From Hikari to Yami and back again, I hope.

Lost in the Yami, wishing to be bathed in the Hikari once more.

I search for the room where my past soul slumbers, but the Yami washes over me, through me.

I'm frightened by the Yami, for shadows and monsters lurk inside it.

It makes me feel cold and alone.

There are people surrounding me.

I can not see them, but I can feel their presence.

The Yami is in total control.

It is the master, and I am the slave.

I act without thought or will of my own.

I am alone.

No one knows of my struggles to feel the hikari.

The Hikari used to be in control.

I was very happy back then.

Now I am trapped in the Yami wishing for salvaltion.

I long for the Hikari, yearn for it.

I catch glimpses of the Hikari through contact with a few select people.

They act like the Hikari that I long to feel.

But I am trapped, caged, bound to the Yami against my wishes.

The Hikari used to be my master, now the Yami is.

But the Hikari will be my master again soon. I hope.