"What are you doing?" I asked him as he kissed my stomach and opened my thighs.

He looked up at me a checked heat and passion in his eyes and his breathe heavy in wait.

"I want you to enjoy this." Was all he said before he ripped my panties off and I felt his tongue plunge into me.

"Kyouya!"I screamed as he seemed to draw circles over my bud making me get wetter and wetter.

I had to grab the sheets and bite my lip to keep from drowning into madness as I felt a pleasure I had never known before.

The more I moaned the faster he seemed to move his tongue and lips driving me crazy.

"Ohh kyouya!!!"I screamed as I felt a pressure build and release as my hips rose and I came for the first time.

"I want you so badly right now."Kyouya breathed as he lifted himself up to kiss my lips.

I found my own taste to be weird and foreign on his lips but it seemed to excite me all the more.

"Take me…now" I breathed against his neck. My arms circling him as I sat up ready to take him in.

He was gentle and placed his throbbing member at my entrance before he slowly entered I couldn't help but scream out at the pain of him entering me but luckily he swallowed my screams in his mouth keeping it to himself in a kiss.

We sat there me basically on his lap legs locked around him shuddering from after shocks.

"Are you ok?"He asked kissing my cheeks and wiping the few tears I cried.

"Yes…do it"I told him as the pain ebbed away.

He slowly began rocking into me back and forth. I clutched onto him as he held my hips guiding me up and down his shaft.

"Oh Haruhi."He breathed into my hair his sweat mixing with my own in a symphony of lust as our pace quickened.

He laid me back down and had his arms at both sides of me as he pushed in and out his stone cold eyes locked with mine as his body began to feel like it was on fire.

"Kyouya."I moaned as my hands clutched his back feeling the same tingling pleasure grow within me again.

"Haruhi... I'm almost there." He moaned back as he delve deeper in me touching a spot that made me shudder and lose my breathe with every thrust.

"Yes kyouya..oh yes!" I screamed as he pounded into me making me come yet again and I soon felt him grow hotter inside me as his body tensed and he filled me.

"Kyouya I was wondering if I could….."Came Tamaki's voice from the door way as me and Kyouya laid there stunned, sweaty and panting.

Tamaki's face grew red and the pain in his eyes broke my heart as he ran away leaving me and kyouya scrambling to pick up our clothes.

"What happens now?"I asked him after finding my underwear on the other side of the room.

"I apologize to Tamaki and tell him you were just paying for the trouble you caused."Kyouya said with a smirk.

I turned on him angry that he said all those things just to sleep with me and still reeling from my heart which was going to break from the look on tamaki's face.

"So that meant nothing to you except a payment?! "I screamed at him trying to keep myself from punching him or crying.

"If you do recall I never once said I loved you nor did I hear any complaints on your part." He said so coolly it felt like I was cut with a knife.

I stood still in shock as he put his glasses on and buttoned his pants as he walked by me out the room.

"Don't worry you weren't too bad." He whispers as he leaves me in the dark making me realize there's thunder clapping outside and no matter how much it rains my tears will outnumber it.

"You should fix that being a guy or girl doesn't matter naiveté of yours." He said that night.

"You wouldn't do that Kyouya-sempai" I answered back.

And because of that I've never experienced passion, lust, heartbreak, and pain…

Because of that I'll never truly know what might have happened…

and because of that I'll watch them both from afar.

His raven black hair and piercing eyes that seems to promise nothing but momentary bliss.

And him with his blond hair and forever sparkling personality that finds even the littlest things I do to be of the utmost importance.

I with my big brown eyes that seem to make girls swoon will never witness true love.

We are friends if not family and I'm ok with that but anytime I'm alone and sitting by myself I'm always going to wonder…

but..what if?

(A/N: I'm so sorry kyouya!! I know you sweet and kind on the inside but I just had to make you all mean forgive me pleaseeeee I still love you!.

I hope you enjoyed the story and if you want to see a much nicer kyouya I have another story posted called "kyouyas love" it's rated T and has been getting good reviews.un shameful self promotion)