Hi guys! So sorry for the long wait. School started and then I had other things to do and then my internet didn't work for a couple of days. But it's finally here! I'm sorry to say that this is going to be the last chapter! I had a lot of fun writing this fic and I'm sad that's it's come to an end. :( I hope you guys enjoy the last chapter! Please review!

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or New Moon. Stephenie Meyer does.

Something called Love

Before me stood very angry Jasper. But he wasn't looking at me. He was looking over my head at Edward, with a murderous expression.

I stared at Jasper with my mouth slightly open. I hadn't seen him since last night, and I was pretty sure he wouldn't have faced me today, thinking he would be embarrassed by his actions. But I was wrong.

As soon as he stepped in Edward's room, there was chaos. I cringed as I felt surprising anger flow through me. I knew it hadn't come from me and I was surprised. Then I felt a sharp pang of embarrassment, but that was soon overshadowed by pain. Pain so excruciating it reminded me of James; reminded me of when he had bitten me almost half a year ago. I very nearly screamed, but restrained. I wondered where these emotions came from, before I heard Edward scream out.

"Jasper control yourself!" It then dawned on me. Jasper wasn't in control of his emotions. What he felt, we all felt.

Suddenly, Alice was in the room, stroking Jasper's muscular chest, whispering softly to him.

As I watched, I saw Jasper slowly calm down and take deep breaths. He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. I felt a wave of calm wash over me and I realized he was in control now. Alice realized this and with one last kiss, left Jasper.

Jasper slowly opened his eyes and focused them on me. I saw his eyes gradually changing from the black of anger to the light butterscotch that meant he had very recently hunted.

"I apologize for my behavior." He said smoothly, but shot Edward a quick dirty look. I knew he meant right now.

I nodded, not really trusting myself to speak. Jasper smiled slightly and nodded towards Edward.

"I think we need to talk." His voice was hard, and I knew it wasn't about anything good.

I swallowed and went to sit beside Edward. He didn't move. He didn't put his arms around me, he didn't pull me into his lap; he didn't even hold my hand. These were things that he usually did when I was close to him. I blinked back my tears and bit my lip.

Jasper was suddenly sitting in front of us, in a comfortable looking chair. I blinked. That was very fast.

"Bella, I wanted to say sorry to you about last night. But, Edward didn't think it was the best idea for me to be around you so soon after the…mishap. I agreed with him, but right now this is important and I don't believe it can wait any longer." He paused, and took an unnecessary breath. He finally looked away from me and focused his eyes on Edward, who was now glaring out the window again.

"Edward, I'm going to put this in the nicest terms possible...You're being a moron."

Edward whipped his head around, surprised at Jasper's choice of words. I had a hard time holding back my shock also. That was very blunt.

Jasper chose to ignore our expressions and continued, "Alice saw what you were going to do, and I'm here to knock some sense into you. Whatever you meant to accomplish with your actions are not going to get accomplished. Instead you are going to cause more pain and hurt. I— "

But he was cut off there by a growl from Edward. Jasper raised his eyebrows. "I don't think this is really your problem Jasper." His words came out in a hiss and I wondered how Jasper could hold his ground.

Jasper smiled, "Oh but you see, my pigheaded brother, it is." I noticed him bite his tongue to hold back his laughter. I smiled slightly, feeling a little bit better. Edward just glared.

Before I could blink, Jasper's face was serious again. "You see, if I had had better control of myself, then none of this would have happened." He looked at me apologetically. "Bella, I'm truly sorry I behaved that way. It was very wrong of me, and I knew you were there. I should have had better control of my senses."

I didn't say anything, feeling a little uncomfortable. He didn't need to apologize to me. I didn't consider him at fault. I knew I should say these things, but at the moment I couldn't feel my tongue. I felt completely idiotic.

With a slight smile, he continued, "But you do know it is partially your fault, right?" I stared at him, confused. Ok, I was a little bit more then confused.

Jasper suddenly grinned, "If you didn't smell so good then you wouldn't have been in danger." In spite of myself, I couldn't help but smile a little. I appreciated him trying to lighten the subject. But there was still no reaction from Edward.

Jasper sighed. "Edward, why are you being so stubborn? You know you're making a big mistake. You're not going to 'save' Bella if you leave her!"

My mouth dropped open. A second too late, Jasper realized what he had said and clamped his mouth shut. Edward's head whipped around and his upper lips curled over his teeth.

I was frozen. Edward was planning to leave me. I thought he had meant for me to stay away from his house. Or even from his family. I would have taken all the precautions I would have had to, in order to be safe. I would have stayed away from his mansion, and not bothered Jasper again. But I hadn't expected him to leave me. I wouldn't believe it. Even though I had a doubt he would stay, I really hadn't believed myself.

But as the seconds ticked by, I realized he was really planning to do that. My chest felt constricted, and I was having a hard time breathing. I clenched my stomach, willing myself to breathe, and not throw-up. I realized I had started to hyperventilate.

"Bella?" Edward's voice was anxious, repentant, but I still caught a hint of indecision.

I tried breathing in and out, but it wasn't working. "Bella, it's okay. I'm right here. Please calm down." His voice was nearing hysterics. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I felt the tears on my face, and I knew I must have looked scary.

I willed myself to calm down, and I did, with a little help from Jasper.

"For right now." I whispered. I saw his flinch. I looked up at his face, but he was averting my eyes, glaring at Jasper.

