Disclaimer: no i dont own any of the characters...edward+bella +billy+charlie aint mine-belong to stephenie meyer! i no its so sad! i only own the plot

Authors Note: EEK! ive finnnally finished to prologue part one! ahh i JUST wrote this exact smae thing but i forgot to put save changes andso i have 2 do it al over again! GRRR DARN IT! sigh...hope yall like it! review! THE PROLOGUE BEGINS!...

Prologue-part one

Twilight. It was beautiful, and it would be the last one I would see. Sighing, I think about how Edward and I spent our first twilight togeth-no.

I will not think about that. Trying hard not to bring forth overly-painful memories, I look down, over the cliff. It was soaring high, far from the ground, and it was making me lightheaded.

Wait, I'm not ready yet!

I never was fine with heights...

Well, if this is what it takes to end the pain, then so be it. Before I thrust myself into what I know will be eternal darkness, but a place without pain, I remember the earth-shattering moment that led me into where I am at this instant...

I just came home from dinner with Charlie and Billy, Charlie dropping me off at our house. Dinner had been a bit awkward since I utterly despise Billy now. But I had noticed he uncharacteristically had worn a smug and pleased expression throughout the entire time, right up until Charlie had dropped me off.

Whatever caused that I knew was not good.

I entered my bedroom and my mood was instantly uplifted by the vampire, sitting on my bed. But that was only for a second, before I realized he looked like someone had just died. Someone he loved.

He was sitting on my bed, staring straight ahead, deep in thought. His face was a mask of anguish. Anxiously, but steadily, I call out, forhe hadn't moved an inch since I'd opened the door, and I was positive he would've heard me.

"Edward?"

It took a moment but it he did respond. His eyes slightly came back into focus and he simply looked in my directionbefore appearing right in front of me, and picked me up. Cradling me in his arms like a child, he spoke.

"You know I'll always love you? Forever and ever?" He tried to smile but it didn't even get a quarter-way there.

In my instinct, I knew at once this was going to be devastating, and not just for him, but for me. My heart though, did not want to believe it.

I looked at him straight in his incredible topaz eyes.

"Edward, what's wrong?" I said, scared to death. In his brilliant eyes, which were just a shade above onyx now, I saw a vast amount of pain. Then I realized he was trembling, which means he would be crying if he was human.

Oh no.

"It's time for us to move. Everyone is packed, and we're leaving as soon as my body leaves your window and my feet touch the ground." He paused, crushing me to him.

"I won't be the same anymore, and I have no idea how I'll be able to live each and everyday, for the rest of eternity without you." He said miserably. It took a minute for that to sink in. And once it did, I was in shock.

"No." I said, to the point. He couldn't just leave me like that. It would be the most thoughtless, heartbreaking thing he could possibly do. He wouldn't. He couldn't. That explains Billy's expression.

He merely shook his head sadly. He started sobbing tearlessly.

"Bella I can't stay. People will begin to figure us out. We'll be discovered. My family won't let that happen. I'm sorry, I-" I cut him off without another thought.

"What about me! You can't just leave me here!" I screamed. Hadn't he given any thoughts to that matter? He can not be serious.

At this point, burning tears were coming down fast and uncontrollably. I continued. "I'll come with you! Anything!" I said desperately. He shook his head miserably once more.

"No, it'sfar more dangerous then you think, and I will not be the cause of your death. The vampires we're going to be going to aren't vegetarians, and they wouldn't hesitate to drink you dry. I won't let that happen." He said fiercely but with grief. I panicked. He was right. Hell, he was always right. But I didn't care. I would not let him leave. I tightened my grip, even though I knew it was in vain.

"Edward, you can't just leave me! I can't live or function without you! I need you! I love you more then life itself!" He loosened my grip from him unwillingly. He spoke forcefully, his voice shaking.

"Bella, I love you more then you can imagine. You're my life, my world, my angel and so much more. But you deserve a normal human life, and I need to be gone for that to happen." He paused one last time. I couldn't believe he thought this was the right thing to do.

"I love you Bella, and I'll always remember you." His lips met mine in the most perfect and the most tragic kiss. As soon as it started, it ended. I couldn't believe this was the last time he would ever kiss me, or touch me.

He was at the window in an instant and I knew there was no possible way for me to reach him in time.

"Goodbye Isabella Swan." And with that he was gone.

Forever.

"No!" I shrieked. I ran to the window and stuck my head out, bashing my head against the top part of it, not giving a damn, for the pain I was feeling from the window this second was nothing compared to the heart-wrenching emotional pain I knew would scar me for life. If I chose to continue to have a life...

"Edward! Come back! Edward Cullen! You can't leave me!" I screamed. I continued screaming myself hoarse before finally realizingthat my attempts to bring him back were futile.

I slowly stuck my head back inside, in a daze. I collapsed on the soft carpet and sobbed violently for hours before the same darkness I know would consume me in a moment came over my body…

The only difference this time is that I'll never come out of the darkness, ever again. It's barely been a month, but it has been the worst month of my life.

A month of stress,

of pain,

of misery,

of anger,

of depression.

I do not want to feel anymore. Tears streaming down my face, I know that this is what I have to do. What's the point of living as an empty shell? The shell should be full of life. But that life was taken away. My life was taken away.

And with that, I plunge myself over the cliff.

I feel for a second, more pain then I can ever imagine, but will never get the chance to, before the never-ending darkness overcomes me in triumph.

Authors Note: sigh..so sad! well this is just dandy! im actually gonna remeber to save it this time or i'll drive myself INSANE! most likely i'll continue on with the story... but this is just part one! im gonna start on part two right now! itsjust that i have a POUNDING migraine right this second at 1:32, so im gonna sleep for a while! HOPE YALL LIKED IT! xoxo! ;o