I AM BACK!!!... I know you missed me!...

So sorry to keep you waiting for sooooo long but there isn't really computers in the middle of the desert where I was camping… sorry

So… shall we continue the story??... yes I think we shall

Oh! You have BellaJacobLove to thank for me writing this chapter… I am so tired and wasn't going to start for another couple days but she convinced me... so yah…

Disclaimer: no tengo nada… I am way too lazy to go look for another language

So R+R!!! enjoy!...

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BPOV

Every moment that passed the plush room I was in became more and more of a prison. The furniture seemed to mock me with its luxury. The blankets that once lay over my bed that were now in a pile on the floor haunted me with the memory of Edward lying next to me as I slept. Edward; his very name stirred more lividness in my body than I thought I could muster from one person.

He had lied to me about Charlie's death, made me angry at Quil. He had lied to Tianna about Quil, telling her that he had kidnapped me. I loved him! He killed my best friend! Even if Jake was trying to, god help me, kidnap me, I would have found a way back, back to Edward. Then he himself kidnaps me and locked me in this god forsaken place then expected me to love him like I used to.

I would get him back for all of this. If it was the single most excruciating process of my life.

My mind drifted away from my anger for awhile resting on Tianna's plan. I had to pretend to love the bastard that did this all to me, to return to the one I loved. I could do that, I hope.

She said she would help me. That she was going to get me out of here. I would never be able to repay her, I wished I had more time to spend with her. That I could become best friends with her like I had Alice.

A pang of sadness shot through my heart. I missed Alice so much, she was like my sister in so many ways. Emmett and Jasper's faces ran through my mind after hers making me think back to stress less days at the large white mansion, watching Emmett play his video games and Jasper fight for the T.V. changer.

Esme's motherly gaze flitted in my mind's eye. I could almost hear her soothing voice telling me everything was going to be alright. Then Carlisle's strong features fixed into a expression of concentration as he stitched up my arms at my birthday party. Even Rosalie's gorgeous face flashed in my mind making my body lurch from the pain.

I missed the Cullen's so much. I just wished I could go back in time back to when everything was perfect and keep it that way.

As memories washed in my mind of days at the Cullens house, and even being dragged shopping, tears rolled down my face quietly. In the middle of remembering the Prom night when Rosalie and Alice poked and prodded me until I looked gorgeous Quil's face appeared behind my tears.

Another pain shot through me this time ripping a hole through my torso. I latched an arm around my waist and doubled over fighting the sobs. I couldn't have both. I couldn't have the Cullens and Quil. The two clashing worlds directed me in two paths once again making me squint my eyes closed and try to ignore the decisions I would have to make.

The Cullens were gone though, I had no idea where they are or if they want me to be part of their lives, Quil was in La Push probably livid with anger thinking I just left him for Edward, I didn't even know if he still wanted me; not even if he even still loved me.

Maybe it was better that after I got out of this castle in the middle of nowhere that I just leave for the Volturi and see if they would kill me or better yet just kill myself. Maybe I could go live in some tiny town in the middle of Tennessee and have 20 cats and change my name. I thought sarcastically to myself.

The tears were drying on my face now, as I heard the lock on my door click. At first I thought it was Tianna but that was changed when a hesitant, "Bella?" sounded from the other side of the door. Edward's voice drifted over the door frame and I pushed my anger down thinking of the plan. Better to start sooner I guess.

I took a deep breath and walked over to the door. "Yeah?" I used my most pathetic and sad sounding voice.

"Are you alright?" he asked sounding genuinely concerned. Well lets see I am locked in a room in the middle of Canada with a masochistic vampire who killed my best friend and now expects me to love him, who I am now going to pretend to love so I can escape, only so I can possibly run to the Volturi to my death, or even end up a depressed old lady with a trillion cats.

"Yeah I am fine." I lied.

"May I come in?" No time is better than the present to start the plan, I thought to myself sarcastically.

"Yes," I replied, turning around and walking over to the single couch in the room pulling the blanket that was draped over the side of the arm around myself.

