You Left Not Me

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You Left Not Me

Chapter 1- Going away and Coming back.

Hermione made her way to the three broomsticks to meet Harry and Ron. It was her birthday and they wanted to take her out as they missed her last one with her going away with friends from her new college for healers. She was single and didn't plan on having anymore kid's. She had two boys. Remus had been so happy when she had them but now he was with Tonks. He had got drunk one night and had slept with her. Hermione had felt that he was with someone else. She had left with the children that night to move in with her mother and father.

Remus had tried to talk her around but she just couldn't trust him. Of course he saw the kid's but with someone there. Hermione wouldn't be there saying she wasn't ready to face him. As the pub came into her eye line she sighed. Taking a fermer hold of the boy's hands. She didn't have a baby sitter so had to bring them with her. "Boy's please stop fighting."

They were 5 and always got on the wrong side of each other, but if one was in trouble they stuck together or if one was getting bullied the other one would come help out. The Trouble-some Twin's is what Harry and Ron called them. "But mum he started it. He said I was a dumb head."

"Then he WILL say sorry and you'll both stop it you understand?" They nodded their heads and Christopher- Chris- said he was sorry to Nathan. Walking into the pub she saw that Harry and Ron were not alone. It looked like everyone had turned up. The first to see her was Ginny, she ran over to her and hugged her then gave the boy's a hug. Hermione walked over to Harry and Ron who were talking to Remus, Sirius and James. They gave her a warm smile and their gifts. Chris looked at them then took one and began to shake it. Lily who had just come back over laughed. Chris gave her a cheeky grin the put it back down.

"So what's new?" Hermione told them about her course and what she was going to be taking her last test in a week's time. Remus sat listening to everything she had to say why he had Nathan on his knee. Sirius had Chris on his knee and was telling him about what they used to do at school. The doors opened again and in walked Tonks and Hermione's heart sank when she saw that she was pregnant. Chris saved her and said he needed the toilet. She got up and took him. Nathan said he needed it to so went with them. What she didn't expect was for Tonks to come over to her.

"Look will you just leave him alone? He's with me now so just stay out of our life's no one likes you anymore, they just pity you." Hermione had tears pouring down her cheek's Tonks went away with a smile on her face. When the boy's came out she took their hand's and walked back out. Everyone was talking and didn't seem to notice her walk out the door's and out of their lifes for good.

Ginny looked in the toilet's for Hermione and didn't find her. She came back out. No one was even talking about her. She had not been seen in about 20 minutes. She went over to Lily and asked if she had seen her. They looked for her in the crowd. Lily went over to Tom and asked if he'd seen her. "Yes I have. She left about 25 minutes ago with the little lad's. She was in tears but it could have been something that Tonks said. Tonks came out before her and had a Grin on her face." Lily was mad. She walked over to Tonks with Ginny.

"What did you say!?" Everyone heard her and turned to them.

"What are you on about?"

"Hermione. Tom said you must have said something. What was it?"

"I haven't spoken to her. I mean why would I want to?"

"Then why did she leave? If you've said something to her I will find out I promise you that." Lily stormed out the pub and went looking for Hermione. She went to her mothers but when she got there she'd already gone. Lily went home and found that the men had come back there and Ginny and Luna as well.

"Is everything ok lils?" She shook her head and sat down wit her head in her hands.

"She's gone. Her mother said that she came home and got her stuff together and just went. Said someone said something to her. Something about us just pitying her." James came over and pulled her into his arm's.

"Don't worry we'll find her." Lily nodded and cried into his shoulder.

Harry couldn't believe it. His only other friend had gone and might not come back. He walked out the room and planed on asking Dumbledore for help. Harry slammed the door on his way out. Someone called after him but he just apprented (sp?) to Hogwarts gates. On getting to his office he waited for him to call him in.

Moving around a lot was taking it's toll on the boy's. After 6 years of doing this they were starting to get tired. They wouldn't be doing it anymore and Hermione hoped that was the last time she had to move. She had only been in touch with Professor McGonagall but asked for no one to know were she was. Getting to Diagon Alley she looked around. Nathan was just like his father with sandy brown coloured hair and golden eye's but Chris was different, He was just like her with brown hair but not bushy and brown eyes. They were the same in acting like each other. She knew that they would pull pranks on people they always did.

"Boy's we'll get your robes first then your wands, book's last and then you can have a broom if you like. You'll have to pick a animal you want." They nodded and followed their mother as they didn't know their way around.

After they got everything and an owl each the boy's wanted to get broom's last. They both got the latest out. A MultiSync A500+. It was the best and fastest. She took them to the Three Broomsticks for dinner and a drink. When they were walking out Chris wasn't looking were he was going and ran into a man with dark black hair. His friend's friends laughed and helped him up. "Sorry. Wasn't looking were I was going." He didn't even look at him and went after his brother who was trying to get his mother to let him try his new broom out.

