IM NOT DEAD!

Im sincerely sorry for late updates and so on and so on I know I know I know

But ive been thinking so maybe im good to update okay here goes nothing

THIS IS THE ENDING!

Read-n-Review- Im saying it's just a big orgie, no j.k but it seems like it huh? Well im going to enlighten you because im damn nice! So listen

Michi and Aya (Sakura real mom but didn't know) are married so they sleep together often

After Aya died (killed) Michi sexed up Misami (Sakura's kind of mom and kind of not)

Aya and Kakashi slept together cause they could and they did

And Sakura and Kakashi want to sleep together but we arent that far yet so I hope that clears it up!

Rayvn-Amre- in our school f0percent as in no work ever turned in an E is 5-17percent which is little or only three or four works turned in, if you get anything under 5percent it's also a F, hope that cleared you up if you still don't understand ignore me im stupid.

Diamond princess- I am Iam Iam, Im trying to figure out what is funny.

Jade Raven- You don't sound rude at all I know im not good in grammer and spelling, I do need a beta but im working on it! Congrats being a mom I always want to be one but im too younge so of course I put it aside thanks for the review!

KagomeMarie- Lol thanks for the review much appreciated

In True Meanings- I know it didn't make much sense to me either but I had to throw something in there so I was 'hell with it.' Thanks for review.

Janean- im glad you like it and it does sound like one im a King fan thanks for the review

Penginyasha- I was waiting for someone to do the math but you do know that you are the only one caculating it out but its ok there's nothing wrong with being logical thanks for the review

Lin- everyone it titled to their own opinions I guess, sorry I couldn't write the story good enough, I try my best though.

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Sakura sat up in an open field with tall grass far infront of her a lake surrounded by white cherry blossoms, to her right were thick tall pine trees.

Her left was what it seems to be a maze of sunflowers, bright yellow with faces wide smiling towards the sky that made the yellow petals seem to gleam with happiness from the bright warm forgiving sun.

Sakura turned her head so her chin rested on her shoulder, behind her was dark with weeping willow that's leaves made an old creaking sound like an abandoned house being stepped on crying for a new.

Sakura ran her fingers in the soft open dirt beneath her and felt content.

The colors of everything seemed unreal, watery like a new water painting that didn't have time to dry yet.

Looking infront of her again she saw a tall figure with spiked shadow on the top standing in the middle of the lake facing away from her.

Sakura got up lazily and slowly walked towards it.

When Sakura was standing near the shore feeling the water lightly brush up against her bar toes Sakura looked down at herself.

She was wearing a white dress that had straps on it and it ended ontop of her knees.

Sakura walked into the water when she got to the middle where the figure was standing, the water was in the middle of her upper thighs.

The figure was Kakashi, instead of wearing his normal clothes he was in a white buttoned up shirt, the first three bottoms on the top and bottom were unbottoned and slightly tilted looking ruffled.

He was wearing black dress pants that hung on his hips; his lead headband was nowhere to be found, leaving his sharigan eye closed so the scar was fully seen.

His mask wasn't there either showing his sharp features, yet the soft texture.

She stood beside Kakashi and looked ahead the light coming through the cracks of Cherry Blossom branches was a light orange.

The white pedals falled randomly softly dancing towards the clear lake to gracfully land on the top, obscuring the view of the rainbow colored smoothe rocks on the bottom.

Sakura slowly opened her lips as they softly felt being unglued like she hasn't opened them in years.

"Where are we?"

Sakura felt a cold rough hand grasp hers.

"We're here, we're free, and we're where ever we want to be."

"How'd we get here?"

She felt another hand grab her upper arm and pull her towards Kakashi; his arms wrapped tightly around her; his face burried in her hair his chin resting on the juncture where shoulder met neck.

"I'm sorry, last night I went to check on you, Michi was there… I was too late. I was so shocked I didn't see him coming."

Sakura looked up at the sky between the shadowed branches gazing at the small specks of light while thinking.

We're dead, and it's fine we didn't learn the whole story; we didn't get to really explore life together, to tell everyone.

But its all right somethings are better left unsaid, somethings are not needed to be heard or ventured to.

You just kind of know.

Maybe it's not a carriage ride into a sunset being approved by everyone, having the good prevail, but it doesn't matter.

Not every happy ending has to be one category of happy.

Not every category has to be just one thing; it's all right if it can be placed into two.

There's a two side to everything, looking behind me again I see I got four sides.

The sunflower maze full of happiness and forgiving.

The pine tress representing strengthe and growth.

The sad weeping Willows who mourns representing sorrow and haste.

And the lake and cherry blossoms, the one im in now represents good things in the future, promise of love and new.

The open grassy fields the middle of it all where all life begins and all life ends.

I like it like this, exploring all aspects of your life, the happiness and joy but looking back in the sorrow to always remember to appreciate the strengthe you gained and the love you share.

Maybe I didn't get a glass slipper, or seven dwarves as best friends, or even a statue in my honor.

But I have Kakashi with me, and we can start over with no worry or fear; and I have a feeling that everything will be fine.

Neither of us had perfect pasts.

But maybe the future doesn't have to be so bad.

You never know, maybe it isn't over; maybe it's all just the beginning; I wouldn't mind if it was.

As long as the blossoms keep living and the water still runs, the willows will grow and the night will come.

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The last thing if you didn't get is you can never have just happiness in life you have to have both bad and good.

I decided to kill them off I know sorry, im sure you were expecting something better but I like how I ended it.

I thought it was a nice way of wrapping it all up and still have a happy ending.

So what do you think?

Sam