A/N: So I got the idea of writing how Spot got his power from someone who reviewed my one shot story. So it is going to be the time between Sammy dies to when he got his power, but also flashbacks to explain Sammy. But I will explain the other story I wrote in here at some point so you don't have to read it to know what's going on.

And thank you to my lovely friend Britt for reading it for me!

And I am probably going to need some characters, so if you want to just leave me the characters information and I will try and use him/her!

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Newsies!

Spots P.O.V.

How can I forget when everything around me reminds me, all the memories and people she's a part of surround me? Everything seems to remind me. And no matter how hard I try, how hard I want to, I can't forget!

I can't sleep knowing that when I wake up I won't see her smiling face. I won't hear her contagious laugh. I won't smell the scent of her hair as she walks by.

You think after a few days it would get easier. But when you live in the same place, walk the same streets, and talk with the same people the memories can't fade.

So how do you forget someone who was always by your side no matter what? Someone you loved more the life itself, more then the air you breathe. That one special person that you knew would never give up on you, and would always be there whenever you needed her.

Truth be told you really can't. Because how can you forget when everything around you reminds you? When all the memories surround you, and the people she is a part of are around you. When everything you do, say, think reminds you. And no matter how hard you try, how hard you want to, you can't forget…!

Because memories are what help us to remember. They keep us moving forward, but don't allow us to let go of who we love!

A/N: This is my second story I have ever wrote, and my first chapter story. I would really love/appreciate it if you would Review and tell me what you think. Love it, hate it, anything would help!