Warning: This is disturbing & violent, also hints to rape not the most graphic, but definitely not heartwarming. To be safe I will say that its AU & OC…

Discliamer: Not mine as always.

That Is Not Love

written by HeartBeatFast

Why won't you cry my whore?

Should I punch you in the face again so you can stop that dark glare you cast upon me?

Was I not enough for you?

My little raven haired beauty I can see the way you looked at him. You laughed it off as if my eyes lied to me, but I am not blind my whore. I would not act so cruelly towards you if you just didn't smile so simply at him.

Yes.

That smile…you are a teasing cock.

He smiled back at you... I knew it immediately that he had fallen in love with you. He made those brown puppy eyes as if you would notice and take his dick in your mouth like a cheap prostitute.

L, why?

Why has it come to this?

You groaned in pain writhing about like a cockroach about to be killed when I pushed you down those stairs. All you could do was spat out how I was 'sick', 'sad', and 'desperate'. I forcefully kiss your mouth not caring about technique as I suck on you wildly…

"FUCK!" I punch you in the jaw as I felt you bite my tongue the pain aches, but I know it's nothing like the torture I have in store for you. Quickly you try to lift your legs for a kick, but the attempt was a pathetic failure. You have no strength left in them since I pushed you down those stairs; your eyes widen further with realization that the hurt in your legs was something that needed medical attention.

But it's nothing...

Nothing compared…

To my hurt….

My haughty lithe raven you know nothing of the torture I'll give you for being someone else's whore. No, you don't need to bed him, but….how dare you smile at him like that as you teasingly licked the dull brown frosting off of the donut. Now I'm the one smiling happily as you take me in your tight little mouth choking on my girth.

Oh my, you really are disobedient my dirty raven. No attempt to even lick me? Be that way you whore.

A whore will be treated like a whore.

I toss you on your back; I want to see this face pleading to kill you. Oh my small raven, you really are just a sight to behold! Bruises run across your porcelain skin and dark red blood is running down your nose to your mouth.

Do you taste it? That is the taste of your betrayal.

May you choke on it to death.

So learn a lesson right now as I enter you unlubricated….hhmm…yes…that's it….groan beneath me just like that for this is your affliction. Oh God! I'm not all the way in, but I have a need to explode. Your entrances denial towards my shaft is causing beautiful friction. So damn unbelievably tight for a virgin ass! My pounding hateful thrusts feel as if they can tear apart wood. Your pants are ignored by my wildly loud cursing as I enter in fully. I can not hold it any longer….

Sighing you think I'm done already. Dark black eyes seem to be flickering into an unconscious state, but I flip you over on all fours as you yelp from the pain in your long slender legs. I grab on to your slim hips that welcome me unlike you….

This has no end my sweet.

You will feel the agony continuously.

For not accepting Kira.

For not loving Kira.

"Yagami-kun stop it!"

"Light is not here my whore."

Kira loves L too.

El Fin

Authors Note: Yeah, this is really different to the other fic I am currently writing, but it just came too me. At first it was suppose to be a sort of humorous taking of Kira & Light fighting over L, but this itself just came to life by its own will. I hope that readers can tell who is the 'Him' that Kira is so jealous about, I think it's obvious also, but then again I was the one who wrote this! Also remember that the narrator is not as reliable as he seems and no L did not enjoy that…Thanks for reading if you got here! Please review and tell me what you think! I am pondering whether or not to continue this...