Edward in all his perfection walked slowly into my room running his hand through his hair. A new royal blue turtleneck hugged his chiseled chest and a pair of faded blue jeans adorned the lower half of his body. As always I as momentarily stunned by his unnatural beauty. But I quickly remembered everything he had done and had to plaster a smile on my face and hoped it didn't look too forced.

His dark golden eyes looked into mine and I made a mental note that he would have to hunt soon. His smile reflected the hesitancy in his voice and he took a few more steps towards me. A very uncomfortable silence filled the room and the space between us until it was almost unbearable. Another stressed second passed and I couldn't stand it.

"Edward, I-" he interrupted me, even though I wasn't sure what I was going to say.

"No, Bella, please don't. I cannot believe I did what I just did to you. I am so sorry. I just got so angry," I was about to say something, tell him not to apologize, when in fact he should be apologizing for A LOT more than he was, but he held up his hand so he could continue. "I locked you in this room like, like," he threw his hands up. "like a criminal or something." I smiled at him in sort of a I forgive you way. Which of course was another lie.

"Oh, Bella. Can you ever forgive me?" he knelt down in front of me, and took my hands in his. For a moment my heart sped like it used to and I got lost in his unworldly eyes, but I was able to regain some sort of bearings and keep myself under control.

I nodded my head gently really wanting to slap the bastard across the face. He got a little closer to me as I responded and smiled warmly up at me. "I love you Isabella Marie Swan." Edward's delicious breath caressed my face as he spoke the words.

"I-I" I couldn't make myself say it without getting sick so instead I smiled and whispered, "Me to," he smiled all the same and hugged me.

"Bell, I was wondering do you want to go in to town for the day? Maybe we could go find a book store, and for you of course get some coffee?" cursedly my stomach filled with butterflies for a moment, it was like he was asking me on a date. I reminded myself I was in the middle of nowhere and remembered I was still basically kidnapped.

I forced a girlish scream that came out sort of sounded excited, sort of. I smiled and nodded vehemently making my head hurt a little from the effort. Edward stood up and pulled me with him crushing me to his chest. I let my smile drop for a second as I wrapped my arms around his waist hugging him back but forced it back when he looked at my face.

"When are we leaving?" I asked, admittedly a little bit excited to be out of the castle.

Edward smiled down at me. "When can you be ready?" I smiled genuinely that was always something I enjoyed about Edward, his willingness to do anything to make me happy.

"Probably thirty minutes?" I said in response. He laughed a little.

"Alright, do want me to have Tianna come in to help?" I nodded and squeezed his hand before walking in to the bathroom to jump in the shower.

The warm water soothed me a little as I let in wash over the surface of my skin. The strawberry scent of my shampoo helped a little more, but eventually I knew I had to get out of the shower.

I stepped out of the steamy room and grabbed the fluffy towel that was hung up on a bar on the wall, all of the towels in the room were monogrammed, reading IMS. It was a sweet thing to do, but now it made me sick as I wrapped the light blue cloth around me.

Just as I finished wrapping it around me, Tianna opened the bathroom door smiling brightly. She looked like an Alaskan model or something, strutting in the newest style of snow wear. "Ready?" she asked a little hint of evil in her eyes.

I nodded and raised an eyebrow in question. "Ready for what exactly?"

She motioned me to follow her and as we walked out of the bathroom she explained. "We are going to make Edward want you, like no other." She laughed lightly after.

"Ummm, alright?" I said unsure as we entered the reading room again. She laughed again and stepped out of the way so I could see an outfit layed out on the reading chair in front of me. "Something, I found in your closet."

A gorgeous thinner cream turtleneck, a cream trench jacket that had soft silky chocolate brown fur trim along the edges and the collar that matched the skinny chocolate brown corduroy pants, cream and brown tie winter boots that would probably come up to right below my knee with the label Ugg, on them, and lastly a pair of cream gloves and a scarf that were crocheted. I ran my fingers over the clothes. They were all probably really expensive.

I turned around and smiled. Tianna was messing with a cord of the blow dryer and when she caught my eye she smiled devilishly. "You are amazing." I said shaking my head slowly. She smiled bigger.

