Me: I know… I know… another story from sarahpatrick… but yet, 'she' haven't updated her two other GA stories… Don't kill me… I just feel like writing a new story and I am very depressed… exams near and I might update one story a time per week! I know that exams near and I am not suppose to write a story but heck, I am depressssssss... look at the title if you don't believe me! Hmp!

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Title: Cry from the heart

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Author's comment: This story is about how Natsume tried to leave his past behind with the help of the girl whom he fell in love with. He tried to be good to her but Natsume being Natsume Hyuuga as usual, treat her like crap. But inside, she is all he wants and he knows that she is the only person who could heal him from the dark past…But hey! there's a catch! She came to Japan not only because she moved here, but she is here to meet her beloved boyfriend, the boy whom Natsume hates most even before the girl came to Japan... What will Natsume do to get through her heart? What would her boyfriend do to fight for his right because he owns her? Well... let's just read on shall we?... but most important of all to me is:

THIS STORY IS DEDICATED TO NEKO246!!! Sorry if I suck!

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Chapter 1 My past

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"Run, Natsume! Run!!" screamed a woman as she struggled to break free from the Akai Ansatsusha (Red Assasin) men. She stared frightfully at her six year old son with her crimson eyes; praying that he would run to save himself and his imotosan (little sister). The world war 3 had just started yesterday and with this, the Akai Ansatsusha (AA) or formerly known as Anti-Alice Organisation (AAO) seized this 'brilliant' opportunity to kidnap and enslaves all Alice users which they found useful, and kill those who are useless…

"I said 'Run'!!! save your imotosan (little sister), Natsume!!" cried the woman again.

No… no! okaasan (mother), you run with imotosan!! (Third person POV)

The little boy stared helplessly at his mother.

"What's your Alice, bitch!" asked one of the men at the struggling woman who was held by two other men. She spat at his face.

"GO TO HELL, YOU BASTARDS!" she shrieked. The man wiped the saliva off his face and glared at her.

"Kill her…"

NOOOO! OKAASAN!! RUN!!! -screaming- (Third person POV)

"Natsu! Run!!! GO RUN AWAY WITH YOUR IMOTOSAN!!!" screamed her okaasan and…

STAB!

She was pierced once on her chest.

"No…" The little raven haired boy gasped in horror.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! -screaming- (Third person POV)

The little boy badly wanted to use his Alice to kill those men who had stabbed his mother, but he couldn't. He clenched his teeth and fist in anger. A barrier was made by The Barrier Alice which acts to nullify the 20km radius area but the Nullification Alice would do a better job in nullifying all Alices; because once a while, powerful Alice users are able to use their Alice…

STAB! STAB! STAB!

No…okaasan… -faint voice- (Third person POV)

In front of the innocent six year old boy, the brutal murder of his mother had triggered his traumatic state…He stared at the blood dripping from the shinning knife as tears ran down his pale cheek… I'm sorry, okaasan… I can't save you… the little boy blamed himself for the death of his mother…

Gomenasai, okaasan… (So sorry, mother…)-Faint voice- (Third person POV)

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"Natsume! Natsume!" called a faint voice. Everything was blurred and Natsume Hyuuga can see properly as bright lights are shining into his eyes.

"Natsume! Wake-up!" called the voice again as that person shook his body vigorously.

"Nande?! (What –in a rude way-)" he barked as he glared at the handsome blonde who was staring at him worriedly.

"You're having those nightmares again…" said the blonde again. Natsume sit up straight as he rubbed his aching forehead.

"I-did-not!" said Natsume curtly.

"Don't lie to me! you were crying and struggling in your sleep… and also mumbling something about 'running' and 'sorry'…" snapped the blonde unsure as he rubbed Natsume's tears off to show him proof.

"Tch… whatever Ruka," said Natsume; slightly embarrassed as he wiped off the remaining tears in his eyes. Ruka Nogi lips thinned as he was worried of his best friend.

