A/N: I know the previous update was short... I don't have much time to update.. School's reopening... I have no choice; but to update when i can. I haven even do my homework! ARGH. However, ENJOY! xD
FlashBack from previous chapter:
"Raito! What are you talking about?!" Soichiro Yagami shouted.
"Saa.. Souka? Matsuda, bring Raito to the investigation room and turn on the security cameras." Ryuuzaki said, not looking up to meet Raito's eyes. Raito's eyes changed, it had a strange look. There was no sadness in his eyes, anyone normal would freeze to his/her toes when he/she saw the Raito's eyes. It was strange, yet deadly.
Ryuuzaki... You wanna play with a mass murderer huh? Let Kira play with you, baka...
Matsuda brought Raito into the investigation room and locked him there.
"Why must you do this, Raito kun?" Matsuda asked.
"Matsuda, do me a favor, will you?" Raito asked, Staring deep into Matsuda's eyes.
"Yea?" Matsuda was afraid of looking straight into Raito's eyes; it was frightening.
"Tell Ryuuzaki this..." And Raito breathed out some words into Matsuda's ears.
Ryuuzaki... You wanna play with a mass murderer huh? Let Kira play with you, baka... Raito's heart has already died, stabbed a thousand times by Ryuuzaki's words. Revenge now was what Raito want; revenge on Ryuuzaki, for hurting him so much when he needed him most. He hate him.
-PAUSED-
Important note: From this part onwards, it's gonna be Ryuuzaki's POV(Point Of View.
-End of PAUSED!!-
Raito's eyes had changed. Ever since the talk at the balcony. But why is that? Did i successfully made him hate me?? After all that i've done, he should hate me now. The look in his eyes, filled with hatred and mystery.
After I agreed to chaining Raito to Matsuda, i had these all planned. After saying all those hurtful words to Raito, i went out and had a small talk with Matsuda.
-Flashback(FB-
"Now, Matsuda, you've got to help me"
"Yeh"
"You should know about me and Raito"
"Yeh"
"Let him hate me"
"Naze(Why"
"Just let him hate me. I'll tell you what to do next time""Now, go in and check on him"
-End of FB-
I knew Raito would be devastated if he knows that his father separated us. I know his character, he'll sure hate his father for life. Rather than spoiling his father-son ties, I rather he hate me. I want us together happily with all the others supporting us; not only we two. He would hate me after all the things i'm gonna do.
I found him asleep beside Matsuda; after Matsuda called Yagami-san and my name. I knew he wasn't asleep fully; so i said something to make him hate me more. "Kira, i'm watching you..." I knew these words would certainly haunt Raito, hurting him once again. Yet i chose to say it, as it would make Raito hate me more. Then i told Matsuda to bring Raito to the balcony when he awakes; i knew Raito could sleep for long, especially after all that had happened.
-FB-
"Matsuda, bring Raito to the balcony tonight or the next morning when he awakes"
"But how do you know that he will wake up"
"He will"
-End of FB-
Then, indeed Raito did wake up. He came to the balcony, and when i saw him; there was sadness yet some ray of hope in his eyes. I lost control of myself, i said what i didn't plan to.
-FB-
"Raito-kun, it's me. I know I have let you down... I'm really sorry for it...-" "Ryuuzaki... I knew you didn't mean what you say... Let's... Let's be together... Forever alright? I-" I stopped him. I turned back to my logical thinking and continue,
"Stop Raito-kun. Stop it. I mean what i said. Forget about what had happened between us. I'm sorry." I wanted to leave, yet he hugged me.
"Naze(why)... Naze... Why do this to me"
"..." I didn't know how to answer.
"Answer me. Naze...? Naze...? NAZE"
"Ryuuzaki, naze? Why tell me this now? Don't we have our own forever? Why do this to me? Naze"
I didn't know what to answer.
"NAZE!? DONT WE BELONG TOGTHER?! NAZE"
I laughed, with an evil sense.
"Yagami Raito, may I remind you that a great detective and a mass murderer doesn't fit. In this world, only one would survive, most probably it would be me, L; and you, would be banished to hell"
I hurt him.
-End of FB-
I went off. I couldn't bear the sight of him crying. Yet i know that after all this he would hate me; which is what it supposed to turn out as. Even he is Kira, he would hate L and would bear to leave this living world.
OWARI. 16/o6/o7.
A/N: My computer crashed. Lucky i have my stuff in my thumbdrive. So it wont affect my writing, but my updates would be definitely slower. Plus my holiday is ending soon... Gomen nasai. But i'll try to update asap! REVIEW please. Onegai. No Review; No Update policy!! Hehes xD.
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