AN:: Here ya go :D Sorry for the wait but I had a few 'hmm' moments while writing this. I've mentioned before that I write at work, since my attention isn't as chaotic as it is when I'm at home lol. Now when you read this you'll understand why I stopped myself from writing… lol It was a bit odd writing certain parts of this at work XD; I'm also uploading this at work… rofl
Oh and I briefly VERY briefly looked this over, so I appologize for any mistakes.
Disclaimer:: See the previous chapters.
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Natsuki raced out the door, intent on stopping Shizuru and explaining things to her. Explain what?
That I didn't mean to tease her like that, that I...
That you don't really have a good enough explanation?
I do, but... Shaking her head Natsuki looked around the halls frantically, mildly surprised that Shizuru was no where to be seen. "What the hell is she a magician or something?" She muttered under her breath.
Unable to find her crimson eyed friend Natsuki decided to go search for her on the college campus after school, knowing that Shizuru had a late class that day. The problem on the other hand was that she didn't know where the class was. But she did know someone who could find out for her.
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Yukino was sitting underneath a partially isolated tree, enjoying the shade and the cool breeze the day provided. She was a picture of serenity, a peaceful smile and closed eyes. And she wouldn't be Yukino without the open laptop on her lap, it was open but her hands sat still above the keys as the young girl seemed to rest instead of finishing whatever task she had set out to accomplish.
A looming shadow suddenly appeared before her, filtering out any of the light the day had brought. She opened her eyes slowly only for them to widen in surprise. "Ku- Natsuki-san?"
"Where is she?" Natsuki all but snarled.
"What?" Yukino was rightfully confused.
"You can find her right? Tell me you can find her." Natsuki's voice held a ring of hysteria, confusing Yukino even more so than before.
"Natsuki-san, who are you looking for shouldn't you be with-" It was then Yukino realized who it was Natsuki was looking for. "Oh." She looked at the girl, and chewed on her lower lip, debating whether or not to ask the question on her mind.
Before she could ask, Natsuki spoke. "Oh?" Yukino gulped when she saw the look in Natsuki's eyes. "Oh!?" Gritting her teeth Natsuki barely resisted the urge to grab Yukino forcefully. "You better tell me NOW what the hell that 'Oh?' was for."
Yukino slowly stood, hiding any irrational fear from the angry girl before her. "I was merely deducting that if you were not with Fujino-san that she was the one you were looking for." She said, hoping Natsuki believed it.
Natsuki continued to glare at the mousy brunette, "You know something." She stated clearly annoyed that Yukino was not telling her.
"I know that she wished to ask you to take her some place, but it seems you've, quite possibly, done something idiotic."
Staring wide eyed at Yukino as she started to walk away, Natsuki barely managed to close her gaping mouth. What the hell is wrong with everyone lately?
"Wh-what's that supposed to mean?!" She screamed at the retreating figure.
Yukino turned slowly and smiled, scaring Natsuki slightly. "Natsuki, what did you do to make her leave?"
Confused at the change, Natsuki answered with her face blazing, "I thanked her." She muttered.
"Thanked her how?"
"I…I kissed her on the cheek?" It came out as a question, and barely audible.
"And what did you do afterwards?"
Clenching her fists Natsuki yelled, "I know! Ok, I know! But please, I have to, I have to find her! I know she has a late class, but I just don't know where and-" She threw up her hands, frustrated. "I just need to find her."
Nodding, Yukino led Natsuki towards an empty bench and opened her recently closed laptop. The blue haired girl sat, staring wide-eyed at the multitude of letters, numbers and unreadable symbols that seemed to fly across the page, just barely keeping up with the brunette's typing. Yukino only paused once to push her glasses up on her nose. After a few minutes she smiled and showed the screen to Natsuki. "Business 101, room 307 with Takamura-sensei."
Natsuki said a rushed thank you as she sprinted across the high school campus to her hidden bike in the woods.
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It wasn't until Natsuki was standing just outside the parking lot did she realize that, despite knowing what class Shizuru was in, she had no idea where it was. She looked around frantically starting to move to her right when she noticed a rather convenient directory board just to her left.