"Don't be mad at Jasper. It's not his fault. None of this is his fault. I don't care what he did Edward, I've forgiven him and you should too. Please Edward. I don't care if he had killed me. There's something worse then that."

They were both staring at me now, like I was crazy. I continued. "Why would you even think leaving me would solve everything? It would do the exact opposite Edward! I can't live without you, and you know that. Please try to grasp that point. I love you and there's nothing you can do about that. You can't hope for me to stop after you leave me…or even after you tell me you don't love me." I finished my voice cracking. There was still a doubt in my mind that he was thinking of leaving me for other reasons then Jasper.

Edward stared at me, his expression blank. I realized Jasper was gone. I stared back at him, teary eyed. I didn't know what I would do. I couldn't force him to stay. If he had in fact stopped loving…

I couldn't think it. It hurt too much. I had to accept it. I knew this had been a dream, too good to be true. What else had I expected; that Edward actually would be interested in me forever.

Edward's hands wrenched me away from my thoughts. He pulled my face between his hands, and brought his face close to mine.

"Isabella Marie Swan, do not ever doubt that I will ever stop loving you. That is the most preposterous…most absurd…most…" He was struggling for words. He stopped and took a deep breath.

"Isabella…Bella…my angel, I will always love you. No matter what. I was thinking of leaving you, but not because of the reason you think. I didn't want to put you in danger. I had to let you live a normal life." I opened my mouth to say something, but he put his index finger up.

"Please let me finish." I closed my mouth and waited.

"Thank you. From the beginning, I knew I was making a huge mistake. I had to stop myself from getting too close to you, had to stop myself from falling in love with you. But I realized that was a lost cause. I couldn't help but fall in love with you. Deeply and madly. But I could have stopped from making you fall in love with me. I shouldn't have talked to you, shouldn't have even been friends with you. I should have let you live a normal life, and have normal friends. I could have stayed away from you, even move. I would have hurt myself more and more, just to let you be normal…But I was stupid. I couldn't stop myself. Everything about you invited me in. Bella, you entranced me."

He paused to let me take that in. I couldn't believe him.

"I knew I couldn't stay away from you. I had two choices. Stay away from you and watch you from far away. Haunt you for the rest of your life. Wondering what it would be like to hold you, kiss you. Or I could get to know you, and be with you. Being the selfish monster I am, I chose the second choice. I put your life in danger, and I intruded in your life with myself. I still cannot forgive myself for what I have done. And I realize now that no matter what I do, I will hurt you in the end. If I leave you,or if I stay with you. There's nothing I can do without you ending up happy."

He stopped there, and waited for my response. My face was still in his hands, but my tears had stopped. I couldn't cry anymore. I didn't feel sad or guilty. I felt hurt and angry. No not angry, furious. I couldn't believe he thought of himself as an intruder. He was much more then that. He was an angel, who had blessed my life with himself. He had done more then he knew for me. He was the first person that I had fallen in love with. And he was going to be the only person, forever. He needed to know that.

"Edward…" He shook his head. "Bella, don't try to argue with me. Please, nothing you say is going to change my mind." I glared at him. How could he even think that! I loved him! Wasn't that enough?

I pulled my face away from him, and he dropped his hands, looking hurt.

"Edward Cullen, how can you even think that? I am not going to argue with you, because there is nothing to argue about."

His mouth opened slightly, and he cringed away from me. But he composed himself quickly, and waited for me to finish, expressionless.

I continued, but more softly. "Edward, there's nothing to argue about, because everything you said about yourself was a lie. You were never an intruder in my life. You are an angel, who I don't deserve. I am so glad that you chose to be with me, because believe it or not, I fell in love with you before I even knew it. You couldn't have done anything about it. Even if you did leave, I know that I wouldn't have ever felt the same about anyone else, as I do about you. Even if I hadn't known you. I loved you from the first time I saw you. Edward, you're the one for me. I know I don't deserve you, and I will always know that. But I also know that there will be no one who can compare to you. I will never love anyone more then I love you. If you left, I still would remember you and love you forever. I could never live without you. You've taken my heart, Edward. And I don't want it back."

I finished, and sat there. He was staring at me, with a mixture of guilt, sorry, and…love?

Suddenly, his arms were around me, squeezing me to his chest. His face was buried in my neck, and he was mumbling something. It sounded suspiciously like "I'm sorry."

He lifted his head and looked at me. His eyes were full of love, and the lightest shade of butterscotch I had ever seen.

"Bella, I'm so very sorry for putting you through all of this. I love you Bella. I know I can't live without you." Suddenly he grinned, "I'm here to stay, for eternity."

I smiled, "There's no other way I would like it." He grinned and kissed my forehead.

"I love you Isabella." He whispered. "I love you too, Edward."

He smiled and kissed me on the tip of my nose. He continued down, kissing me on both of my cheeks, then on the tip of my chin. He left a trail of kisses down my throat, and I shivered. He smiled against my skin, and ran his hands up and down my spine. He moved up and captured my lips with his.

I tangled my hands in his hair and pulled him closer. He obeyed and held me tighter. Too soon, he pulled away and continued down my throat.

Between kisses, he whispered "I love you Bella. Forever."

Well, there it is. I know the ending was totally crappy. I'm really sorry, but I wanted to end with something like that. Like Edward tells her he loves her. But it didn't end up the way I thought it would. I guess it sounds a little corny. Sorry if this chapter was disappointing. It definitely was for me :(. I hope you guys really did enjoy the fanfic. Please review and tell me what you thought! Thanks,

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