Wow...It's been a while since I last updated hasn't it? Months, right? Neh, well I have been really busy lately. It's the end of school!! And well, I have had exams, stress, computer problems and of course, I've finally been grounded...more then once.

Well then, as for more updates later on, I'm not so sure when I can. Breaking Out will be updated as soon as possible. Most likely on a sunday or so. My home computer does not allow me to update without some errors like missing text or it doesn't upload at all.

Returning to the next update, I am still unsure. Even if it is summer, I am stuck with summer programs and a bunch of summer programs. Yet, I have taken notes on ideas on this story, Breaking Out and also new stories which I plan to write soon as soon as I finish writing Breaking Out. I have one story that I've been thinking on even before Breaking Out came out.

What will it be?

I can say it will be a Naruto fanfiction as usual and it will be romance. I have had the plot saved in my journal along with hand written stories, plots, song fic plots and other ideas.

So, bassically I have many things to write.

Also, I am planning to write two different One Shots featuring the same song. One I plan to make it a Naruto fanfiction and the other...Well, apparently Digimon (you read right).

But, if you have any questions please due ask and I will write back as soon as I get the message. That will be, after I check those other messages from communities and such (it filled my e-mail to over 3 thousand messages)

Thank you for reading this. Now, for one of the stories you all have been waiting for.

Dedications go to: My best friend and number one fan..I wuv you sqishy!!! (xD) and my number two fan..you know who you are boy. And also, to a special someone that has got me on the phone all the time and has gotten me banned from using the phone after 11 and even grounded (but I still love you), this goes to you too.

"Blah" Talking

'Blah' Thoughts

"Blah" Lyrics

Blah Also lyrics

Blah Dream and quote (s) from the dream

Blah Other Thoughts

Recap:

" I could never let him die… I would jump in before he could even be killed…"

Sasuke felt his breath hitch in his throat and turned his head. 'She would risk her life for me…?'

" I guess it's one of my life long dreams to keep him alive… to keep him safe until the end… no matter how many times he hurts me and pushes me, I'll always come back…hurt me, I'll always be back… Sasuke, if you could only hear me…"

She turned her head to him and saw him with his eyes closed, thinking that he was asleep.

" Night….Sasuke."

She limped back to her bed slowly and felt her eyes drift and close. Her body was long over exhausted and all she wanted to do was sleep. After all, she had a long say tomorrow. The pain will be strong but she will have to bear it. She could not die just yet… not till her goal is fulfilled.

She felt the warms wind brush against her sleeping form, making her hair move to her face a bit. She could not move it; her exhaustion was too much. Her eyes steadily closed and soon she fell asleep.

She did not seem to notice Sasuke as he got up from his bed. He moved to her sleeping form and watched her sleeping face for a second. Then, he moved a stray piece of hair away from her face. She let out a small groan but did not move. He stared at the damage that was caused and soon regretted his action.

His body moved to his bed and soon he felt his eyes drift and then close. It was over that night, but the fight wasn't just over yet. Not by a damn long shot.

End Recap.

" Morning, Sakura!!"

So much for a nice quite morning.

" H-hello, N-naruto," Sakura mumbled and looked up at him from the covers. It hurt her too much to sit up, or talk in her normal voice. Naruto stared at her; guilt filled in his eyes. "What?" she asked as she tilted her head a bit.

"…"

" N-naruto?"

" Why, Sakura?" Naruto asked. "Why step in front of us? You could have died! Sakura, you just could have died!"

She smiled a little, a bitter smile. Sasuke, who had gotten up an hour ago, stood next to her hospital bed. He too, wanted to know what her answer would be. 'Why?' he thought.

Mabataki ga kaze wo yobu

Hohoemi ga zawameki wo keshisaru

Anata no me ni sumu tenshi ga sasayaku

Subete ga ima hajimaru to

She paused for a moment and bit onto her lip.

Please don't start crying. Please don't start crying..

" I-"

" Sakura!"

Sakura stopped and closed her mouth, her eyes dropping down as well. Her mother appeared in front of the door. First, her face appeared stern, and angry but after seeing Naruto and Sasuke, her face grew calm.

" Look what trouble you've gotten yourself in this time," she said as she walked up to her own daughter. Sakura winced for a moment and opened her eyes to her mother.

" I know, Mom," she said as she tried to sit up, a little to quickly at that.

