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Ok everyone! Another chapter is officially up, -along with some other things cough cough, read the chapter and find out ;D- so sorry for the delay, ending of the year, family, parties, hangover HAUEHUSHHAUEHSUA. Kidding, just a real busy ending of the year and beginning, I have been searching desperatly for a job and I just -finally- managed to get and interview. Hopefully I'll get this job and more free time.

Please don't give up on me! Read and review!

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Love Together.

He could feel Hikaru's strong hands running up and down his chest, exploring every inch of his skin, he tried to move his own but only managed to wrap his arms around the other's neck, his mouth being consumed along with his mind, his soul. He could not think or worry if he wanted too. There were only two words in his head right now...

Hikaru, yeah...

They parted, needing to breathe and Hikaru took the oportunity to devour his twin's neck, a trail of kisses and bites along the other's neck and collarbone. One of his hand traveled Kaoru's chest, brushing his nipple while he mewled in pleasure. The other hand was busy as well, sliding under his boxers and stroking Kaoru's cock in a slow pace, teasing him.

"Hikaru...please...hnn..." Kaoru begged him, for what he could not be sure; all he needs is release before the heat in his body burns him. Hikaru looks at him, a devilish look in his eyes, his mouth lowering to suck and bite on Kaoru's nipples, the twin body arching off the bed, mouth opened in long moans.

Hikaru's mouth went lower and lower, along with his hands as he removed Kaoru's boxers and kneaded his backside. Kaoru blushed as equal honey eyes met his, a small smirk on his twin's lips. Before he had time to brace himself Hikaru lowered his head and took Kaoru's length in his mouth, the heat engulfing him, surrounding him...

And he saw pure white as he moaned and weakly opened his eyes.

Fuck!

Amber orbs were wide in sock, the eyes travelling between Kaoru's flushed face and the stain on his boxers. Hikaru was sitting up on their bed and by the look on his face he had watched every single one of Kaoru's reactions.

"H-Hikaru, er..."

"I'm...I'm just gonna, gonna..." He paused, eyes looking anywhere but his twin, trying to find an excuse. "take a shower. Yeah. I'll...be right back." A whisper, and then he was gone.

The younger heard the door clicking, locked, and winced. Stupid Kaoru! What a perfect time to have a wet dream! Everything was going so well, they had kissed and held each other, slept in the other's arms...the night had been perfect.

And now it was tense again.

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Everything came crashing down on Hikaru's mind as he heard his own twin moan his name. Twin, moan, his name. How could he be so careless and stupid? They are twins for God's sakes! It doesn't matter how much they...they...

It's hard to even think about it!

Obviously! Since they are not supposed to want each other! They can't, it's just so completely wrong! And yet, none of these things mattered to him yesterday, as he pushed his younger twin against the wall and kissed him senseless.

"Hikaru...I mean, what was th-" And Hiakru cut him off with his lips, Kaoru immediately closed his eyes and deepened the kiss, moaning.

"Let's just...not talk about it ok? Not today." He said, laying down on the bed and pushing Kaoru against him, their legs intertwined. Kaoru sighed happily, nuzzling his neck.

"Ok."

Stupid, stupid, stupid Hikaru! This is what you get for not thinking things through.

Amber eyes closed under the hot water spray, his sleepy mind fully awakening. When he kissed Kaoru he wasn't thinking about anything else, just his brothers arms, lips, scent...just Kaoru.

He tried to erase the small kiss they shared on the Host Club. He did. He spent his entire way home trying, but nothing worked. He just wanted to feel that again, dumbly, he thought that just once would be enough, that it wouldn't matter.

But it does. It changes everything.

Because now...now he wants Kaoru. He thought that after yesterday, after feeling what he wanted to feel once, he would be able to forget it and move on. Right now, he had a very hard part of his anatomy telling him what a big mistake he made.

He woke up to a moaning and flushed Kaoru, his brother tossing and turning on the bed, his hips lifting on their own accord and a hard, hard cock straining against the boxers.

At first, Hikaru was shocked - actually he should be disgusted.

But when Kaoru moaned his name, deep and husky, Hikaru forgot all about being disgusted and felt heat pool on his groin. It took all of his self-control not to do something. Not grab his brother and give a sequence to that dream then and there.

But that was not the plan! The plan was to kiss, feel, keep the memory and let this crush – or whatever this is named – go!

What was he going to do now?

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"Don't tell me you had a fight again." Mika said, a grimace on her face, her fingers twirling a strand of her black curly hair. Kaoru whined, his face hidden by the arms resting on his school table. "Sometimes, I am really glad I am an only child."

He snickered, no other brothers must have their problems. But they did. He whined again, sounding more like a dying cat.

