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Riddled Feelings...

"Four," Ron repeated again, slowly to make sure the girls haven't made a mistake. They nodded , unaware of just how strange and impossible it is. Harry sat quietly, his dark green eyes fogging over as he studied the new students. The three casted off a very suspicious aura, you couldn't quite place what was really so different. He couldn't help but notice that Serena was the most different. It was like she had a pull on everyone around her. It made him want to open up and talk to her forever and just make her smile or make her happy. Just to make her happy… Something he hadn't done for ages…

As he looked up he could tell that the students, which were coming in, felt the same as they stared at her and sent her reluctant but sincerely warm greetings. Harry looked back at the girl. Maybe it was the abnormal hair color she had. It looked so natural yet who in the world is born with silver and icy blue hair? Then again…he was a wizard and he never knew many things even existed before in the first place.

She turned her head slightly, her hair flowing around her gracefully like locks of silk ribbons, and then…he caught sight of her stunning eyes. Her eyes were just so surprising and beautiful it made you look twice to make sure if it was crystalline blue. It wasn't any normal blue eyes a blond haired person could have. It was like the lightest color of icy blue with silver flecks in it, it was amazing. In fact her whole appearance was breath taking. It was like there was an angel among them.

Her pale, ivory, creamy colored skin stood out to in the mass of students coming in. It almost looked like she was faintly glowing. Her skin was like the color of snow. It was like…Snow white. Her heart shaped face was full of innocence and carefree. She's… beautiful. Harry immediately snapped out of his thoughts when he realized what he was thinking.

"Damn," He cursed under his breath as he abruptly turned away from the girl. It was irritating. It was irritating how a girl could do this to him when he barely knew her. Hell, all he knew about her was the name Serenity. He didn't even know her last name.

"Girls." A familiar voice prodded Harry's ears. He turned, curious, and watched as the new students conversed with the headmaster in hushed whispers. His eyebrows knitted together in curiosity and thought. Suspicious…

"I have your schedules right here," Dumbledore said merrily as he handed each of them slips of paper.

"We…We don't have any classes together," Mina sighed heavily as she glanced at the other girl's schedules. Serena looked at them carefully then at the magic map on the back of the sheet.

"Our classes are placed all over the school," she remarked then looked up at Dumbledore with an unpleased expression, "You did this on purpose so incase the school was attacked, we'd have at least one senshi there already to handle the situation right away. And if I'm correct…I also have the same schedule as a certain someone." Serena turned her head and smiled brightly at Harry, taking him by surprise. He scowled and looked away, trying to concentrate on the food in front of him.

"Serenity," Dumbledore seemed shocked at how quickly the girl caught on but then smiled warmly, "Yes that is correct." Serena flinched at how casual he had said her name but then nodded in acknowledgement of his statement. The name bought back too many memories and with that, it bought pain.

"Don't call me Serenity," she said calmly yet her statement left him no room for questions or choice. It was the type that made you obey immediately without a second thought. "Only my friends are allowed to call me that."Dumbledore felt it to be odd how a little girl like Serena could give off such a complex aura and personality. He just smiled.

"Alright, if that is what you want than I won't say it anymore. I trust that Setsuna filled you in about everything?" He asked as he raised an elegant but wrinkled hand to ruffle through his beard.

"Yes," Ami nodded, holding her head gently as she wrinkled her nose in distaste. "Her mind mends can give you quite a headache."

Flash back

They stood in front of a blank painting in a deserted hallway with a confused face. Maybe the hallway was for them to roam about only. Smaller and much many more moving paintings decorated the vast hallway. In the middle of the hallway was a large wall that was made of glass, stretching almost all the way to the end. It was a large window. You could clearly see the night sky so well from it…

"I wonder why the painting is blank," Ami thought aloud, shattering Serena out of her wandering gaze.

"Yeah," Mina yawned then looked thoughtful. "Well we have to come up with a password right? Hm…" The blond tapped her chin as she glanced at Serena.

"W-What? Do I have something on my face?" Serena panicked as she tried look at the blurred reflection on the marble floor. Mina laughed.

"No, I was just thinking about what the password should be. Well I say it should be Tsuki-Hime."Mina grinned proudly as Serena fell silent, it looked like she was taken back. Ami frowned, her ocean blue eyes narrowing at the blond.

"I'd say tenshi-hime is better or maybe heisei." Ami smiled, gloating. Mina scowled pointing a finger rudely at the ice senshi.

"No! Serena likes mine better! Right Sere?"

"No, she likes mine better!" When the two finally looked at Serena, they froze. The silver haired girl looked like she was on the verge of tears. Her crystalline eyes glistened as she struggled to keep the liquid from spilling from her eyes onto the floor.

"Serena…" Ami said softly, concern adorning their faces.

