PROLOUGE

AN-HEY all of you writers and R&Rs. I am back with this drama sadening in a way fic. Now I know a few of you are saying, what does the B stand for? Just to tell you, you have to figure it out. Throughout the story I will never say exactly what the word is but they'll be a lot of clues so just read closely and enjoy. love ya

Disclaimer-I do not own the teen titans

She laid there, not moving. Not even saying a word. No one even thought she would do some thing like she had for the past month. It wasn't right. She was perfect from head to toe, but I guess when your a teen you don't think that about youself. She didn't really have a reason to do it. She just did it was what everyone thought. Yet, they were really wrong.

It's really weird you know. Her. Of all people.She wasn't in danger, she wasn't afraid, she wasn't hurt, but that was a lie. She was in danger, she was afraid, she was hurt.

She was in danger of dieng. She was afraid of her best friend not forgiving her. She was hurt from what she had done to the others. She was miserable. She was sick. She was alone.

Only one person waited in her room. Her loving man sat in a chair beside her, holding her hand, waiting. He didn't really know what he was waiting for and yet, he did. he was waiting for an explanation. He was waiting for her smile. He was waiting for her emerald eyes to shine. He waited for her. he looked at her sleeping face.

Her cheeks had lost their brightness and fullness. Her hair was dull and her body was just horrible. It wasn't that toned stomache. It wasn't that cheerfull face. She wasn't hurt on the outside but inside, it was torn. Her heart broken.

He continued to hold her hand. His grip tightened a bit. He was mad and yet he was worried. Worried that she might not ever wake up. Worrried that she'd never look the way she used to. Worried she'd never be the same girl he fell in love with. He was just worried.

Her eyes opened, slowly, as she looked at him. He smiled but then looked at her, disapointed. She cried inside. He had never been disapointed with her, never! He let go of her hand and looked at her with is serious mad-like face.

"Why?" he asked,"Why did you do it? You were perfect the way you were before," she looked the other way. She was disapointed with herself. What she had had never crossed her mind before. She didn't really want to tell him. He wasn't the same when it came to her. She was the light in his path. She was the beat in his heart. She was everything.

Once again he spoke," Starfire, why won't you tell me why?" She turned her head ack toward him, sadly. She felt weird about the whole deal.

"Robin, I am afraid. I am deeply afraid. You do not understand what I am going through. You can not," she said crying silently. Her heart was telling her to tell him why and heer head was saying no, he's the reason. Robin held her hand again. She smiled inside.

" Starfire how can I not understand. We have a tighter than tight bond," he said, holding her hand gently. She closed her eyes and cried for a miracle. Cried that evrything would go away.

" You are part of the reason!" she whispered. Robin gasped astonishly. He didn't want to be blamed again for something that happened. He just didn't want it to happen again.

" How am i part of the reason!" he yelled slightly. She looked at the ceiling. he didn't know how much she loved him and wanted to please him. Even though, like most guys, he didn't notice. he was always working and finding new leads.

" Robin, if I had never heard the conversation of "hot girls" that you friend Beastboy, and freind Cyborg had shared. If i had never payed attention to those two girls on the street. If I had never wanted to please you," she said. She stopped crying. She could sense him a litttle upset. She was right.

" Star, still don't understand," he said letting go of her hand. He was mixed up. He didn't know whether it was because everything was happening so fast or if it was her.He wanted to run away. Run away from all of this misery but he loved her. He knew he couldn't leave her there alone.

" Robin, do you really want to know why?" she asked. he nodded. " You have to promise me you'll help me in my recovery." he smiled. She was wishing for this nightmare to end. She couldn't wake up. It was all real. It was reall y happening.

" if you want to get you life back in order then I'll help surely."Robin replied. Starfire smiled.

" Well, it started out like this..."

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