She rushed over to it and stared for minutes. She scrunched her face trying to make heads or tails of the erratic design of the school layout before letting out an annoyed sigh. "Damn it, I'd been better off finding her car…"
"What are you doing here?" A haughty voice said from behind Natsuki.
Natsuki turned around, surprised to see Haruka. She just glared at the loud woman instead of answering.
"Did you forget you were still in high school, Kuga?"
"Where's the business building?" Natsuki said through clenched teeth, determined to not get into a fight with the annoying blonde. Though now she was sure she couldn't get suspended at school for doing so.
"Why do you want to know? Are you here to disarm more innocent people?" Natsuki mouthed the word disarm, confused at to what Haruka meant, but shrugged it off. If she didn't find the building soon Shizuru would be out of class by the time she eventually found it.
"I'm trying to find Shizuru."
"And why should I let you know where she is?"
Natsuki looked down at her feet, hands clenched, itching to take action. She grinned though, finally thinking of a way to get Haruka to tell her. "Because, I'll tell Yukino if you don't." She nearly shouted out in triumph at the startled look Haruka gave before the blonde covered it up with indignant anger.
Haruka didn't say a word, she tried to smile but it came off as a feral snarl as she pointed towards a building that stood a few yards off and in large letters said 'Business' on the side.
Natsuki blushed when she saw the words, nodding once to Haruka she took off. Ignoring the shouts of doom coming from the blonde.
Rushing into the building Natsuki sprinted towards the stairs, sighing in relief when she saw Shizuru slowly coming down from them. Unsure of the welcome she would receive if she called out to Shizuru, Natsuki opted for just grabbing Shizuru's forearm. At least that's what she intended to do. As she reached out she suddenly found herself missing and falling forward. How did that happen... She closed her eyes and braced herself for impact when her body jerked suddenly. A hand on her arm pulled her to her feet. When Natsuki opened her eyes she stood face to face with a smiling Shizuru.
"Ara, Natsuki should watch where she's running."
Blushing, Natsuki barely suppressed the urge to yank her arm free of the brunette's grasp. "Shi-Shizuru!" Her apology halted on her tongue, unable to work up the courage and surprised to see the hurt that still lingered in Shizuru's gaze. Not wanting to apologize to Shizuru in front of all the students milling about, Natsuki pulled her into the one person restroom.
Closing the door behind them, and locking it, Natsuki held her breath for a moment before sighing in relief that the restroom didn't smell too horribly. Natsuki stood in front of the door making sure Shizuru couldn't get out. (Though she knew if Shizuru wanted she could walk right out and Natsuki could not have stopped her.)
Instead of a witty remark or even an 'Ara', Shizuru stayed quiet. Curious as to what Natsuki had to say. She really hadn't meant to leave the air between them so poorly, but it had hurt more than she thought possible when Natsuki had portrayed her victory. She knew that it wasn't Natsuki's intention to hurt her, but her feelings having been hidden for so long and then able to express them recently, only to have them hidden away again was taking a toll on her emotions.
For a brief moment Natsuki's face flushed, her mind going in overdrive at the fact that she had Shizuru, alone, in a semi small place. She closed her eyes and covered her ears. [Aarg, not now.
But now is the perfect time.
No, she needs to know it's not out of pity, damn it.
So then stare into her eyes and tell her you mean it and then let your dreams come to life.
The hell? What are you? Some horribly cheesy piece of crap?
Hey, it works.
Whatever.
Then go, do what your best at. Say something stupid and have it come out wrong, AGAIN, so that she takes it the wrong way and never speaks to you again.
She'd never do that.
No? Are you going to test that theory of yours?
"Natsuki?"
Do iiiiiit.
Be quiet I can't think!
Do iiiiiiiiiiiit.
Shut up!
You know you wannaaa.
"Shut up!" She said out loud, startling Shizuru. The blue haired girl was seconds away from banging her head into the wall when some of her more...lurid thoughts took over.
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"Is Natsuki sure she doesn't want any mayonnaise this time?"
