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BPOV

"Bella? Did you hear anything I just said? Bella…you know you don't HAVE to go if you don't WANT to." He looked at me worriedly.

I sat there for a moment; I was so baffled I couldn't speak. I turned my head slightly to see what Edward was doing, although I had a pretty good guess as to what it is…yep, he's staring at me.

"Why?" I whispered forgetting he can still hear me.

"Wait, why what?"

"Why is it always me?! And yet never is!"

"Care to elaborate please?"

"ALL of the people closest to me are FICTIONAL! I wouldn't be surprised if I went home to Charlie and he confessed to being some interpretation of 'Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde!'" I huffed in a slightly jealous way. "And what may I ask is Bella Swan? NOTHING, ZIP, ZILCH, NADA! I'm just a mere inferior mortal to all of you and your glory!" I folded my arms across my chest and turned away from him facing out the window.

For a long while we sat in silence-or at least, what seemed like a long while. I didn't DARE look back over at Edward; I don't think I could handle it if I saw his face expression after what I just implied.