that I left. Then there this girl named Luna Koizumi that I've met while I'm in my fifth grade. We used to hang out together for two years. After that, THAT accident occurred…. It was a boy with gray hair, his ears were pierced and has earrings on it and has gray orbs… I felt blood oozing out of my body, I can't stop bleeding… Then I faint… my eyes were shut at that time and I want to sleep. I woke up when I heard the siren of the ambulance. I felt being lifted and moving… I heard two people speaking with each other,
"Good job, Youichi therefore here's your reward"
"I don't need money, I want you… badly"
"really then tonight will be okay…"
….
--End Of Flashback--
"I understand now… Why is it every time I'm near you… my heart aches"
"…"
"Mikan"
"…"
He turned around and found her gently disappearing in the air. He's reaching for her hand but all he can touch is air. He stands up and hugged her tightly.
"Don't leave me alone"
"I'm watching over you"
"I DON'T LIKE YOU WATCHING OVER ME… I WANT YOU AT MY SIDE!"
"I can't"
"Then take me with you"
"I can't"
"You hate me?"
"No…"
"Then take me with you, we'll be together"
"I can't take the life of the one whom I love Na-chan"
(slowly disappearing only her upper extremities visible)
"suki… dayo"
"suki… dayo"
He held her in his arms once more and they kissed as she disappeared with the wind…
"Don't Forget me… Natsume" it was her last words.
"I won't ever again" he said in reply.
A/N: 'Suki' means love or liking. "Suki dayo' means I love you. I'm not sure with the spelling though…. Sorry if I confuse most of you about the story… sorry