" S-sakura?" Sasuke asked as he saw blood appear on the white bed sheets. "Don't move! You'll only bleed more! Don't be a fool!"

Sakura winced again and moved back down, holding her reopened wound.

" What are you waiting for?" Mrs.Haruno muttered darkly under her breath. "Call the doctor now."

Naruto stared at the woman next to him.

W-what..?

" Tsunade!" Naruto yelled as he ran out of the room. "Someone, call the doctor! Please, Sakura's bleeding!! TSUNADE!!"

" Move aside," someone muttered and pushed past him and into the room. Naruto turned and moved back into the room. "Sakura, you were told not to move too much or too fast," Shizune said as she did her best to close up the wound again.

" I-I'm sorry, Shizune," Sakura whispered as she closed her eyes and bit down on her lip. The pain stung her insides.

" Hold on now," Shizune said. "It'll only sting a little more. But if you reopen your wound again, I'll have to take you down to the emergency room, alright?"

" Y-yes."

Shizune nodded and stared with a worried expression to Sakura. It seemed strange though. Who could have given her those wounds? If not that, then how much training did this girl do to get them? Scars were on some parts of her body, parts which Sakura covered with her usual ninja outfit.

" I'll be going then," Mrs.Sakura said as she spun her heel and turned towards the door.

" What?" Naruto questioned. "But you just got here! Why won't you stay and look after Sakura?!"

" Because," Mrs.Haruno explained as she turned to the blonde-haired ninja. "I have things to do and if you look clearly, Sakura is sleeping. Also, you're here. You can look after her. That's the least you can do for giving her those wounds on her body."

" Mrs.Haruno!" Shizune called out. "I would like to have a small conversation with you. And I'm quite sure that Tsunade would like to join, too."

" If you say so then," Mrs.Haruno said and Sasuke noticed, very easily he did, that her body stiffened and her expression changed to a blank face, yet there was anger hidden under eyes. "Where are we going to have this talk?"

" Tsunade's office," Shizune answered and the two walked out of the room. Naruto turned to Sasuke.

" Are you just going to leave her here and go to your own room?" he questioned and Sasuke glared at him.

" Partly, you idiot, this is also my room, if you noticed," he said and laid down on his bed, glaring at the ceiling.

This is just pathetic..

Can you feel it now

Can you feel it now

Why care about this anyways?

" It hurts. It hurts. Please just make this pain stop."

" Don't even say that, little one. It's best to feel pain, is it not? You get to experience more, the better you become. Soon enough, you'll feel pain no more."

" W-what?"

" You heard me loud and clear. And besides, is it not for the best? Smart move to just step in. About time you leave from this place and go where you deserve; hell."

" No no no no no.."

" Oh, yes. Is it not for the best?"

" No no no no no.."

" Ha-ha. Do you stare at your position now? Do you realize how pathetic you look right now? Just laying in bed, not doing a thing, letting yourself be eaten on the inside. You, Sakura, Haruno, the hated child of the people? Do you?"

" NO! That's just not true!"

" Oh I think it is, hated child. You think you're just so perfect. Smart, pretty, strong. Heh. You are nothing of those things. Just a stupid-"

" no."

" Ugly."

" No."

" Little weakling."

" NO!"

" Just a hated child. Do you now understand, you Haruno brat?"
"NO! NO! NO! You lie!!"

" Ha-ha-ha-ha.. Just plain pathetic. Do try to remember that, won't you?"

" Stop, please!!"

" Ha-ha-ha."

" Just stop it!!"

" Pathetic hated child.."

" NO!!"

" Useless."

" STOP!!"

" A burden!"

" NOO!!!!"

" Sakura? Sakura! Sakura, are you okay?"

Sakura moved her head side to side as she shut her eyes tighter, mumbling right under her breath.

" No no no no no.."

" Sakura?"

Sasuke sat up from his bed and looked over, curious of what was going on.

" Leave her alone," he said. "She's sleeping."

" But look at her!" Naruto said as he stared helplessly at Sakura. "Sakura, wake up!"

" Dobe, just leave her alone!" Sasuke said. He glared at the boy again. "Your just too loud."

" Shut up!" Naruto yelled at Sasuke. "Just help me wake her up. She's shaking."

Sasuke sighed and stood up from his bed and walked over to Sakura's. He stared at her and watched as she fumbled around the bed.

