Is There Really No Way To Reach Me? Is there really no way to reach me?, a zoey 101 fanfic

Summary: Everyone thought she was leaving. They thought that after that incident, she would be gone for good. But she had other plans in mind. Possibly a one shot

Authors Note: Just a little thing that came into my mind.

Disclaimer: I own the plot and the writing. I don't own "Vienna". The Fray owns that one.

(Dana POV)

The day's last one-way ticket train pulls in

We smile for the casual closure capturing

There goes the downpour

There goes my fare thee well

The train station. I never liked it. Up until now, I never went there. Then, it all happened.

Flashback-

"Logan, why can't you just get over yourself?" I questioned with anger dripping from my voice.

"I never sa-" he tried to interrupt, but I continued my rant.

"Not everything is about you Reese. Why can't you just care about anyone but yourself? Oh wait, I forgot that's impossible for you to even consider anyone else's feelings! Seeing as ho-" I didn't finish my sentence before his lips came crashing onto my own. I was shocked for a few moments, before I slowly relaxed. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and her places his hands on my hips. We stayed like that for a few seconds, and then slowly parted. He released me, and I quickly stormed out. There's no way that had just happened.

-End Flashback

At that point, we had started going out. It was only a few days before I realized that something was going on.

Flashback-

"Lo-" I began before I froze. I had gone to talk to him in his dorm, but found him with none other than Lola.

"Dana." He simply stated as he walked towards me. I took a step back.

"So this is it huh? You don't really like me?"

"No Dana. I never have, never will. That kiss meant nothing; I was just trying to shut you up. In fact, YOU mean nothing. You are nothing." I took a shaky breath to stop myself from letting the tears fall. I nodded, and then left the room.

-End Flashback

Logan had tried to tell me he was sorry, that he didn't mean it. I knew he was just trying to make up for being a jerk.

I wasn't able to handle the silence any longer, the whispers behind my back, my friends' pity and worry. I needed a fresh start. That's when I decided to leave.

Flashback-

"Um…I asked you here because I have some news." The group's eyes bore into me. They had no clue.

"I've decided that it would be best for me to leave PCA. Some things have happened that are too much for me" this is the point where Logan stood, and stormed out. I took a staggered breath, then continued, "and the rest of us to handle, and I figure that it would be best. I'm leaving tomorrow at 6. I'm sorry to spring this on you at last minute." I finished. Their wide eyes stared at me in shock. I took this time to quietly leave the room and begin packing.

-End Flashback

Now we're at the train station. The last one-way train pulled into the station, and I gave my friends a wry smile.

"This is it." I whispered.

"Dana, if it's not too much, I would like to take a picture of us all for one last time." I nodded at Nicole. She smiled, and asked a passerby to take the picture. I gave the camera a small smile as the flash blinded me. I hugged them all, and looked out the small station window. The rain had begun to pour down.

"Bye Dana." They chorused at me. I gave a small wave, and began walking towards the train.

There's really no way to reach me

'Cause I'm already gone

Logan began following me.

"Stop it Reese. There's no way you're making me stay. There's no way you're gonna reach me Logan. Let's face it, I'm already gone." I whispered, then stepped onto the train. I took a seat near the back, not wanting to be bothered. This would tear me apart.

There's so many words that we can say

Spoken upon long-distance melody

This is my hello

This is my goodness

I knew that there were a lot of things that Logan could have said to me to make me stay. He knew it, too, he just chose not to say them. He figured that from here on out, the only way we would be contacting each other, was by long-distance phone calls and e-mail, but I knew better. This was just my hello to everything that would be starting.

There's really no way to reach me

'Cause I'm already gone

My mind involuntarily flashed back to my conversation with Logan the night before.

Flashback-

"Dana, you really don't have to leave." Logan told me as he sat on my bed. I kept packing as I answered.

"Yes Logan. Yes I do."

"But why?"

"I think you know why Logan."

"I still don't really get it."

"Logan, I can't handle what people are saying, the silence, just… everything. I can't handle any of it." He sighed.

"Isn't there anyway that I can reach you? Get through to you that this is a bad idea?"

"No Logan. There really isn't any way to reach me. I'm pretty much already gone." I whispered. He nodded.

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again

Straighten this whole thing out

Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy

But this is the distance

And this is my game face

I heaved a large sigh and sat down next to him.

"Listen Logan. Maybe in 5 or 10 years we'll meet again, and we can straighten this whole thing out. Maybe then we can actually be honest with each other. Maybe then, honestly won't be feared as an enemy that will tear us down, nor a friend that will bring us together. But Logan, that's in the distance. Right now, I need to get away. There's nothing you can do to stop me." He nodded once more then walked out.

-End Flashback

Before I knew it, the train stopped. I quickly got up out of the seat, and left the train. I walked up to the ticket counter, and smiled at the woman.

"One one-way ticket to Malibu, California, please." She smiled politely at me.

"That will be 40 dollars please." I reached into my wallet and pulled out a 50. She took the money, gave me the ticket, and began getting the change.

"Keep the change." I said, then walked off to sit on a bench. The train came, and I stepped on.

The ride didn't take long, and I was soon standing on the platform of the Malibu train station.

"Hey Dana." A voice came from behind. I immediately knew who it was. I walked over to the person, and gave them a hug.

"Hey Chase. Thanks for helping me out on this. I really appreciate it."

"No problem D." and we left the station.

There's really no way to reach me

-Monday-

"Class, we have a new student that will be joining us. Will you please introduce your self?" Mrs. Hobson announced. I nodded, a small smile playing on my lips.

Is there really no way to reach me?

Am I already gone?

So this is your maverick

And this is Vienna

"I'm Eangiline Janson, and I'm from Washington." I introduced, then sat back down, flipping my long raven hair over my shoulder. There really was a way to reach me, and there was no way I was gone.

I just needed a fresh new start.

Authors Note: End…maybe of story. I'm not sure yet. Please review, and tell me what you thing, and if I should continue. TELL ME IF YOU HAVE A BETTER TITLE IN MIND!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!! Thank you! -

--Lani