Genre – Angst/Romance

Format – 1st Person

Couplings – Joey/Chandler

Warnings – slash, cynicism, drabble, angst, not for Mondler fans

Other – This is drabble, don't read if you get pissed off at 100 word fics

Summary – Chandler thinks about all the things he can't say

This scene is taken from Season 9 Episode 18 'The One with the Lottery'

Joey: (to Chandler) Hey, that is so great about the job.
Chandler: Thanks, man.
Joey: And I like to think I had a little something to do with it.
Chandler: Really? What?
Joey: Well, before, with the wishbone... I didn't wish we would win the lottery, I wished you'd get the job.
Chandler: (smiling, surprised) Oh yeah? (looks towards the kitchen, worried) Listen, don't tell Monica, she'll rip your heart right out.
Joey: Oh yeah.

What I Want to Say

What I want to say is 'I shouldn't have married her Joe, I'm sorry.'

What I want to say is 'We still have a chance; we could run away together, we could leave this place behind.'

What I want to say is 'Only you would do this for me, and for that, and a million and one other reasons, I love you.'

What I say is 'Listen, don't tell Monica, she'll rip you're heart right out.'

All you say is 'Oh yeah…'

You don't need to say that I already did that.