"I know." She ran over to me and hugged me sisterly. "Let's go get you ready."

I followed her back into the bathroom and sat quietly on the stool in front of the mirror for ten minutes as Tianna applied light makeup and blow dried my hair into loose curls.

When we were done although I was only dressed in a towel I looked better than I had for days. The dark circles under my eyes were covered and a healthy looking flush to my cheeks brushed over the apple of my cheeks. My eyelids were dusted with gold and green eye shadow that sparkled and complimented my eyes. My lips were painted dark burgundy that made my cheeks look even more red.

I squealed at my reflection and jumped into Tianna's arms. "I love it!" I was immediately embarrassed because I was only in a towel and it was slipping but she just looked as ecstatic and pleased with my appearance as before.

"Edward will love it to." She said, which made me want to gag. She started leading me out of the bathroom towards the outfit as she went on about how Edward wouldn't be able to resist me, even more sickening as it is. "Do you need help?" she asked holding up the clothes. I shook my head no and smiled at her hugging her again.

I went into the bathroom and had quite the time trying to put on the outfit. I had got the turtle neck and pants on, when Tianna knocked on the door. "Bella? What is taking so long?" I looked at the clock, it had been 2 mintues. I rolled my eyes. "Can I come in?"

"Sure," I said trying to tuck in my shirt. Tianna burst through the door and shook her head. "Gosh, your slow." She said.

I laughed. "Not all of us can be inhumanly fast, okay?" She smiled and came over to me tucking the rest of my shirt in before I had a chance to react.

She picked up the jacket and held it up as I slid my arms in. next she told me to sit on the edge of the huge bathtub and helped me slide my feet into the boots. She laced them both in one quick movement and looked me over before wrapping my neck in the scarf. She tugged and fluffed the scarf around the fur of the coat a little before holding up the gloves so I could put my hands in.

I turned to the mirror when she was satisfied and gasped I looked amazing, more than amazing I looked glamorous and beautiful. I looked flawless.

I spun in the mirror and couldn't believe that my reflection was actually me. "Yes, I do believe, you look irresistible now." Tianna giggled out. "Edward is going to be speechless." I giggled with her for a moment and stood still as she pulled on my shirt. "You sure you can do this Bella?"

At first I didn't understand what she meant but then realized she was talking about the plan to get me out. I nodded slowly. "I think so."

"Alright, if you think something is wrong or you just want to get out, tell Edward you fell sick." I nodded and hugged her again. "Bella?" she asked, I looked up to her beautiful face.

"Hm?" I asked.

"Bella, you do love Quil, right?" she sounded expectant of something. Like she knew my answer before I spoke.

"Yeah, I do." She smiled again and hugged me.

"Then we are going to get you out of here." I took a deep breath and smiled at her in thanks. Right then there was a knock on the door.

"Bella are you ready?" Edward asked through the door.

"Yeah hold on!" I yelled I took another deep breath and Tianna squeezed my hand.

I opened the door and revealed Edward in the same navy blue turtleneck, but now with cacky pants and a scarf on. He gasped audibly when he saw me.

His mouth was open for a moment and he looked dazed. "You look, amazing Bella." He breathed blinking a couple of times. I giggled a little.

"Thanks." I muttered as he grabbed my hand and led me out of the door. He hugged me for a second taking a deep breath no doubt of my scent, and picked me up. "Bye Tianna!" I yelled as Edward started bounding down the hallway.

Faster than comprehendible we were in a garage in front of one of the most amazing cars ever. "Edward, what is this?" I asked touching the frame.

"A Ferrari Enzo." I could hear his pride as he opened the door to help me in. ((I have a pic of the car on my profile!))

Edward ran around the car as I buckled my seatbelt and started the low hum of the engine. The smell of new leather hung in the air as we drove out into the snow covered wonderland. The fairytale castle swiftly disappeared behind us, as we drove towards town. Edward's now gloved hand slid into mine and I forced a smile wishing I had Quil's heat to warm me.

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So very fluffy… and definitely not the best chapter yet… sorry…

I am still trying to figure out what I am doing with the story now but I didn't want to keep you all waiting!...

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