a/n umm wow I'm a scatter brain. Bella's supposed to be dead… but I fixed it. Yay. Now. W/BXMIKE! Mwahahahaha. Jk. Here goes.
"Newton she's with me." I felt him stiffen and pull me a little closer. Damn Newton. Bella cough Willa's mine.
"I'm sorry Mike…" No she's not. She loooovvvess Cullen. I will MAKE her mine. She's going to be mine. Just like the chance that I never got with Bella.
That night was amazing. And so was the morning. After Edward was done apologizing, multiple times, for how he had treated me I went to ask Carlisle about my newly acquired gift.
"Carlisle, I have a little question…"
"Yes Willa?" Only Carlisle could make the name switch that fast. I don't even answer fully to Willa yet.
"Well… Um… Uh… Me and Edward-"
"Edward and I."
"Yes. Edward and I as you know uhh. Well last night at the dance when we kissed uhh" Wow. This is VERY awkward talking to Carlisle about. "wellsuddenlyicouldreadmindslikeEdward."
"Slow down. Suddenly you could read minds?"
"Like Edward. Yes." I said feeling my self blush.
"Well, Willa, That's interesting. I do have a theory though. When two people are truly in love, I think that maybe, they pick up a little bit of eachother's power. I've noticed that since I've met Esme, my ability to love has increased greatly, and I have a feeling that Jasper has a little bit of premonition in him now while Alice can definitely manipulate people emotions, maybe to make them angry or annoyed more often then less nervous or happy as Jasper often does. And Rosalie since she's met Emmet defiantly has strength now. She has a strong willpower, not necessarily physical strength, but definite strength. I suspect that you have picked up some of Edward's telepathy now."
"Thank you SO much Carlisle. I was sort of freaking out that I was imagining things or going crazy!"
"Anytime Willa."
Monday morning when we went back to school, Edward and I were inseparable. We saw a lot of boys, and girls shooting us jealous glares, Mike being one of them.
Why does SHE get Edward? That's not fair! The little bitch comes and ruins everything! I've been trying for 2 years to get him to notice me!
Wow, she's hot! Of course Cullen gets her. They're both like, Abercrombie gods. But still. WHAT A HOTTIE!
Blonde ditz. I bet that she can't even spell her own name, nonetheless his. Why would he ever go for her! I want him!
And more thoughts along those lines. I was having fun being a blonde though! Maybe we'll move though, and I'll be able to go back to Bella, and my Bella signature look of no makeup and baggy clothes. For now though its tight designer clothes that you can see my every ounce of fat in, eyeliner, and blonde.
I will MAKE her mine. She will be mine. Just how can I get her away from Cullen.
That one thought stood out from all the others as I was walking to class. Edward had arranged my schedule so that I had every class with him. And he had also forged a note from my 'gymnastics coach' saying that I'm in the gym 20 hours a week and can't participate in PE. His not was from his 'polo coach' because I told him that when he talks in a British accent he reminds me of Prince William. And I guess that Prince William likes to play polo.
I looked around the lot to see who the thought was from, and I saw Mike glaring daggers at us. Surprise after his thought Friday night at the dance.
I'll tell her that I-
"Willa. What are you staring at?" I hadn't realized that Mike was next to us now. I looked over at Edward. He held me a little tighter and kissed me.
"Oh. Nothing. Just daydreaming."
"Like it's any of your business Newton just stay away from Willa and I'm not joking. Don't EVER touch her or I swear to god." That's when I remembered that Edward could read thoughts too and had probably read Mike's. "Bye Mike." As we walked away we were kissing all the way to the door feeling Mike's glare bore into us.
I had just got out of my last class when Mike walked by.
"Hey, Willa. Will I see you in PE today?"
"No, actually Mike I won't be in PE anymore. I finally got a note from my gymnastics coach excusing me from PE."
"Oh, well, that sucks. Um, would you help me study today after school? Like at my house?"
"Um, well…"
"Edward can come too!"
"Yeah sure. Ok."
After school, Edward and I headed over to Mike's house. Edward wasn't very happy about it, but I said that Mike needed help studying and that he wouldn't do anything because Edward was there.
"Hey! Willa! I'm so glad you're here… Cullen. Come on in! I have snacks and everything!"
"Hey Mike!"
"Newton."
"So, what do you guys want to work on first? History, English, Math, Spanish-
"I take French."
"Edward takes French Mike, sorry." Me and Edward said simultamiously (spelling? Lol)
"Ok, well there's still Biology too!"