Natsuki growled and pushed Shizuru into the wall behind them. "I had that for lunch. But I do feel like having a snack now." She growled out before attaching her lips to Shizuru's neck. She savored the exotic flavor that Shizuru seemed to posses, and basked in the feelings that flowed through her at Shizuru's gasping moan.
She kissed her way to Shizuru's collar bone, glad the girl was wearing a buttoned shirt. She grinned when the woman in her arms let out a gasp when she used her mouth to unbutton the white collared shirt. Natsuki's hands were busy elsewhere, one entangled in the brunette's hair while the other grabbed a hold of a creamy thigh and lifted it to her waist, causing Shizuru to lift her other to wrap around Natsuki, giving the green-eyed girl better access.
Shizuru let out a lengthy moan at the slight bit of relief the contact of Natsuki's stomach made with her center. Her skin was on fire, burning for the need of Natsuki's touch.
"AhhnnnNa-Natsu-..."
"Shhh." Natsuki hushed her, carefully lifting the right breast out of it's secure holding place, so she could have greater access to one of her favorite parts of Shizuru. She quickly latched onto it with her mouth, moaning as soon as she made contact, almost in sync with Shizuru's own moan. She could hear Shizuru's breath hitch as she lavished the tiny nub with her tongue.
While her mouth was busy, one of Natsuki's hands was still buried deep inside the tussled mane, while the other was busy de-clothing Shizuru. Before she knew it, Shizuru's top half was free from any article of clothing, with Natsuki still attached to her chest.
Her eyes widened split seconds before she shut them again and threw her head back in pleasure, ignoring the sudden pain from the wall. Natsuki's idle hand had moved, trailing itself ever so slowly up her thigh. The green-eyed girl let go of Shizuru's left breast, giving the hardened nub a quick nip before lavishing her attention on the other one.
Shizuru let out another inaudible moan when Natsuki's fingers lightly brushed over the fabric of her underwear.
"Nnng Na- Natsuki...please..."
Instead of complying with Shizuru's wishes Natsuki pulled back just enough to stare hungrily at Shizuru. She pressed in close, able to feel the heat exuding from Shizuru's sex, her breath was short and hot on Shizuru's ear. After a quick, quirky little lick Natsuki spoke, her voice thick with arousal, "I want to l-"
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"Natsuki, are you all right?" The concerned Kyoto-accented voice filtered through the air. Natsuki was staring at her, eyes glazed over, hands still over her ears and her breath ragged.
"Shizuru." Natsuki husked.
A light pink colored Shizuru's cheeks when she heard Natsuki say her name with such a tone. "Natsuki?"
Finally coming out of her sexual fantasy induced coma, Natsuki cleared her throat. "I'm sorry, Shizuru."
"Natsuki has nothi-"
"Shut up!"
"Ara,-"
"Don't you dare 'Ara' me!" Natsuki pointed an accusing finger at Shizuru. "I have plenty things I should be sorry for! All of them include you damn it!" She huffed, her arms flailing in the air, giving Shizuru the feeling that Natsuki had possibly seen one to many of Haruka's rants. Natsuki ignored the flash of sorrow across Shizuru's face as her words were heard, she was too busy yelling. "I'm sorry that I blew off our friendship so many times, I'm sorry that the only time I spent with you was when I needed information." With every statement Natsuki moved forward, "I'm sorry about how horribly I reacted when you told me you loved me. I'm fucking sorry for pushing you away." Natsuki was now only a two small steps away from Shizuru at this point. The brunette having backed up to the wall behind her. "I'm sorry that you had to take my only bottle of mayo just to get my attention."
Shizuru's eyes grew wide, not expecting the girl to have known.
Natsuki smiled, "Yeah, it took me a while but I figured it out. That idiot Takeda isn't smart enough to pull something like that off." This time Natsuki was mere inches from the brunette. She reached up to cup Shizuru's cheek, her heart fluttering when the older girl closed her eyes and leaned into the touch. "And I'm sorry for hurting you earlier when all I wanted to do was tell you that I..." Natsuki hesitated. Why couldn't she just get the courage to say it? She wanted to laugh at the sudden thought of the old saying "Dutch courage" and replaced the burning alcohol with mayo.
