The hint
of his last laugh was still written across his face.
George
took that as a sign, took it to be the message he had been looking
for.
Fred would have wanted him to carry on their dream, Fred
would have wanted him to carry on being alive- Fred wouldn't have
wanted this.
Fred and George had never been keen on silent goodbyes- they were always looking for a gimmick to engrave their names into the minds of all onlookers.
But
somehow, despite the melancholy atmosphere, George knew that nobody
could ever forget his twin.
How could they, when George was
left as a reminder?
The sombre crowd encircling Fred Weasley's
grave made George incredibly uncomfortable- black didn't suit him,
and he felt far too distant from all of the maudlin well-wishers. His
mother cried hysterically and his brother Percy did the same- maybe
because Fred had been the first to accept him back after the
betrayal, maybe just because he was FRED.
And Fred was
wonderful, and Fred was gone.
Sometimes it didn't feel like
they'd accepted Fred was gone. Like when George would enter the
room, and Ron would quickly turn to ask Hermione a question about
their upcoming nuptials to blot out the memories, or when Molly would
lay out an extra place for dinner and break down hysterically upon
realising it.
Or when Percy would stare at George as if he had
seen a ghost, until noticing the missing ear and feeling that awful
feeling of resentment.
You're not Fred, you're not Fred.
George
felt like a constant reminder of his family's loss sometimes, and
his own grief was pushed aside to try to rectify the issue. But it
stayed there, a pang that hit his heart every time he turned to tell
a joke that he'd heard, or wanted to discuss new ideas for the joke
shop. His laughter would quickly dry up and it was an effort to hold
on to his carefree grin.
He'd promised Fred that the laughter
would live on.
He gritted his teeth at the graveside, willing
himself not to cry, willing himself not to scream at the miserable
loved ones. It wasn't what Fred would have wanted- he'd have
hated the sad speeches. He'd probably have been trying to provide
some comic relief and he wouldn't have let it alone until there
were smiles all round. Fingering the bag in his pocket, George
considered that.
Maybe that was George's job now.
He
cleared his throat, aware that he was expected to make a speech. He
tried not to think too hard about what he could say- because really,
what could he say? He could plan some tear-jerking eulogy- sure,
George Weasley was intelligent enough to be able to do so…
But
that wouldn't be a testament to Fred. And that wasn't keeping his
promise.
"If Fred were here, he'd be in that audience right now, waiting for a cue to set off the dungbombs."
Good. Keep
going. Nice little introduction, not too heavy.
But Molly's eyes
had filled up again.
"Actually, he is here. He's here in
spirit, and he's probably having a pretty crappy time. Wondering
when we're actually gonna liven up the party a bit- frankly, you
lot make Umbridge look like a party animal. But Fred- he's also
here in me, and I know you're all trying your hardest not to
notice. But it's impossible not to really Mum, so don't be so
daft, woman!
Me and Fred, we weren't just brothers. We were
best mates too, and I don't feel complete without him. I feel like
a half, and actually, I'm not even that. I'm missing an ear."
Ginny
smiled encouragingly, Percy had succumbed to a fresh bout of
sobbing.
"I suppose if Fred could hear me I'd only want to ask a couple of things. Like where he put the last bunch of receipts because I kind of need them to pay my bills. Get back to me on that, will you mate?"
Luna laughed, thank Merlin. Yet other people
were looking on in pity- that wasn't a good sign.
"We always
said we wanted to die in a way that was hilariously tragic. Like a
freak accident with one of our pranks, so everyone at the funeral
couldn't help but laugh at the ridiculous circumstances. I assumed
we'd go together."
He sighed, ready to leave- his
heart filled with a sudden urge to run as fast as he possibly
could away from the church. He caught Luna's eyes, watching him
calmly in her pink sundress. She seemed to cock her head at him,
seemed to be telling him to go on.
Either that or she was
trying to get the nargles out of her hair.
"Of course, I'd tell him I'll miss him- I do miss him. But he knows that.
And I keep trying to see Fred when I look in the mirror, but I only see George. That's pretty hard to smile at, but I'm trying anyway. I promised Fred I'd keep his laughter alive- and I will."
He
winked at Luna, tossing the bag from his pocket into the
air.
"Goodbye Fred!"
And
suddenly the graveyard was engulfed by Peruvian Instant Darkness
Powder.
A few people screamed, a few began to cough
uncontrollably. They looked around in fascination as it cleared,
finding their hair had turned various shades of the rainbow. Pinks
and purples and yellows and greens contrasted with the darkness of
their clothes, and Ron began to laugh through his tears.
Hermione
soon joined him, looking a little shocked that she should be
disregarding the sad occasion in such a way. Ginny's giggles
caused many to stare- her hair was the same shade of blue as her
eyes.
And the muffled chuckles turned into full-scale hilarity as
Draco Malfoy was heard to exclaim
"Bloody hell, I look like a
Weasley!"
Needless to say, his hair was a funny shade of
tangerine.
People began to relax, and indulge in their first jokes since the war had ended. Guffaws were traded and finally, Fred's life was being honoured in a way he would have approved of.
Nobody
even noticed George Weasley flying away on a broomstick,
whooping, cheering and SMILING.
Luna Lovegood sat behind him,
looking dreamier and happier than anybody had ever seen her. George
chuckled and held her hands under his own, shouting his goodbyes to
his twin.
Maybe it was more than almost like having a friend.
And you never know, if the crowd had listened, they may have heard another laugh join George's- an almost identical chuckle that seemed to echo for years afterwards.
The laughter lived on.