"I-I'm fine," She said and laughed; the usually cheerful sound wavered and shook. "I…I…I just don't know what to say to you guys…" She whispered softly as her eyes took a far off look."Or…what I would do without you guys."

"Serena…you know what would've happened of we never met."Mina reminded her princess softly.

"I would be stuck in my books and never would've learned how to have fun and real friends like you guys." Ami smiled and yet it couldn't quite reach her face. She didn't have the heart to smile when Serena looked like this. Whenever Serena was sad, it made everyone else sad and try to reach out to comfort her. She always had this personality or aura that pulled people in.

"If you guys never met me then you all would have normal lives! You all would be happy! You wouldn't have to carry the burden of the world on your shoulders! You wouldn't have to risk your lives day and night for me and everyone else!" Serena shouted; tears spilling down her cheeks in silence.

Silence.

"…But we choose to." Ami said softly, breaking the silence into what seemed like a million pieces.

"We choose to risk our lives for you." Mina continued as she smiled warmly.

"We choose to do it because we love you." Ami and Mina finished in a union. Serena hid her face in her hands as her shoulders shook. "We also do it for everyone else in the world. It's not your fault."

"Y-You don't r-regret ever meeting me? O-Or even that time w-when I almost killed you guys? The countless number of times where I-I almost got you guys killed and the whole world along with it? Your normal lives? Your families? Don't you realize that I've broken everything you used to have? Now we have to do everything all over again! In a world w-we barely know and understand! You guys will never be able to do anything guys want! I chained you all to this rotten d-destiny! Even the o-others have realized what I have done! Even…even D-Darien…and Rini…Rei…Lita…Luna and Atremetis have regretted ever meeting me!"Her voice shook with sobs. Ami and Mina's hearts collapsed as they stepped forward and grabbed the younger girl in her arms.

"You're our family now…And hell if I'm chained to this wretched destiny then I'll be happy as long as you're here with me. You're the only reason we need to keep going on. The others don't understand that. They became too selfish and absorbed to realize all the miracles you gave us." Mina argued back, tears slipping down her cheeks.

"That's right. You're our princess. We would do anything for you! Besides none of this is your fault! You know this! Stop blaming everything on yourself or we would never forgive ourselves! We choose to keep on going on for you and the rest of the world! But…I think you better than the rest of us that your destiny is a lot more painful than ours."Ami shouted, mad, she was mad that Serena was blaming herself when she shouldn't be. She had no right to.

She was too kind and pure.

Especially since Serena had the worst destiny of all.

The worst.

"Let's make a promise. We will always be there for each other ok?" Mina whispered. She knew that Serena was still be very deeply hurt by the betrayal the others made. She wanted to prove to the Hime that she would never do something like that.

"Kanegoto." They promised in a union. The painting faintly glowed as it groaned, different images appearing on the surface. The pictures all contained different images of the three girls laughing, together, flashing one after another. The two blinked then laughed.

"That was…weird." Serena lightly giggled. It slowly opened, the frame towered before them momentarily as it revealed a magnificent room inside. The girls gasped then ran inside.

-Serena's POV-

It was amazing. I could hear the loud booming noise behind me but I didn't bother to turn around because I already knew it was the painting. But even more, I was distracted by the new room in front of me. It looked so cozy! A large fireplace with mahogany couches snuggled around it. A few windows with deep purple curtains lined up against the walls. All the way on the other side was a large kitchen made mostly of black and conflicting white marble.

The large room was mostly decorated and painted in dark purple, mahogany, ruby red, and settling soft yellow-pumpkin color. The colors were interesting together and the more I stared at it, the more I liked it. A door near the kitchen revealed to be a large marble bathroom. Next to the door was a long spiraling staircase. It was a whole floor with king sized beds lined up in a semi circle. It was obvious Setsuna had given Dumbledore clues on how to make their rooms beforehand.

It was amazing. The room was fantastic and huge. The moon flooded through the windows behind the beds and the multi-colored curtains. Each bed had a distinct and familiar color like the senshi's colors.

"Why…why are there so many extra beds?" I asked, clearly confused as I walked towards a opal and moonlight colored bed with some light blue, contrasting blood red and lavender petals sprinkled all over the covers. The bed frame was crystal and had such small intricate designs, including a large golden moon on the head of the bed and a sun at the bottom.

It smelled wonderful. I couldn't help but fall onto the bed with dreamy sigh. The covers felt like silk. I opened my eyes and studied the strange flower petals scattered over my covers. I picked one up and almost dropped it when it suddenly started to change into a beautiful array of colors. It smells so familiar.

But…I'm sure I never smelled or even seen something like this before.

An aura suddenly appeared next to me and I couldn't but smile. I turned around and caught a glimpse of the girls looking a bit startled and confused.

"Puu," I started slowly as I stared into her maroon eyes. "Are you going to fill us in now?"