Instead of trying to get the words out, Natsuki wrapped her other arm around Shizuru's waist and leaned forward. She hesitated for a split second before engaging Shizuru in a soft kiss. She felt Shizuru stiffen, but she continued to press her lips softly against the brunette's. When she finally got a response, Natsuki felt her hear swell and she felt light headed. Not understanding the surging need that suddenly filled her Natsuki pulled away, looking into Shizuru's eyes. "I love you." She whispered softly.
Tears pooled in Shizuru's eyes and Natsuki smiled warmly as she brought her hands up and held the red eyed girl's face in her hands, kissing the tears away. She forced the bewildered feeling down as she did so. She saw the disbelief on Shizuru's face and kissed her once more. "I do."
"Please, Natsuki, do not say things for my sake."
"I'm not saying this for you, stupid!" Natsuki said harshly, pulling back and glaring at Shizuru. "I'm saying it because I NEED to. Because I WANT to. Because every time I think of you I want to-" She stopped, her face tomato red. "Fine if you don't believe me then, then..." She fumbled with her words, unable to think of something to tell Shizuru that she really meant it.
Clenching her hands into fists Natsuki spoke the next words, harsher than she intended. "If I had to choose, and please don't ever make me, but if I had to, I would rather have you in my life then to ever touch another drop of mayo again." She felt like adding 'so, there!' but was too angry to do it. She turned her back to Shizuru and crossed her arms in annoyance.
Shizuru's eyes widened for a split second before softening with the smile on her face. Moving forward she wrapped her arms around Natsuki's waist and rested her chin on the girl's shoulder. Setting her mouth as close as she could to Natsuki's ear, without touching it, she spoke, "Ara," Her voice low with a tinge of her sexual huskiness. Shizuru grinned impishly when she felt Natsuki shudder. "If Natsuki wants me more than her precious mayonnaise, who am I to deny her?"
"Damn right."
Shizuru nipped at Natsuki's ear, absorbing the the quick intake of breath. Before she could continue a loud banging made them both jump.
"Damn it, what the hell!? Did you die in there or something? Lord, I'm almost afraid to go in there for fear of the smell I'm sure your making!"
Giggling, Shizuru turned Natsuki around, "Shall we discuss this elsewhere?"
Natsuki nodded, annoyed at the interruption, but grateful for it at the same time. She grabbed Shizuru's bag, flinging it over her shoulder and took hold of Shizuru's hand. She let go only to fling the door open and glare at the annoying person outside. Without having to say anything the girl outside backed up and put her hands in front of her, defensively.
Satisfied with this reaction Natsuki grabbed hold of Shizuru's hand again and pulled her out of the bathroom and towards her bike. Leaving a trail of squealing, and some rather peeved, fan girls that had this knack for locating Shizuru.
Unable to ignore them anymore Natsuki stopped, causing Shizuru to almost bump into her. The emerald eyed girl turned and glared at everyone around them. "She's mine." She growled before pulling Shizuru in for a passionate kiss. Pulling away shortly after, Natsuki continued to drag, the now dazed, Shizuru outside to her vehicle.
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TBC?
Lol of course it will be. Honestly this took a 180 turn, if you look at my notes this isn't even at all close to what I had planned ; I'm not to sure about the last parts for I wanted to end it when Natsuki said 'I love you.' And then wanted to stop when she said 'Damn right.' But alas, I added a tad bit more. I tried to lengthen it too D: But I fear I failed at that. I honestly abhor short chapters. I'm so used to reading incredibly long fics that short ones kind of annoy me, no matter how much I love them lol. Hell a friend of mine wouldn't read something of mine cuz it was 'too long' and yet if I had broken it up into more chapters, but shorter chapters, it still would have been the same length… -.- Right ignore my ranting lol Still slowly working on Mama Fujino and this I'm also working on a rather secret fic right now XD
And no I so will not give you any hints at all unless you can tell me what it is that I'M Addicted too :D rofl ((Pic a topic any topic and if you're right BAM special hints for you :D))