I've never written slash before. This is intense! I'm stoked! Are you stoked? Okay, enough of that. On to the point. This is RaixClay, a pairing that desperately needs more love, so here it is getting more love, McMuffinDragon style! The whole thing is nothing but thoughts. A new paragraph is like a passing of time, just for random reference.

Dragon Musings

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return."- "Unforgettable with Love"-Natalie Cole

Man, why can't I sleep? Master Fung would say something like, 'Your restless mind has many roads to travel and many problems to solve.' The usual cheesy stuff just like always. I do have a problem though. It's big and blonde and I can't get it out of my head and it's been there for months.

-sigh-….Clay.

It's his eyes I swear. They're like the ocean. Reminds me of home. Looking into his eyes is just like looking at the ocean. At first it's just blank and blue but you come to see the depth and the wondrous secrets underneath. And his hair is like the soft sands of the beach blowing up into dunes by the breath of the wind….did I really just say that? Jeez, my mom was right; love really does make you goofy and poetic. I'm gonna have to write some of this down. It's good stuff.

Should I tell? No, no I can't do that. Kimiko would die laughing and tell everyone she knows. I'd be prey to Omi's 'slang' for the rest of my life. But what would Clay say? That's the real concern. Hmm….

I still can believe I'm in love with my best friend. I feel really smutty just thinking about this. Clay's straight, plain and simple. And I'm….not. He could never love me back, I just have to face it.

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Gosh, I'm about as awake as the family hound durin' a lightin' storm. It's funny, with all the stuff I could be thinkin' 'bout right now; I'm thinkin' 'bout Rai. Stranger than a six legged cow at the county fair.

He's got real nice eyes. Green, nice earthy color. Purdy hair too, brown, hm, 'nuther earthy color. Wonder if it's natural to get drawn to somebuddy with the colors of your element. Have to ask Master Fung in the mornin'.

Nice bod too. Hey! Wait up a sec, Rai's my best friend, I shouldn't think about him like that. But it is true. Yeah.

Suppose I always thought of him like this, well not always, but fer a good while. Never dreamed I'd say it. Not out loud of course! No! That'd be more embarassin' than having yer pant fall down after you get thrown off the bronco. Heh, heh. Am I laughin' at myself? It's already started.

What would he say anyway? Probably never talk to me again.

Sumthin's wrong with me, I swear. Rai's straight as an arrow. And me? I'm about as straight as a rainbow…..

The term 'straight as a rainbow' is something I use all the time as opposed to calling things/people gay.

Once again, the first slash I've ever written and written at one thirty in the morning where I am.

R&R and remember,

McMuffinDragon is watching you!