Chapter five
I've remembered something else, although seemingly insignificant; I suppose it may be important to those with hearts. The absurdity of it is of course, would be that it has nothing, yet everything to do with Axel.
It was three days after Axel and I had sexual intercourse when Zexion approached me again. He didn't say anything at first, just stood there, waiting for me to say something. He sighed, as if speaking to a child.
"Have you thought about it?" He didn't make eye contact with me, which was annoying. I had no idea what he was talking about.
"I have no idea what you're talking about."
"You're hopeless." Zexion was already frowning, but it intensified. "Regardless of your hopelessness, you're a factor that my plan can not do with out."
I knew he insulted me, yet I was what you call 'curious' about Zexion's plan.
"Come to my room tonight" He extended his arm and placed his hand on my shoulder, "come alone." Zexion was sort of creeping me out, like how an old man with a beard and thick glasses creeps out a four year old. I felt like he was going to do something I would like even less than sexual intercourse.
They say "Curiosity killed the cat" but have you ever thought about what was so interesting to be curious about that was worth being killed over?
Almost immediately after Zexion left me standing by myself, Axel appeared. "What was all that about?" He crossed his arms and glared at me.
"What was what about?" I stood completely dumbfounded.
"Zexion was all over you!" Axel shifted his weight to one side and waited for an answer from me.
"It wasn't about anything, Zexion just told me…something, and he felt like he was going to fall over, so he used me for support." This is what is known as a lie. This is the first lie I ever told, but it most certainly would not be the last.
"Probably drunk again." Axel muttered, more to himself than to me. I shrugged. Had I really fooled him so easily? "You should stay away from Zexion if you know what's good for you." Was that a threat?
"Was that a threat?" I repeated my thoughts.
Axel said nothing at first, but after shifting his weight again he spoke, "You might as well take it as one, and your ass is mine." Axel grabbed my jaw and kissed me, I tried to pull away, but he wouldn't let me. I became submissive and let him explore my mouth with his tongue.
Was this all because I spoke to Zexion? Maybe this is what is known as Jealousy? Was he trying to prove that I was a belonging of his? What ever point he was trying to make was unclear to me.
He portaled us to my room, I knew what was going to happen, but I still resisted. I was still sore from the first time, but he didn't seem to mind that I put up a fight. "Axel, stop it!" I was quite serious.
Axel paused, "What?" He was hovering above me, and had me pinned.
"I'm not in the mood." I said, which was another lie. The only thing that was preventing Axel from feeling my erection was the thick leather Organization coat.
He rolled off me, "Sorry, I just wanted rough sex. Nothing against you, got it memorized?"
"Well, can we have rough sex without you worsening me soreness?" I asked, I had no idea what rough sex was.
"Uh…probably not." Axel ruffled my hair and smiled, "You're so adorable when you have no concept of anything."
I stuck out my lower lip and pretended to pout, "Then I guess I'm adorable all the time." I said in a fake childish voice.
"I guess so." Axel said. He sighed and pressed his body against mine. While on his side, he wrapped his exposed arm around my chest.
"What's this called?" I asked
"Cuddling." He answered and burrowed his face in my hair.
"I like this." I smiled, "hold on a second." I sat up and removed my coat. I didn't have a shirt, just jeans. Axel removed his coat as well as his shirt. I lay back down and wrapped his arm back around my chest.
I felt his chest rise and fall as he slowly began to fall asleep. I looked at the illuminated digital clock. It was almost six o'clock. Zexion would be expecting me soon.
I pealed Axel's arm off of me and placed it on the bed, careful not to wake him. Rather than risk the squeaking of the door, I grabbed my coat and portaled to the hall way.
Love,
Roxas