"Natsume, it has been like eleven years now since the World War 3 had ended… and I know that you are the only person in your family and also in that town who had survived after that assassination. Demo (but), I think it is really time for you to leave that past behind…. Move forward, Natsume…" advised Ruka.

"Yeah yeah… whatever Ruka… just leave me alone…" said Natsume bluntly. Ruka shook his head as he leave Natsume's special star room.

"Umm… arigato (thanks) Ruka," added the almost seventeen year old Natsume apologetically as he tried not to sound rude at his best friend. Ruka gave him a warm smile.

"Just cheer up okay?" said Ruka and Natsume nodded his head once.

Click!

And our raven hair boy was left alone in his room. Argh! I just couldn't believe that I'm still like this! Natsume Hyuuga, you are going to be seventeen in four months time! What the hell are you thinking? Crying in your stupid sleep! Thought Natsume furiously, as he slapped his forehead. He went to the bathroom and had a quick shower. After he dressed up, he sat on his study table which gave him a perfect view of the Gakuen Alice's garden. He flipped though his homework schedule but all was done. He snapped the book close.

"Tch… what should I do today?" he asked as he stared out of the bedroom's window. I've read all my mangas here too…tch… It was a perfect Saturday morning with forget-me-not blue sky and the air is filled with the sweet smelling of late summer. He put his hands at the back of his head… and slowly, hi mind began to wander along the breeze….

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FLASHBACK

"I said 'Run'!!! save your imotosan (little sister), Natsume!!" cried his mother. But Natsume couldn't. He was too shocked to hear his mother actually called him by his name. All this while, she seldom talked nor looked at him. Even if she did, she would call him 'little boy' but never looked straight at him into his crimson eyes… His little sister, Aoi, was his mother's favourite child. He mother had always wanted a daughter but when she got him instead as her first child, she turn him away… never looked at him into his eyes…. Never smiled at him… the only source of love and care is only from his father who is an artist. Yet, he seldom at home as he is also a secret agent. His father's aloce, Fire is very useful for the organization he worked for… Unlike his father, if Natsume use his Alice, his lifespan would decrease… and that type of Alice he inherited from his mother…. Now, in the middle of the World War 3, Natsume stood helplessly with the air filled with pain and suffering… so suffocating… the forlorn feeling… seeing his mother struggling… shading tears for him…

STAB!

"Ah…" whimpered his mother as she was pierced once on her chest… his little eyes widen as he saw her last tears ran down her pale cheek…

"No…" The little raven haired boy gasped in horror.

STAB! STAB! STAB!

The two men left the dying woman alone… her crimson eyes began to lose its sparkle…

"I-I love you Natsume, m-my son…" she smiled weakly as she fell down and stopped breathing…

END OF FLASHBACK

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"WHHHHOOOOAAA!!!" shrieked a voice in amusement in high pitch. Natsume startled from his day dream…

"What the hell?" he grunted as he tried to find the source of the annoying voice. He ran to the window and looked outside. He wanted to cursed at the person who had made so much noise near his private place until he saw…

"Konichiwa (Hello)… Watashi Mikan Sakura (I'm Mikan Sakura)" cried a girl happily as she smiled at his best friend, Ruka Nogi. They were in the garden.

"That's weird… I have never seen her before…" muttered Natsume as he observed the girl. She had long auburn hair which she tied them into one ponytail, a great body…can't deny that… and has a very very sweet smile…

"Orewa Ruka Nogi. Welcome to Gakuen Alice, Sakura," he heard Ruka said. Natsume jaw dropped a little. She's new here… whoa… thought Natsume as he stared at her pretty face. For the first time in his life, he felt warmth which started to wrap his cold darken soul from his traumatic past with that angelic smile he saw…

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END OF CHAPTER

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Me: okay.. I know.. this is kind of depressing story… just like me… Neko246… I really hope you like this story… and to others too… I hope u enjoy that too… gomen… OOC IS VERY AVAILABLE HERE…. Hehe…. Not gonna update this soon enough…. This story took me about more than half an hour to finish this… so please review… and ja ne!!!