"Oh c'mon, don't be like this." Said a redhead, poking his shoulder. He lifted his head. "I'm sure you'll figure it out."

He sighed. "I don't know...he didn't seem angry, just confused. But if he wants to clear things up why is he like this? He's been avoiding me all day!" He looked around the half empty classroom, everyone had gone to the cafeteria for lunch, he just hid here.

"What did you fight about?" Mika asked, looking curious. Kaoru blushed a deep shade of red and pushed the memories to the back of his head.

"I just..." He began trying to find a good exuse for a fight. "Well, we..." But wait...why did they fight? It's not Kaoru's fault that he is young, sexually repressed and happened to have a wet dream! He can't be blamed for that!

"Well...?"

"You know what? I actually don't know why he is avoiding me! It was totally out of my control!" He angryly stated, getting up and ready to find his older brother.

"What was?" Both of the girls asked, looking lost, he just shook his head and muttered a quick 'be right back'. He needs some answers. Now.

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Hikaru sat alone at the cafeteria, his mind drifting.

He was always close to Kaoru, weirdly close. Impossibly close. And now they have crossed the last, forbidden line. He shouldn't have given in, but he did. And now he was screwed.

He nudged his food, not feeling hungry at all. Taking a sip of hie pineapple with mint juice, he winced and sighed, it was sweet and reminded him of the taste of Kaoru's mouth... he banged his head against the table, sulking.

He thought that if he truly kissed Kaoru, he would be disgusted with himself, with his brother. That all of the confusion and the feelings would disappear. Unfortunately, the exact opposite happened.

And now he misses what he can't have.

And now he wants the forbidden fruit.

He wants Kaoru's lips and tongue, Kaoru's caresses and soft looks, the smell of jasmine and vanilla, the peace of an afternoon spent in each other's company, the fire he felt when he pushed Kaoru further into the matress and kissed the life out of him.

He could feel his cheeks heat up from the thought. What to do? What to do?

He sat straight again, only to lean his face against the window, hoping to cool his blush down. He knows what he wants. But he can't help remembering the way Kyoya reacted the other day.

"What if someone took a picture? What if it gets out that the twins kissed? Do you know what would happen to you if a word of this got out?"

He was right, he knows that. If any of what they do got out they would become the disgrace of their parent's life, his friends, nothing would ever-

And his thought were cut as a familiar hand grabbed his and yanked him from his hair, pulling him until he was standing and making them march out of the school cafeteria, shocked and curious looks following them.

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He pushed Hikaru inside and abandoned classroom, as far as possible from the crowded cafeteria. He turned and stared at his twin, who looked furious by the way.

"What the hell Kaoru?!"

"I am supposed to ask that! Why are you avoiding me? Again!" He yelled, tears of anger and frustration forming on his eyes. He blinked them away, but not quick enough so Hikaru couldn't see them, the elder twin immediately lost his composure, worry on his features.

"Kaoru, I am sorry, don't cry-" He walked foward, towards his twin, his hand in the air, looking like he was going to wipe the tears away. Kaoru slapped his hand, flushing furiously.

"I am crying because I am angry! What have I done this time?! You were the one who initiated the k-kiss!" He stuttered and mentally slapping himself for the demonstration of weakness. Hikaru's eyes widened then narrowed, his head shaking from side to side several times before he answered.

"I know that. But it didn't turned out as I thought it would!" He yelled back.

"Oh yeah? A wet dream isn't enough for you? Or was it just too much?! Felt disgusted at me and then decided you could just igno-"

Roughly pushed against the wall, Kaoru felt a pair of lips ressing hard against his, he tried to fight it, but how can you fight when the person you love kisses you? He opened his mouth and closed his eyes in bliss, wrapping his arms around Hikaru's shoulders, feeling his twin's tongue twirling with his, teeth nipping his lower lip, feeling Hikaru's-

Oh my God!

"Is this what you wanted to know? Because this" Hikaru pushed his hips against Kaoru's, their erections rubbing together through their pants, a deep moan erupting from the younger twin. "is what I felt when I saw you this morning. But this isn't what we are supposed to feel. It's not right...I thought that if I kissed you once it would all go away...but it got worse."

Kaoru opened his eyes and stared at his brother, hearing the anguish in his voice. His hands were closed in fists and grabbed Kaoru by his shirt collar. The younger smiled and softly caressed his brother's cheek. Hikaru closed his eyes, looking pained and desperate.

"I know. But I can't help how I feel, and I couldn't help feeling happy when you kissed me yesterday." He said honestly, watching as Hikaru opened his eyes and stared at him.