" Stop her from moving," Sasuke said as he shook her shoulders lightly. "If she moves even more she'll end up in the emergency room."

" Wouldn't that be better for you!" Naruto said. "All you think of her is that she's a burden."

" S-"

" NOO!"

Nami ni nomikomareta you ni

Pulling on my heart

Pulling on my heart

Iki wo tome te wo nobashite

" Sakura! Get a hold of yourself!" Sasuke yelled and he felt his hand rise.

" Sasuke, don't!" Naruto yelled as he held Sasuke's hand back before it hit Sakura. Sakura's eyes snapped open and she stared wide-eyed at the two boys.
"Sasuke?" Sakura asked as she stared at him.

He wouldn't.. Hit me..? Would he?

" Why would you hurt her even more?!" Naruto yelled. "It's partly your fault that she's like this, y'know?! Or do you still think of her of the annoying burden you always call her?! Don't you see what she's going through?! Or do you still have that pole up your ass that makes you such an asshole?!"

" Stop it you two," Sakura mumbled. The pain was burning yet she wanted to speak clearly. She looked up at them and smiled bitterly. "Naruto, can you please go now?"

" Bu-"

" I'll be alright," she said, reassuring him. "Please, just go for today. Everything will be alright. I'll be alright."

" Okay, Sakura," Naruto said as she looked down. Sakura's smile softened and she touched his hand.

" Don't be sad. I'll always be here," she said. Naruto smiled a bit and nodded.

" Okay, Sakura. I'll come back tomorrow, I promise," he said.

" Alright."

" Bye Sakura, teme!" Naruto said and he walked out of the room and on his way to the ramen shop.

" Sakura-"

" Sasuke," Sakura breathed out, interrupting him. Her smile changed back to a taste of bitter sweetness. "Naruto.. He had asked me that question before.."

" Sakura, stop talking. You're hurting yourself," Sasuke said.

" Do not worry of me," Sakura said. "I will be alright. For Naruto, Kakashi's and even your sake."

Baby kono sekai wa

Kinou to wa chigau

Anata no koto shika mienai

His reaction though, was not what she expected. His eyes grew wide and angry.

" Sasuke?"

" Who says I need you?!" he yelled out. "Your too pathetic for my use! Look at you! Your just stupid to think this!"

Please no..

" And what do you think of yourself? Do you think by looks you can just win me over? Look at yourself! Just look! Your not even pretty!"

Sasuke..

" And you just waste your time to train to be pretty, even if it's pointless! Your weak, Sakura. Weak. "

" S-sa-Sasuke," Sakura stuttered as she closed her eyes. "I'm sorry then.. For everything."

He glared at her and walked back to his bed, closing his curtains behind himself.

Why? Why? Why?

What have I..?

Sasuke laid back down on the bed and pulled the covers over himself. He glared at the bed sheets; white was all that he could see. 'Stupid! Stupid! Just down right stupid!'

Baby my wish on a wing

kono sora wo saite

Afureru hitotsu no kotoba de

" Sakura, are you ready now?"

" Yes, Tsunade."

" This will be painful," Tsunade stated. "And as said the night before, you might die from this. I don't guarantee a 100 percent recovery either."

" I'll take what ever percent I have to live," Sakura answered and winced; it was getting harder to breath now and then.

Tsunade nodded and clapped her hands together.

" Then I will take you to the emer-"

" No!" Sakura said and winced again. "Please.. Not there."

" Sakura.."

" Please, Tsunade," Sakura murmured. "Anywhere but there!"

" Sakura, what is it? What makes you so scared of the emergency room?" Tsunade asked. Something seemed strange to her. The way this girl acted, she wanted to know what had made her like this. Was it the fear of dying? Or maybe the fear of blood? "Explain this to me, Sakura."

Sakura looked away.

" I can't, Tsunade," Sakura said and closed her eyes. Tsunade sighed and ran a hand through her blonde hair. She couldn't handle this today.

" Alright," Tsunade said. "Until I get the data I need, the operation is on hold."

" W-what?" Sakura asked. "B-but."
"But nothing," Tsunade said. "I have special tablets that I will give you to keep your strength up and such but still, I advise no hard training. Understand?"

" Umm, y-yes!" Sakura said, her eyes wide from surprise. "T-thank you."

" You have a lot of strength today, do you not? You spoke today, and almost stood up as Shizune has told me."

