Title: I Wonder...
Rating: PG/PG-13
Author: Kiyoshi (Moon Goddess)
Email: [email protected]

Normal Disclaimers: Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon are © Naoko Takeuchi,
Bandai, Kodansha, Toei Animation, etc.

A note from Author: Hello eveybody!!! I can't tell you all how happy
I am that you have come to read my fanfic!! I really hope you like
it!!! Tell me what you think of it ok!?!?

Just before you continue, I'd just like to say thank-you to Redrose
and Patricia Dawson for inspiring me to write romance fanfics in the
first place. To my friend & editor Redrose -- you are
great. I can't express my gratitude to you for having such patientence
with me, and for fixing up my work. You are such an excellent author
so please keep writing!! You've got the talent!!!
And most importantly, to my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, for giving
me the ability to write in the first place. Thank-you all SOOO much!!!

"A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart,
meybe in distance, but never in
heart."
~~Unknown


I WONDER...

Answers in the Heart


I'm thinking of you...
Just like I always do.
And my heart is aching,
just for you.
I go through each day thinking of you
and missing you terribly.
I dream of you too. Do you dream of
me as well?
What is it you dream about? Is it
still of us? Could it be about one sunny day
at the park perhaps?
Am I holding you the way I used to?
Do you still smell of peaches and
vanilla cream? I always loved that scent on
you. It seemed to fit you so perfectly.
I wonder Usako... Would you still let
me wrap my arms around your shoulders and hold
you close against my chest?
I always loved it when you let me hold
you like that.
It might of seemed rather possesive
but... I could not help myself. I was always so
jealous when any other man besides myself looked
at you. I still do. I hope you don't mind it to
much.
I wonder...
Would you still let me kiss those rose
petel lips of yours?
Would you still let me explore your slender
neck with my lips? Would you still let me touch you?
Usako... Would your arms entwine around my
neck and would your lips part beneath mine? Allowing
me to gently probe within you? Do you still taste as
sweet as honey?
I never frightened you did I? I always went
very slowly as not to scare you. You are so
precious to me and I love you more than anything
in this world could ever offer.
Your innocence... I treasure your innocence
so much. I treasure everything about you.
Have I ever told you that? I am telling you
now... Just incase I failed to mention it before.
I wonder...
Would you still believe me if I told you
that you were the only one for me?
Would your crystal blue eyes grow soft
when I'd say how much I love you?
Those eyes... I always found myself
getting lost in those blue orbs of yours.
Like drowning in a sea of pure serenity.
Did I ever tell you how serene I felt
around you? How all my doubts and worries would
just disappear?
Does your laughter still sing like a gentle
melody floating in the wind? Is your smile still
like warm sunshine and your skin as soft as cherry
blossoms?
Would you still gaze upon me adoringly if I
created a rose for you? I would make a hundred roses
just for you if you wanted me to.
Do you know you touch me like no other? That
my heart soars wildly when you are near and that I
long for you when you are far? I do.
Would you still be content as we'd lay under
the midnight sky, are bodies and souls united as one?
Did you ever wish for anything when we
stared up at the twinkling stars?
I know I did. And every night I wished for the
same thing.
I wished for our love to last for years to
come.
I wished for you to always be by my side and
never leave me.
I wished for you to always look up into my eyes
and whisper, "Mamo-chan... I love you."
I wished that we would always be happy and
that we'd continually discover new love within each
other everyday.
Do you think those wishes were foolish? Were
they meaningless and a complete waste of time?
Do you think they will ever come true? Or have
they already? I think they have, but I will continue
to wish for them anyway.
And as I lay here in my bed, gazing once agian
in the dark sky, I ponder these thoughts.
Is it you that makes the stars shine? Is it you
that makes the moon glow?
Are you the one who comes like like an angel
in the night and gently kisses my lips while I am
alseep?
Is it you that caresses my cheek with your
soft hands and sings me a soothing lullaby?
I think it is. Infact, I know it is. Because
I do the same for you every night as well.
Though we may be apart, I know that in my heart,
you love me as much as I love you.
And so, my dear Usako, I close my eyes,
dreaming of tomorrow when I can see you agian.

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Well, what did you think? I sure hoped you liked it.
I wrote this right after I had written the first one.
You know how I can not stand stories with sad endings.
So, I decided to write this one from Mamoru's point
of view to make it have a happy ending.

You might be wondering when this takes place...
Well, I am guessing that it starts off when Mamoru
leaves for America and when he comes back. He is
still a little unsure if Usagi still loves him as
much because of what happened between her and Seiya.
Then in the end he is reassured, and that is where
the last part of him seeing Usagi agian comes in.

PLEASE, PLEASE tell me what you thought, cause
your opinions mean sooo much to me!!!
[email protected]

~Kiyoshi (Moon Goddess)


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