Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.

Summary: Sometimes when you try and help. You make everything worse. And when you don't do anything...You hurt yourself. There are no winners in love. [SasuSaku

A/N: Naruto's Point of view. Review please. And tell me which story to update next because i don't know what i'm going to do yet. Oneshots are good writing stuff :)

'Thoughts'

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He left.

I thought bringing him back would help you.

And it did...

For some time.

That was until he told you he didn't love you.

He never did.

Never was going to.

And that he didn't care.

Made everything...

Worse.

So I told him to leave.

Made him leave Kohona.

I thought that would make you feel better.

But it didn't.

You cried.

And cried.

And bleed.

Sakura...

You almost died.

'I love you'

I just made everything worse again.

Then two years later,

He came back on his own.

Said he loved you.

Said he was sorry.

Everything was better.

Fine.

Good.

Perfect...

For you.

Not so much for me.

Do you know why?

No.

Because we don't talk anymore.

I lost my best friends for two years.

Two years.

When Sasuke left,

Some how he managed to take you with him.

And left...

This.

A sad.

Torn.

Little girl.

'Please be with me'

Now he came back.

And you changed.

Back into your old self.

That makes me feel better.

I'm happy for you.

But me?

When he left,

You needed me.

When he left,

You wanted to talk.

When he left you,

You wanted to be with,

Me.

Do everything with me.

'Spending time with you was everything and more'

I thought that you were getting over him...

And going to be with me.

Now he came back...

And everything is...

Worse.

And I can't change it.

I want to...

But I don't.

I want to see you happy.

But not with him.

'Fuck him'

With me.

I know now...

That this would never happen.

Not in a million years.

Not in the next life-time.

Nothing.

Never.

And...

I guess I'm okay with that.

For now.

But this pain.

This sorrow.

This hatred towards him.

Towards you.

'Towards him'

Still festers inside of me.

I don't want it.

I don't need it.

But I know why I have it,

And thats why its still there.

I want it to go away.

But I don't want to forget everything.

Everything that made you cry.

Made me feel better.

Even all of the bad...

I would rather remember it.

Then forget.

'I'll never forget you'

It hurts not to be with you.

Even though its not what you want.

But I guess Sakura...

If its Sasuke you want.

Then I understand.

He was your first love.

First kiss.

First everything.

And you were mine.

My first love.

My everything.

'I love you. I love you. I love you'

But Sasuke...

He wants you.

And I'm going to let him,

I won't stop him.

I won't stop you.

Because that would...

Just make...

Everything worse...

Again.

And I don't want that.

'This is what you want. You can have it.'

And I'm sure you don't either.