In this poem
I is referred to as Raito (aka: Light/Kira)
You is referred to as Lawliet (aka: Ryuuzaki/L)
Mistake
I never planned it'd end this way
With me in pain through every day
And with you dead and far from me
I never thought I'd want to see
Your loving face again to touch
These things I wish and want so much
I want to hold you in my grasp
To kiss your lips and hear you gasp
To push you down upon my bed
To pin your arms above your head
I want to kiss you tenderly
And then for it to grow fiercely
I want to kiss on down your chest
There is no time for you to rest
My lips then move onto your abs
Your pleasure spots are up for grabs
I want to hear you moan my name
I want to know you'll play my game
I want to know that you're with me
Alive and well as well can be
You can't be dead, these things I want
To know this fact, a horrid taunt
That I'm the one, that caused your death
The one who stole, your one last breath
I watched you fall that day you died
Into my arms, your gaze so wide
A look that held such disbelief
It held your eyes, though it was brief
A look that stuck within my mind
A look that could make me go blind
The look so full of broken trust
The look I sought the one I lust
You knew your name was written in
The book of death, the book of sin
And as I watched your eyes fade black
Your heart beat slowed, your muscled slack
I came to think, that I had won
That killing you, had been so fun
But I was wrong, cause in the end
I was alone without a friend
No one to love, and be loved by
No one to hold at times you cry
I came to think, my big mistake
The thing that I did want to take
I thought your life to take as mine
To make me sure that I'm divine
But all instead, that was not true
It's not your life - it's merely you
I wanted you, and you alone
To feel your love, to hear you moan
But now it's late, my thought of mind
I can't take back, I can't unbind
What's done is done, it can't be fixed
It can't be changed at all or nixed
You are as dead, as dead can be
So far away, away from me
And when I think, my eyes do swell
I know my love - It's all for 'L'
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- Raito