"But don't you remember what Kyoya said? If anyone finds out we are dead Kaoru! Imagine what our parents, our friends-" Kaoru cut him off with a small peck on his lips.

"I already did. I know this is new to you, but it isn't to me. I have been harbouring these...feelings for you, for a long time now." He decided that feelings was a lighter word than love. Better not scare him away. "We'll just have to be really careful about this."

"Kaoru..." Hikaru said, exasperated, shaking his head, losing the grip on his brother's clothes.

"Look, you don't have to say yes. You can say no to me, to this...and I will never bother you again. So...what do you say?" Kaoru quietly asked, feeling his heart almost jumping out of his chest. He wants Hikaru to say yes, but at the same time he knows it's wiser to say no.

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Hikaru looked at Kaoru. His shirt was still rumpled, along with his hair and well, his pants looked a bit wrinkled. Hikaru blushed.

Kaoru was looking at him gently, a soft smile playing on his swollen red lips. Hikaru had never felt this way before, never wanted someone so much, not even Haruhi.

And he knows that there isn't a person in this world that could possibly be better than his twin, that can know him better, understand him better. He sighed, still...this is dangerous.

"Hikaru, you don't have to answer now, you can think about it and answer later. Take as long as you need...I'll wait for you. I always have." He whispered, widening his smile, cocking his head to the side so Hikaru would look at him.

And at that exact moment he knew that there is nothing else he wants. No one else he wants.

'I always have.'

There is no doubt, no questions. No one would ever be to him, what Kaoru is. No one can ever replace his twin, no one can ever love him like Kaoru does.

Love?

Love. Suddenly everything clicked into place. Hikaru's breath got caught n his throat. The weird looks, the sad smiles, the way Kaoru avoided him so he would be happy with Haruhi, how he looked so absolutely heartbroken when they fought, the eagerness of their kisses, the tingling he felt by Kaoru's soft caresses.

They love each other.

But not a brother-like love.

Love.

Walking forward with determination he encircled his brother's waist with one arm, pressing Kaoru firmly to him, his other hand on the younger's face, watching as the skin under his fingers blushed heavily, rapid puffs of air hitting his wrist, wide eyes staring into his own.

"I had enough time, I don't need it anymore. I know my answer. Yes."

He said and didn't waste a moment to put his lips over Kaoru's slightly parted ones, kissing him tenderly and slowly, different from all the other kisses. He felt the other's arms around his shoulders, pulling him closer, their bodies touching, rubbing, moving with each other.

He pressed Kaoru harder against the wall, lifting him up slightly from the floor and deepening the kiss, a pleased moan escaping Kaoru's throat, eagerly swallowed by Hikaru's mouth.

A pair of legs wrapped aroung Hikaru's middle, their hips moving against each other, creating delicious friction. They were panting, the kiss taking on desperate proportions, their noses hitting, mouths parting briefly for breath only to meet the other's lips again. Hikaru let go of his twin's lips only to latch his teeth on a very sensitive patch of skin. Kaoru's neck.

Ah...heaven. He had been wanting to taste, lick and bit Kaoru's neck for such a long time.

"Hikaru..." Kaoru moaned huskily, just like he had done that morning. Hikaru felt his control slipping. He ground his hips hard against his brother's , feeling their erections collide with more force than before, seeing his younger brother throw his head back and moan loudly. "Yes! Hikaru...more..."

And he gave more, he got more. They kissed again, swallowing each other's moans, groans and whimpers, filling the silent classroom with heavy pants and the wrustle of clothes.

Kaoru broke their kiss, licking his bruised lips with a dazed expression on his face, he nipped Hikaru's lower lip and opened his eyes, staring deeply into matching orbs. "I love you." He whispered tenderly, his breath on Hikaru's lips.

And that was it. Hikaru closed his eyes and thrust his hips hard against Kaoru's. He had never come so good before, it was like waves, one harder and more pleasurable then the other, his entire body shook and it took and enormous effort not to fall.

But Kaoru was there, holding him tight with his arms and legs, trembling with him, biting his lower lip so his loudest moan wouldn't escape his lips. Every single part of their body was glued to the other.

They shook, trembled, came together...they loved together.

"Kaoru?" Hikaru asked, his voice low and hoarse. Kaoru opened his eyes lazily, smiling at his brother.

"Yeah?"

Hikaru stared into his twin's eyes, kissing him quickly, chuckling when Kaoru bit his lower lip so they wouldn't part from each other. He finally managed to break free, leaning on Kaoru, their foreheads touching. He pulled one of Kaoru's arms from his shoulders, grabbing his hand and intertwining his fingers. He opened his mouth and breathelessly said, as the emotions ran free deep inside him.

"I love you too."