Wow, either Newton is REALLY dumb, like I expected, or he's just really eager to study. Either one deserves a laugh. Haha.
I glared a little at Edward and he was 'quiet'.
"Well, how about we start with biology! We all have that class together!" I said just to sort of break the ice.
"YEAH! Omg do you get those phase things? I have NO CLUE they ALL look the exact same!"
"Yeah, you just have to look closely. Like here…. Ugh I don't have my biology notes! Edward do you have yours?"
"Um… I don't sorry! I'll run back and get them. K?"
"Great. Get mine too!"
"Be right back."
Just as Edward's car drove away, Mike immediately locked the front door, and turned to grin at me. Immediately I remembered why I had brought Edward in the first place.
"Willa… Have a snack! Make yourself at home!"
"I- I'm not hungry Mike."
"Well then, I'll just get to it."
"Get to w-what Mike?"
"Willa, I know that after this, you will love me, more then you could imagine possible. More then you've ever loved Edward." Mike's grin spread. He looked a little like an evil clown. I suppressed a giggle.
"Mike, I love Edward more then you could imagine. And if you touch me, I will not think for a second about breaking your arm." I'll break more then that.
"I'm sure you will Willa. Think that to yourself." He was saying as he got closer and my glare hardened. Like she could ever break my arm. Look how TINY she is. But, if she's feisty now, maybe she'll be feisty later.
"Mike. Don't. Touch. Me."
"Whatever you say Willa." As he reached out to touch me I grabbed his arm a little harder then usual shattering it with my vampire strength. He backed away and yelled at me. "OMG Willa. What are you thinking! I'm just being hospitable! Making you feel welcome to our little town. Don't you like me? What about the dance Willa." Oh I just wanted to kill him right now. But that would mean blood, and that would be bad. Very bad. Especially since I'm a new vampire I could get addicted to humans very easily. "Willa, I don't want to hurt you." THAT'S IT!
I kicked his stomach as hard as I could, throwing him back against that wall. Then, I went up to him and said "Yes Mike, but I am trying to hurt you. Bastard!" and I kicked his groin as well. I heard him screaming, but I smelled this HORRIBLE scent. It was like rotten eggs, sour milk and rust all in one. I looked around and realized that the room was covered in blood, but I could still hear Mike's pulse as I heard a car pull up. I ran outside to see Edward, bless him, with my notes.
"Edward. Help! Mike's still alive, but there's a lot of blood and I don't know what to do. I just can't kill him. I really want to, but I can't. Oh, and don't worry, blood smells like absolute SHIT to me."
Edward ran inside and held his breath, together with our speed, we cleaned up the blood and put the unconscious Mike on his bed. Then we called 911, and left the house.
When we got home, we were thinking up plans on what to do.
We could stay in Forks and hope that Mike doesn't tell on us.
We can stay in Forks and I can make us all look different so that no one recognizes us.
We can move and I can go back to Bella.
We decided that we'd risk the first one for now. Go back to school and see how Mike reacts to us. And then we'll see. I was really depressed though. I didn't want to hunt, and even though I still loved Edward with all of my being, I was just sort of emotionless around him. I would sit around not wanting to do anything.
"Willa, what's wrong. I hate seeing you like this." Edward asked.
"I just realized that even though I'm a vampire, and even though I'm prettier then Rosalie, I just, I can't."
"What Bella."
"I STILL don't have any control over ANYTHING! I couldn't control my death, and I couldn't control Mike, and I just want a LITTLE bit of control over my half life! I just thought that now that I'm so strong and pretty that I would be able to control anyone, but I can't! In my human life everything I did was to help others and now I just want some ME time! Just something good for ME! And, and I just can't. And I love you Edward, but I just feel so crappy I just wish that I could die." I realized that there was wetness on my face. I was crying. Real tears. "I couldn't control my power and- now when people like Mike want to do something, I can only HEAR their plans and I can't do anything about them nomatter how hard I try."
"Bella,"
"MY NAME IS WILLA! JUST CALL ME WILLA!" I screamed.
"Willa, what do you want to do for our plan?"
"I. Don't. Know. I want to move. Let's just start over. And then I can go back by Bella, and I can have my hair and my topaz eyes back. I want them back. Please."
"Ok, ok, that's what we'll do. Bella that's what we'll do."
a/n weird chapter. Sortof filler, sortof not. Reviews are greatly loved and cherished. It was a really long chapter though. Like 3 pages in 8pt font sooo have fun and during the week I'm not sure if I'll be able to update.