Tales of Legendia Fanfiction

Just Maybe

Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Isn't it so obvious?

A/N: Another Jay x Moses oneshot! I'm just so addicted with them, it's hard not to write! XD For all Jay x Moses fans out there, this one's for you guys! ENJOY!

READ AND REVIEW AND NO FLAMING! -- I'm watching you.

Genres: Romance

RATING: K+ to T for those who don't know what light yaoi means yet. -evil laughter-

WARNING: Light yaoi and spoiler for those who havent gotten that far from ToL.

Freezing cold winds blew upon his ivory white skin and his ebony black hair. His dark outfit revealed less of his adolescent figure in the night. Eyes that show the likeness of fatigue reflected on the waves of the gentle river beneath him. He was just sitting there, atop a huge mahogany tree waiting for the right moment...I moment he dare not wish to come.

For days he had been thinking about what would happen if he really did fall in love with someone. What would happen if he gave his heart to a person, if he had cherished that person with his life? Would things be different or would they stay the same? His intellect may be above those of normal beings but this was far beyond his comprehension.

He may have high IQ but in terms of EQ, he was as low as the ground. Silently, he wished that someone would understand him, that someone, other than his family, would teach him the ways of living life the way Solon never did. Oh how we wished that that person was someone else. How he wished that person was a person he didn't hate at the beginning, and possibly even up till now.

But knowing himself, he dare not say that Fate was on his side.

He didn't know what he was feeling. Was he feeling sad or was he feeling happy? Everytime he would think about the moments where he treated him like his own brother, it made him want to burst inside. It was...nice to know that he knew you existed but could he ask for more than just that? Could he ask for him to do those things because he felt the same things he was feeling right now?

Of course he couldn't do that. He doesn't even know these feelings of infatuation exists.

He wanted to hate him again. So his heart wouldn't have to take this much pressure. Never before has he felt something like this. Something so powerful, so relaxing yet at the same time, dangerous...that was how it felt like deep inside his ice cold heart...

Thoughts...mere thoughts...he tried to think. His eyes diverted their attention from the flowing river, to the ground below his stature, hoping, wishing, dreading if he was there. There to torment his soul. To torment his heart. To torment everything he ever believed in, ever did, ever learned.

Such sweet torment. Maybe. Just maybe. If one day, Fate would allow him to cross that path, the path where he would finally be on his side, then maybe, this god forsaken feeling would come to pass. That this love sprung from the shadow of his hatred would be at peace...

Maybe one day, when everything's done and over, he'll finally know and come to accept it.

Accept that he was in love with Moses.

No buts, period.

FIN

Hope you enjoyed!