Ahhh, I know it's confusing, and I apologize. However, as a friend once told me, "When in the presence of brilliance, take notes." HAHAHAHA, just kiddin, i wish though, lol Anyway, there's a reward to all this; if you make it to the end of this twisted little story of mine, you'll get to know how it ends and hopefully I can successfully give to you all the ideas I have planned for explaining everything! So, here's chapter 36, and thnx for making it this far! R&R and enjoy!

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36

My legs felt like jelly, and I hoped I was dead. I wanted to die, especially after what I had done. No…after what Dr. Martinez, my mother, had done. This was insane, and I kept screaming in my head, even though I knew it wouldn't help. What was going on?

"How are you this morning?" Dr. Martinez's voice came from in front of me, and slowly I opened my eyes. I was in the same small bedroom I had been in for a few days now, the place my own mother had kept me trapped in. The walls, ceiling, and floor of the room were all a glossy white color, as were the tiny bed and table against the wall to my right. Where was I? "I asked how you are," Dr. Martinez repeated. She had entered the closet-like room from the only windowless door, and shut it slowly behind her.

"Fine mother," I heard myself say. Was I losing my mind? Or was I just a part of my mind now? Unconsciously I watched as my body moved forward and embraced my mother, Dr. Martinez. I tried to pull away, tried to do anything, but horrible realization filled my senses, as I understood what was going on.

"Good, because today is a very special day," my mother said, cradling my head in her arms, even though I didn't feel any of it. I felt no warmth, no happiness, and no love anymore. All I could feel was a cold, deathlike vise gripping my head. "Today is the day we'll finish what we started."

"What we started yesterday, mother?" Shut up, shut up! I shouted to myself, but my body wasn't obeying.

"Indeed, darling. Today we'll finish this. Then we can have everything to ourselves, and you'll be the most perfect little girl in the world. Won't you enjoy that?"

My mind became enraged and I began crying within my own body as memories came flooding back. I suddenly remembered everything over the last week, but only in pieces. There was a lab, probably the School. "This is where it begins," my mother had said, leading me to a machine. Everything faded to blackness, and then there was a button. A single switch. "This is where your new life begins." More darkness, then an unbearable noise. "This is where the end of everything else begins." Explosions, screams, and howling bomb shells filled the air, creating a cacophony of noise. It was a living, breathing hell. And the worst part was, I had unconsciously caused it all. It began with me.

"My darling Alissa," my mother whispered as she cradled my soulless body in her arms, "you will be with me when our world begins."