Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans

Author's note: This one-shot takes place after the last episode of the series, I hope you enjoy it!

Warnings: None. I repeat NONE. There is NO characters death NO Terra bashing or whatsoever, if you think it is be assured it wasn't meant to be.

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Terra is dead.

I killed her and it was for the better.

Still I don't know why Beast-Boy wants her back. Doesn't he notice that she is long gone? Is he truly so stupid to think she would return just because he wants it so?

Obviously not.

Finally he accepts it and returns to his friends who need his help. Leaving the blond haired girl that looks so much like her behind in the shadows.

But she isn't her.

Because Terra is dead.

I made sure of it.

It wasn't like she wanted to live anymore anyways. After all she had done, after all she had said and thought, but mostly after all she had felt... Yes she had felt guilty about the things she had done, but some part of her didn't regretted the things she had done at all.

Alone for this she deserved to die.

She killed six people and she enjoyed each murder. Her blood was boiling with rage and triumph each time and she loved the taste of it, the bitter yet sweet taste of her raging blood. She loved the control she had in this moment. That's why she never had real regrets, just a pang of guilt and unnameable pain in her soul.

Because she had wanted to kill them.

She killed them and it doesn't matter that in the end all of them survived.

Even Slade somehow managed to get out of the grasps of death.

He was the one who first taught her how control really felt and he was the one who felt what it means when you underestimate a girl who seems to have no control at all. It was him who started to whisper into her ear the words of betrayal and murder; he whispered them into her ear until they were stuck inside her head, repeating themselves over and over again. He used her confusion and corrupted her until she couldn't distinguish anymore between good and bad.

But I won't blame him for the things she had done.

After all it was all her choice. Slade didn't lie to her; he always told her the truth. He told her what he awaited from her for his help. She choosed to pay the price.

Simple and bitter as it was, it was all her fault, her decision, her control.

That's why I killed her.

The school bell rings and I turn around to go to my class. My two best friends are waiting for me, laughing, they tell me that we won't write the stupid test today, because the teacher got ill out of a sudden. At least that gives me one day to study for it.

I joke a bit with them but my laughter dies as I see my own reflection in the window. There she is, starring back at me, whispering silent words of powers and a life better forgotten. I feel the hot blood rising, the taste of sweet power on my lips and I know she is still there, somewhere behind my own blue eyes.

But I won't allow her to come back.

Terra was a murderer, a killer, but so am I.

And I have no regrets either.

Terra is dead and only I can resurrect her.

But I won't allow her to come back.

In an abrupt move I turn away from my mirror image, from her.

A few blond strands of hair fall over the right side of my face, covering my eye, caressing my cheek. I put them back into place with one swift move.

No, I won't let her return.

At least not now...

End

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Author's note: Like I said no characters death and no bashing. I love Terra, she is my favourite and I wanted to write something dark.

NO flames. If you liked it: review, if not: sent a nice critic and please be aware that English isn't my native language, I write my fanfiction in it to practice.