The green haired senshi couldn't help but smile and laugh when her eyes landed on me.

"Hai, hime." Setsuna nodded as she waved her large key around as if it was just a simple toy. Ami and Mina warily came to my side and sent me inquiring gazes but I just shrugged.

I had no idea myself.

I didn't even have time to sit up. Startling lights of maghony and forest green blinded me. It felt like something was pulling the air out of me beacuse I felt breathless and then my head was suddenly swarmed with infamilar images I didn't recognize. There were voices whispering things to me that I didn't quite understand. I shook my head and tried to block my ears with my hands.

My head was hurting. It felt like someone was pounding my head with a hammer! I can't stand it anymore!

I kept on seeing memories from someone's eyes. Each scene completing after another. It wasn't always from one person's eyes. I began to see a whole story unfold in front of me. Then it suddenly stopped and fell black. I slowly opened my eyes, confused with sudden halt.

Instead I found myself standing in front of a boy. The same boy I've been seeing over and over again. The boy that the whole sinister story is revolved around. I looked around to find us standing in complete darkness. We weren't in a room. We were just standing in nothingness.

His eyes were closed and he looked so serene. He was around 16 or 17. He was taller then me by a foot or little more then that. His skin was almost nicely tanned, it was just a caramel like peach. I could tell that he was well built under his black sweater from the muscles slightly bulging under her sleeves and chest. It wasn't like he was over loaded with muscles...it was just perfect.

He had beautiful locks of black hair that would glisten brown under the light. They slightly fell messily into his face like perfectly overgrown bangs that framed his face just right. A small mark under his hair caught my attention.

A picture of a cloaked man pointing a wand at a little baby boy flashed into my head.

"So that baby was you." I mumbled softly as I slowly walked up to him, unsure if he was real or not. When I got close to Him I didn't fail to notice the transparency of his figure.

"So you're not real..." I mused quietly, peering up at his face in wonder. A feeling of familiarity washed over me with something else I couldn't quite place.

"Hmm..." I reached up and heisitated, glancing at his face again. Just what was it that pulled me to him? His pale pink lips were pulled back into a soft frown and I couldn't help but stare longer at it...with longing and sadness mixed with joy. The feelings surprised me and confused me. I stepped away from him, ready to run away if I needed to.

Truth to be told I was afraid. I would never admit it but I was. What he made me feel confused me and scared me. It pained me because it made me remeber Darien. The scars rotting deep in my heart throbbed and I couldn't look at the boy in front of me anymore.

Why? Why does it feel like I know him??? WHy does it feel like...I miss him?

His eyes slowly twitched and I looked up to see beautiful emerald orbs. He stared right back at me and I felt my breathing stop. There was a definite pull to him and I couldn't help it.

I couldn't help myself. I felt my body move forward again. I reached up and pushed his bangs to the side to study the lightning bolt scarred into his soft skin. The touch sent tingles through my body. I tried to pull myself away but I couldn't. His eyes trapped me. I found myself longing for them. I could feel happiness flood from somewhere within me like I was whappy to see him once more.

I couldn't look away from his eyes. Then I saw something in there that scared me. It scared me.

It was...love.

His eyes widened like he just saw me then happiness shined in his emerald orbs as he smiled. A lone tear slipped and lost its way down his cheek just to be only followed by many more.

"W-Why are you crying?" I asked softly, confused and worried. He grinned and laughed as his strong arms wrapped around my 16 year old waist.

"Serenity! I miss you so much! We're finally together again!" He pulled into a warm hug even though I knew his body wasn't realy there. I felt happy. I felt something else...something I couldn't understand towards the stranger in front of me.

"Serenity?" He asked worried as he cupped my chin so I can look at him. "Serena? Sere? Are you okay?" His eyerows pulled together in concern as his mouth drew back into a frown.

"...S-Sere?" I mumbled, breathless as the picture in front of me strated to swirl and fade away.

"W-Wha?" I blinked, suddenly grabbing onto to him. I didn't want to seperated from him. I didn't want to lose him!

...Where did that come from?

"Serena!!! I llove you!!!" He was suddenly snatched from my arms and pulled away into the endless darkness.

"No! Bring him back! Harry!" The words came out unconciously and I found myself standing there, shocked. I was burdened with emotions that I couldn't comprehend.

What was going on?

Light erupted my confusion and then it felt like a hand reached in and roughly yanked me out into the real world again.

I opened my eyes and found myself staring at the pumkin colored ceiling.

"...Sere?" I mumbled, totally confused. No ones ever calle dme that before. I looked up and found Setsuna gone with Only me, Mina, and Ami sprawled unkeptly on the bed.

"Damn it. She always does this before I can ask questions!" I looked to my side to find bags with our uniforms and three beautiful wands. "Huh?"