"Please it's not like we don't know how and no one around here is going to care." Hermione shook her head and looked back to see if Chris had court up with them. When she did her heart stopped. There looking their way was James, Sirius and Remus. Chris was now next to her and without looking back she made her way to the floo network in the village. She knew that they hadn't known it was her but she wasn't about to give them a chance. Hermione knew that they still worked at the school. She had got an apartment in the village but wouldn't move into it until the boy's were at school. She also got a job at the school for the hospital wing but would go home at night instead of staying at the school.

The day of the train leaving Hermione got on with them and went to see if she could find McGonagall. Chris and Nathan went the other way looking for were to sit. They found some were with 2 girl's and a boy that looked really shy. Hermione sat down waiting for her to come in the teacher's carriage. What she didn't want was for the people that did walk in. They didn't seem to know it was her and sat down. James could tell that the woman looked tired and ready to drop off so knew start away she must be a werewolf or something as it was 2 day's before the full moon and Remus looked about the same.

Soon after they came in Hermione couldn't stay awake anymore. A knock come on the door and opened. It was a boy with sandy brown hair. "Sorry I'm just looking for my mother." They nodded and let him come in to wake her up. He woke her up in the funniest way. He pinched her nose and placed a hand over her mouth. She woke up but didn't open her eye's but mumbled something to the boy. "It's not my fault Chris went and got himself into a fight." He took his hand's away and watched as she got up and sat there and stretched.

"Yeah with your help." He looked hurt but then grinned. They walked out the door and found that Chris was walking their way with a bloody nose and a black eye forming. She shook her head and hoped that Remus, James and Sirius didn't mind them joining them. Opening the door the boy's went and sat down. Hermione got out her wand and crouched down in fount of Chris. After some waves his eye was back to normal and the blood went away.

" You don't mind if we sit with our mum do you?" Nathan asked knowing that teacher's never sat with the student's.

"Yeah sure. It might be fun. So who was it you had a fight with?" Sirius asked grinning.

"Some git named Malfoy." Chris answered looking out the window. "It was his own fault. He shouldn't have called my mum." They looked at him.

"And what did he call me?"

"A mudblood. I didn't like it and I swung at him no big deal." Hermione sighed and sat down next to him.

"Next time don't I've been called worse than that. And Malfoy's are all the same." Sirius and James laughed at this and nodded.

Remus was trying to work out who she was and where he had seen her before. Then it came to him like he had been hit by the night bus. "Hermione?" They looked at Remus and saw he was looking at the woman. She looked up at him and they saw it to. "Is it really you?"

Hermione nodded and looked at her hand's. The boy's looked at each other and tried to hide their laughing at the blush that had come to their mother's face. It didn't work to well and they got a glare from her.

"It's been a long time. Is this really little Chris and Nathan?" She nodded again. The boy's frowned then looked at the man and it came to them.

"Da...dad?" Remus smiled at them and nodded. They ran over to him and hugged him. He hugged them back and had tear's in his eye's. Hermione smiled at them and watched them talk to their dad for the first time in 6 year's. They told him about what they had been doing and all the pranks they had pulled over the year's. Some James and Sirius had to be proud of as they would have never thought of them back in their day.

The food trolley came and the boy's got a lot of sweets. Hermione had a sandwich and a drink. Remus left the other's to talk why he went and sat next to Hermione. He had really missed her. "Are you teaching at the school?"

"No I'll be working in the hospital wing in the day then going home at night."

"That's a long way to go from what the lad's say, you live in France now."

"Oh no I found an apartment in Hogsmead. I'll be there through the school year then go back to my mother over half terms and such in France."

Remus nodded. "Yeah I heard she moved there. It must be nice."

They spoke for hours. The boy's said goodbye and went to change.

The sorting took time like always and Hermione couldn't wait for her boy's to get sorted to see if they would be like her and their dad.

"Chris Lupin" He walked up and the hat didn't even have to be put on his head before it shouted out his house. "GRYFFINDOR" Cheers came from there table and welcomed hi with pat's on the back. Nathan had to wait a bit more.

"Conny Benson" Chris was watching as she got put into her house. She'd been the one in the carriage that had first spoken to him. He liked her and hope they could be friends. "GRYFFINDOR" He cheered with everyone else and was glad she sat next to him.

"Alex Malfoy" He was the same as Chris and didn't have to have the hat put on his head. "SLYTHERIN."

The other girl that was in the carriage got called up after 3 more name's and got put in the same house as her friend Conny.

Nathan watched as everyone went up until his name was called.

"Nathan Lupin" He sat down and the hat was placed on his head. It spoke in his head about what house he could be in and it even said Slytherin but Nathan chanted no in his head. "Ok if you sure. It has to be GRYFFINDOR." He smiled and walked over to sit the seat facing his brother.

Hermione was happy that they would be together and hoped that they wouldn't play to many prank's. Remus was also happy as he was their head of house and would be able to see them anytime.

After that was done McGonagall said the start of term speech and introduced all the new teacher's which was only Hermione. She would stay at the castle tonight and go home the night after the full moon.