A/N: FINAL CHAPTER!
READ A/N at the end for VERY important news.
ANGELINEPOV
I walked through the black abyss that was Bella's mind. I had never done it before. I didn't think it would work, searching a persons mind for the lost soul inside. I wasn't even sure if using my power on her would cause her more pain or a quicker death. All I was sure of is I had to try. I needed to try.
Bella's mind was dark. Flashes went off here and there like silent thunderstorms. Wisps of fog hugged my ankles as I walked forward.
"Bella?" I called. I heard no answer. Another flash went off and I caught a glimpse of her. Bella was huddled into herself. Her knees were to her chest as she rocked herself slightly. Her hair was a mess and she looked like the undead. She was wearing a white nightgown that was tattered and dirty. Her brown eyes were black, not out of vampiric hunger, but out of loss and emptiness.
"Bella?" I asked quietly as I knelt beside her. She looked into my eyes for a minute then started back off into nothingness.
"Bella it's time you come back to us. Were all waiting for you."
"Is Edward waiting?" her voice was flat and void of emotion, but still filled with hope as she looked into my eyes.
"Yea he is. He is going crazy."
"You're a liar." She said plainly going back to her first posture.
"No Bella I'm not. Listen hard you can hear him. He's calling you back."
"He doesn't want me. He left me. He said he didn't want me. He said he didn't want me to wait for him." Tears started rolling down her cheeks. She wasn't crying or having any emotion; steady streams were just dripping down her face.
"No Bella listen. Listen just try, trust me." Bella let out a breath and then stayed quiet. Edward's musical voice slowly buzzed through Bella's world.
"Bella don't die, please don't die. I can't live without you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I never should have left you. Not back then, and not today. Please come back. You're my everything. Without you I am nothing. Forgive me Isabella, forgive me for everything. I can't loose you Bella, please open your eyes, look at me please."
"See? Do you hear him?"
"That's not what I want to hear." She said. Bella's world started to grow darker and darker
"Bella no come on don't give up. You love him!"
"Unrequited love is tiresome." She stated simply.
"Bella it's not unrequited He will tell you as long as you come back to him so come on fight Bella."
"Not until he say's it."
I Love Y-
The voice rang out loud echoing off of the shadows. Bella paused her rocking and looked up at me. a little light shining in her eyes.
"Bella, please Edwards dying you have to hurry!" All the emotion's I had thought Bella would have had during this conversation burst through the darkness slamming me back against the walls around her mind.
I awoke in Zaden's embrace. I just stared at him; unbelieving about what just happened. His eyes were not on me; they were on Edward and Bella. Everyone was standing around us. Some were sobbing, some looking like they wanted too.
Open your eyes. Come on Isabella open your eyes.
I could hear Bella's heart beat speeding up. Her eyes opened slowly as she looked at Edwards face beside her. He was paler then usual. His dark circles around his eyes were way more prominent. His body was as cold as stone, but not hard like marble. Bella lifted her hand to trace Edward's features. His God like beauty was gone, but Bella looked at him like he was the same.
"I love you too." Bella whispered as she brought her lips to his.
BPOV
I kissed him; and as I did. I felt a force being pulled from me like I was loosing something. When I pulled back from Edward he looked different. The bruises were gone, and his skin was a lot darker.
I heard my family mumble something about a beat, but I wasn't listing. Tears were flowing uncontrollably as I lay in Edwards's arms. Something was different. I felt, warmth; and it wasn't my own. I sat up and looked down at my angel. I noticed that his chest was rising and falling. My heart started to beat faster. He was alive? I mean alive alive? I put my ear on his chest and sure enough there was a heartbeat.
"Edward?" I called shaking his shoulders. I slowly got to see something more beautiful then topaz.
Emeralds were staring back at me with confusion. A smile spread across my face.
"Edward?" I asked. His eyes were searching mine; it made me feel uneasy. I started to cry uncontrollably.
"Edward God Damn it answer me!" I slapped his arm hard and my sobs were abruptly stopped by the first word's I heard out of my angel's mouth.
"Ouch!"
EPOV
I couldn't believe it. Isabella Marie Swan had hurt me. I could feel the tingle through my arm where she slapped me. Everything was strange I couldn't hear Bella's heart; I could barely smell her scent. And I felt warmth. I felt myself panicking, I wasn't sure what was happening and that frightened me. Even more so when I realized the more panicked I got, the louder the thumping of a pulse in my ears got.
"Carslie?" I asked my voice quavering slightly. I never took my eyes of Bella.
"Edward I- I think your human."
Six months had passed since that day. The day I became a mortal. Everything was new to me. The fact that I needed human minutes was the hardest to get used to.
Bella and I were in our Meadow. It was still strange to me that I didn't see the diamonds that danced of my skin when the sun hit it.
"Say it again." I said to Bella who sat across from me cross-legged. A light blush formed on her cheeks as she smoldered her eyes
"Yes. I Isabella Marie Swan, Will Marry You Edward Anthony Mason Cullen!" She smiled radiantly at me as she played with the ring I had just placed on her ring finger just minutes ago. I reached forward and pulled her to me. I placed my lips on hers as she wrapped her arms around my neck. I leaned back so she was on top of me snaking my arms around her waist.
Absentmindedly I opened my mouth slightly to deepen the kiss when Bella froze and then pushed her self off of me to walked to the other side of the meadow. Her eyes were dark. I knew she was fighting back the hunger. It was strange, she had not hunger for human blood whatsoever, but when it came to mine, she just said it was totally different. No rust, no salt and copper smell; I imagined that my blood was as appealing to her as hers was to me. Though I always knew it wasn't as hard for her to control herself as it was for me, I think she just liked to torture me.
"That is exactly why you should take back your punishment and change me back." I said trying to be smug. Bella just looked back and glared at me.
After my, 'de-transformation' Bella had decided that as for punishment for leaving her before; no matter how many times I apologized; she wasn't going to change me until she thought I was punished long enough.
Quite ironic though. I Edward Cullen, the person who saw myself as a monster, and wouldn't damn anybody to that immortal hell, wanted to be a vampire once again. I didn't care. I used to think that it was hell, but being without Bella is a million times worse. But she had decided that I would be turned a minimum of a year since that day and so far I had six months to go; then Bella and I, would finally have eternity, together.
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A/N: don't worry boys and girls, there WILL BEE A SEQUEL! just as soon as i figure out the story line for it. untill then, i will be working on a new story, summary and first chapter with preface will be up tomorrow!
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