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Jude sat in her car and stared out at the blue/grey iciness that was the ocean, as she remembered the first time she had come here. The first time she had ever let anyone change one

of her songs. The first time she felt herself blush while staring into someone's eyes. The docks held so many memories, so many feelings, so many songs; it had quickly become her

sanctuary, her piece of blue heaven, shared with one other person…Tom Quincy.

Her feelings towards him were still un-decided, he was her first crush, and although she had fallen for him countless times, and countless times her heart had been shattered, this time

she thought it was for real. Was she just a toy to him, something he could play with, or something more, something he cared so deeply about he wanted to protect it form the world.

Jude hoped it was the latter, although she knew hoping only got you so far. But she would always have a soft spot for him in her heart, always. She just hoped he did too.