" I can withstand a lot of pain, Tsunade," Sakura said and tried to sit up for the second time today.

" I wouldn't move now though," Tsunade said and gently pushed the pink-haired girl back down. "I want you to rest up, a lot. For you, I will make sure no guest comes to disturb you. Alright?"

" Yes," Sakura said with a small smile. "Thank you Tsunade."

Tsunade nodded.

" I will send the medicine with your breakfast in the morning. Now, just sleep."

" Yes. Goodnight, Tsunade."

" Goodnight Sakura."

With that, the blonde haired doctor walked out of the room, lights out. Sakura covered the bed sheets over her body and closed her eyes once again, letting her body relax. Maybe it would be a bit different now. Well, she hoped at least. Sasuke's insults still sting fresh in her mind.. And her heart. She bit back tears yet they came back. 'Why, Sasuke?' she thought to herself. 'Why? Why?'

" Ha-ha. Do you stare at your position now? Do you realize how pathetic you look right now? Just laying in bed, not doing a thing, letting yourself be eaten on the inside. You, Sakura, Haruno, the hated child of the people? Do you?"

' No.' she thought and shook her head. 'I shouldn't be thinking of this now. I should be sleeping now, just sleeping.'

Kagayaki wo tadoru shisen

Mayowazu anata e hashiru noni

Tachisukumu kokoro tameiki wo tsuku

Marude nagai tabi no you de

Sakura closed her eyes and her body relaxed. Soon enough, she was in deep sleep.

Sasuke lifted his bed sheets and turned over to Sakura's bed. Seeing that she was asleep, he took his chance and walked towards the window. There, he leaned against the nearby wall and stared outside. It was a nice night as it seemed; too quite, too peaceful. He didn't like it. Not one bit.

" Come on out, Sasuke."

" Come out and play."

His senses grew alert and he opened the window. His eyes looked around the area and yet found no one.

I can't be hearing things..

" Mmmm," Sakura mumbled in her sleep. Sasuke turned to her direction and stared. He moved over a bit and moved away the curtain to her side of the room. Her short pink tresses were scattered on her pillow. The lids of her eyes were hiding away those emerald eyes that shinned whenever she saw him. The figure that she had was covered by the white bed sheets.

No.. Not now.

He shook his head and climbed back in bed, feeling exhausted all of a sudden. He closed his eyes and let himself doze off a bit.

" Can you feel it now

Can you feel it now

Toki wa mujou ni nagareteku."

What?

Sasuke opened his eyes and looked around the room. His body sat up and he looked over at Sakura. He narrowed his eyes a bit; either in sleep or in suspicion. He looked around the room and sensed for any chakra except his or Sakuras.

Who the hell can that be? Who is there, singing this song?!

" Pulling on my heart

Pulling on my heart

Kono omoi tokihanashite."

Sasuke shook his head and clenched his hair in his fists. He shut his eyes tight and tried to wipe away the hearing of the song. He was screaming on the inside, screaming for it to just stop. Yet it continued. Every little sentence he had heard played in his head, over and over again.

Stop it!

" Baby mou mirai mo

Yakusoku mo iranai."

He pulled the covers over himself and curled together, keeping his arms and legs close to himself. His head was shaking and yet he stayed in his place, eyes closed. With his body relaxing, his eyes closed gently. With that, Sasuke Uchiha had fallen asleep.

" Anata ga soko ni iru dake de

Baby my wish on a wing

Kono koe wo to base
" Sakura?! You're up!"

" Of course I am! Why wouldn't I be?"

" B-but..Yesterday.."

" Oh..D-don't worry," Sakura said with a soft, small smile. Tsunade had given her the tablets and gave her shot, giving her enough strength to at least walk for a bit and talk. She was still on a disadvantage. The wound could easily be reopened so Sakura was not permitted to leave the hospital till it was tightly sealed up. More or less, she still had to explain to Tsunade of her fear of the emergency room.

Sakura shuddered at that thought.

" Sakura? You alright? You're shaking?" Naruto asked. Sakura nodded.

" I'm fine, Naruto. Please, don't worry."

" I do! And so do the others…!"

" Others?"

" Yeah!" Naruto said with his grin.

" Like who?" Sakura asked, her small smile getting a bit bigger.

" Well," Naruto began. "Kiba, Hinata, Shino, Ino, Chouji, Ten-ten, Lee, Shikamaru too and even Neji!"

