Hello Everyone! Wow I haven't been on here in a while. Since I have been here I have played Kingdom Hearts 1 and 2 and have fallen in love with the pairings RoxasXAxel and SoraXRiku. So hopefully I will have a Sora/Riku fic up after this one. This is a continuous song fic. Each chapter will have a different song attatched to it.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or the songs affiliated with this fan fiction

KH 2 SPOILERS!

Also if you have any other ideas for songs for other chapters, let me know! Thanks!

AN - I took out some repeating verses so the story wouldn't drag.

Chapter 1: Vulnerable

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

"Roxas come inside." Axel pleaded. Roxas had been sitting out in the rain with only his black coat for warmth. "I'm not hungry, I'm not cold and I don't want to come inside." Roxas retorted. He had been acting like this since he had been wanting to meet Sora. Why would anyone want to meet the person who made them this way? Axel sighed and Roxas closed his eyes, considering Axel's lack of words a surrender when he appeared beside him holding a small black umbrella over their heads. "Forget it. If we lose one of our members, we won't be able to call ourselves "Organization XIII" anymore and we won't sound as cool, got it memorized?"

Roxas sighed and moved closer to Axel, two hours of heavy rain pouring down on him wasn't exactly a walk in the park and they didn't make these coats to be rain resistant. Roxas sighed and leaned his head on Axel's shoulder. "I'm sure you'd be able to find a new member...no one would miss me anyway."

Axel sat up straight and turned to the side Roxas wasn't leaning on..."That's not true.." He murmured. "I would."

"What did you say?" Roxas asked.

"Nothing."

"You said something."

"Did not."

"Did too!"

"Did not!"

"Did too!"

"ARGH!"

Axel lunged himself at Roxas pinning him down by his forearms which were stretched out like a plane. Axel put one knee on either side of Roxas and leaned over him. Breathing heavily and the sudden surge of movement. He leaned down and move closer to Roxas and saw his eyes go wide. The side of his face brushed past Roxas' cheek as he blew in his ear slowly and whispered. "And you think you're so strong..."

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so
let pretend were alone
and I no you may be scared
and I no we're unprepared
but I don't care

Roxas kicked one of his legs free and flipped Axel over slamming his arms hard against the ground. Pinned Axel's legs with his knees and sat on him. Axel groaned in pain. "Who's the strong one now?" Roxas declared.

"Just because your fat and can crush me with your weight doesn't make you strong. Got it memorized?"

"Hey I'm not fat! "Got it memorized?""Roxas mocked him.

And the wrestling continued.

About an hour later both Axel and Roxas were sprawled out on their backs like dead cockroaches, their breathing shallow. It had stopped raining. They heard the Xemnas sound the gong which meant everyone must be inside ten minutes. "Shit" Roxas muttered. "I don't have a spare robe."

"You can borrow one of mine."

"YOUR too fat."

"Shut up!"

Axel picked up Roxas and heaved him over his shoulder and took him to his room, with Roxas kicking and punching every step of the way.

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible ?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible...

When Axel reached the last step up to his room on the third floor he thrust the door open and tossed Roxas on his bed. "Ow! That hurt you ass."

"Well if you would walk like a good little boy I wouldn't have to." Axel replied simply as he stretched out his shoulder and took off his robe. As he did Roxas saw scars that looked like they were from a fire.

"Hey what the hell are those?"

"Are what?"

"Those scars on your back?"

"Oh nothing, it happened so long ago, I can't remember."

Roxas said nothing after that. He knew when Axel didn't like talking about something, he was very adamant about keeping it quiet.

Roxas found himself just staring at Axel, he couldn't tear his eyes away from those scars and when Axel finally caught his eyes he smirked as Roxas looked away and thrust a robe at him.

"Come on and get dressed we're going to be late."

Roxas "hmphed" and took of his shirt and Axel turned around. "You can look at me Axel it's not like you've never seen a man naked before, or haven't you?" Axel threw a pillow at him.

"So..." Axel started. "How are you and Namine doing?"

Roxas threw the pillow back at him. "JUST because she is Kairi's nobody and just because I'm Sora's does not make us lovers Axel! "Got it memorized?" She is just helping me figure out a few things about what's going on." Roxas sighed and put on Axel's robe, which went down past his feet. "I would like to meet him though"

Axel turned around and shook his head not this again...please, "Don't worry about it Roxas. Come on, let's go."

Roxas tripped on his way out the door and Axel burst out laughing. "Come on get up." Axel held out a hand to him and Roxas thrust him down with him. They laughed and then looked at the clock and realized that they only had two minutes left. Axel picked Roxas up and they bolted. "Don't worry about meeting Sora, Roxas, just forget about it."

"You just don't see it the way I see it." Roxas mumbled.

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

When they arrived the majority of the Organization was already seated and Axel and Roxas took their places corresponding with their numbers, which left Roxas at the end of the table. They saw the lights dim, signaling for the start of the meeting.

"All rise." They heard a force say and saw Xemnas waltz into the room. "Be seated."

They all sat silently as Xemnas brought out an enormous black suit case and heaved it onto the table. He opened it and there were hundreds of little tiny pockets and in them contained test tubes of all different colors with corks stuck in them. "In these bottles" Xemnas began to explain, "Are nobodies. Each bottle one released contains one hundred nobodies. It is your job to go to each different world and scatter them. These will keep Sora, Donald and Goofy distracted causing more heartless to form. Therefore, if there are more heartless, there are more hearts to use to our advantage.

You will each go in pairs and I will go on my own. I will hand six of you a bottle with the type of nobody you will be scattering and your partner." Xemnas took each bottle and carried it to each person. One of them was Axel. Axel took the bottle with the bright read liquid and read the tag with his nobody and the name of his partner, "Roxas."

On the inside, Axel smiled widely because if anyone showed anything other than complete and utter concentration and seriousness in the presence of Xemnas, they would be thrown out. There was always something about Roxas that got to Axel. He couldn't quite place his finger on it. But when he talked, he didn't sound like anyone else that he knew. It is said that you only meet ten real people in your life and everyone else is just carbon copies. Axel felt as if he had met them all, until Roxas came along...Roxas made him feel...like he had a heart...and that feeling made him writhe with desire...desire for...

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

"Meeting Dismissed." Xemnas boomed and left the room leaving the members to find their partners. Axel put Roxas in a head lock and said, "Come on loser, we have to go to Agrabah and scatter some nobodies."

"I don't see why we have to do this, there is enough heartless to keep them at bay, we can't even be seen..."

They were outside by now it was getting dark. The enormous building lit up by hearts of those forgotten. Finally Axel couldn't take it anymore and took Roxas by the wrists and slammed him up against the wall.

"What the hell are you-" Roxas started.

"Shut up! Stop talking about Sora, stop thinking about him, just forget about it. Your place is here with the Organization, with Xemnas, with me! God Damnit!" Axel punched the wall two inches away from Roxas' face. He leaned into Roxas got millimeters away from his face and thrust him back.

"Just forget it Roxas, never mind. Sorry. I'm going to turn in. I'll see you tomorrow."

"But-"

"Just forget it." His voice dripped like thick tears, sad, silent, desperate.

Roxas watched as Axel left for his room. After a couple of minutes he left as well but before that he looked at the stars and wondered, why was Axel being this way? They were best friends right? Can't Axel see he is the only one that he can trust? Why can't he except change? Why can't he love Roxas for who he is?"

"Love..." Roxas thought and chuckled in spite of himself. "I almost forgot..."

"We don't love anymore..."

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible...