"Oh Shit"
Randy couldn't believe what just transpired his "well-kept" secret was now out … The worst part?!? The person he kept this secret from found out.
"I have got to buy a soundproof room some day" thought Randy
He slowly turned to John, nothing but anger in his eyes …
"What the fuck did you do that for?"
John shrugged. "Well I knew that you would never tell her so you know, I gave you a little push"
"A push! You fucking shoved me off a fucking cliff You Retard! Do you realize what you've done?! Now I can never show my face to her again … thank to your little push!"
John shook his head in disbelief. "Come on man, so what if she heard what you said? What you got to lose?"
"Her! I can lose her…"
Irritated as he was, Randy couldn't deny that John was right. Sure Maria heard what he said but at least he doesn't have to hide it anymore but what if she doesn't want to be friends anymore after this? He could not live like that.
A sigh came out from Randy as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
"Look John you don't understand…" Randy's voice slightly about a whisper. "… what I feel for Maria right now is more than love. It's … it's … something stronger"
"then, what is it?" John asked now looking confused.
"Well, It's … I don't know … You know what just drop it man. It's too complicated" said Randy with another sigh.
"Ok man, whatever but you know this love thing is like the ring"
"The movie?"
"No … The wrestling ring. You're not sure if its going work out the way you want it to. Whether you're going win or lose or come out with every bone in your body broken but you still get in and fight don't you? But what do I know … I am a retard after all"
With that John left.
Randy stood there pondering on his best friend's words "How could he know that? Did he already feel what I'm feeling right now?"
He shook his head "God! This is so pathetic …"
It wasn't long before another voice filled the cold air …
"It's not pathetic …" someone said from behind him
"John just leave already …"
He turned around and … Oh snap
His now wide eyes were focused on a little brunette coming towards him
"M-m-Maria …. What are you doing here?"
She didn't answer and just kept walking towards him
"I know it's kind of weird that you know I … well … Oh God this can't be happening"
"Well it is and I'm not mad or anything Randy" Maria said placing her hand on his cheek
"You're not?"
"No … because I feel the same way"
"Well what are we going to do about it now?"
"This…" and Maria brought her lips to his
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John never left … he was looking at two people kissing. His best friend Randy and a girl, A girl. Just a girl. He held onto his chest and looked away. He let go and went down the stairs … a tear escaping from his cheek