" Wow," Sakura said. "Anymore?"
"Well, yeah."

" Who?"

" Iruka-sensei, Kakashi-sensei and of course Tsunade!" Naruto said with a big fox grin.

" Thank you for telling me, Naruto. It made my day," Sakura said, softly.

" Can you walk?"
"Yeah..But not much of course. I can't leave the hospital just yet!"

" Yo!"

" SENSEI! YOU'RE LATE!!" Naruto yelled and Kakashi sighed.

" I was lost on the road to life again," Kakashi explained. He turned to Sakura and let a grin, Well, by looking at his visible eye you can tell. "And how are you feeling this good morning, my student?"
"Just fine, sensei," Sakura answered. Kakashi nodded and placed something on her nearby small desk.

" Here you are," he said. "A get well gift."
Sakura smiled a bit and took it gently. She took of the rapping. Her expression though, went from smiling to sickness.

" S-sensei.."

" Oh..!" Kakashi said and took away the orange book. "That's the wrong one. That's for me.. Here you are. This should be your gift."

" Are you sure?"

" Yes."

" Positive?"
"Perhaps."

Sakura let out a sigh and opened the gift. Her eyes grew wide and she stared at the gift.

" Sensei.."

Kakashi smiled.

" I hope you will enjoy this."

" I will Sensei," Sakura said as she smiled in delight and held the necklace in her hands. Her eyes twinkled in delight as she looked at it, admiring the shape of the Haruno clan. The circle was colored inside with a pink material with a cherry blossom in the middle. On the back though, Sakura noted that there was a small Uchiha symbol. Her heart sprung and she stared at her team mate across the room. He looked over at her and she blushed a bit, staring back at the necklace.

" I knew you would like it."

" I do!"

" Can you slip it on?"

" Yep!" Sakura said and put on the necklace, connecting the clasp. "Thank you so much, Sensei!"

Kakashi nodded.

" Just feel better, won't you?" he asked. Sakura nodded with her smile. Her fingers played with the charm and she looked at the Uchiha symbol on the back. Her smile disappeared for a moment.

I almost forgot..

Baby mou mirai mo

Yakusoku mo iranai

Anata ga soko ni iru dake de.

" Sakura?"

" Oh..um..yes..?"

" Are you alright?" Kakashi asked. "You seemed.."

" I'm fine," Sakura said and returned to her smile.

" Oh…There are guests here.."

Faces turned to the new voice. Sakura froze and hid the necklace in her hospital dress. She looked down as her mother entered the room, her voice completely blank.

" Aa," Kakashi said. "You must be Sakura's mother, correct?"

" Yes, I am," she replied. "May you all leave for a moment? I would like to speak to my daughter, Sakura."

" Alright," Kakashi said and Sakura winced.

' Don't leave…'

" Well, you heard her," Kakashi said as he took Naruto by the coat. "Come on, you two. We'll be outside if you need anything."

" Thank you."

With that, the boys were out of the room, leaving Sakura with her Mother. Sakura stared on the floor while her mother sat by on a nearby chair.

" Haruno-san, I.."

" Don't say a single word. You know what the prices are, child."

" Yes, Haruno-san."

" And you are to go to the emergency room tomorrow. I want you out of here and work to pay off this bill."

" Yes, Haruno-san."

" More or less, I have work to do with you."

Sakura winced but nodded.

" Yes, Haruno-san."

" Good."

Sakura's mother sneered and whispered into her daughter's ear, "You pay for what you have done."

" Y-yes, Haruno-san."

" Do not stutter in my presence!"

" Yes, Haruno-san."

" Good," she said as she got up from her seat. "I shall be going now. You know what to say."

" Yes, Haruno-san."

" Good…Goodbye," she whispered and swung open the door and left.

Baby my wish on a wing

Kono koe wo to base

Furueru hoshi wo tsukinukete.

But before she did she took a step backward.

" I almost forgot," she said and walked back into the room and to Sakura. She pulled up the necklace and played around with it in her hand. Then she pulled it off and threw it on Sakura's lap. "Filth."

" I know, Haruno-san."

She moved out of the room this time, and didn't return. Sakura stared at the necklace and let out a small tear.

I know..I know….

" Do you feel me?

Do you feel me now?"

Filth…

Now, what do you think? Any questions? Feel free to ask and I will reply as soon as I can.

Black and green,

Passes Out.