Intelligent, handsome, cool, trustworthy, "perfect." That's how they described me. Nobody could feel the pain in my heart. I try to tell people, but it never comes out. I feel empty, alone and rejected. Ever since I saw them have a moment in the kitchen, I have fallen into a depression. Now I believe nobody in this world can help me…
I walked down a hall, which was the quickest way to my classroom. I heard girls squeal as I passed by. They blushed, sighed, and wished I were with them. But it would never happen. There was only one thing I wanted, and her name was Tohru Honda.
"Hello, Yuki-kun!" Tohru said. "Hello Honda-san…" I smiled weakly. Kyo and Tohru didn't think I knew about their incident. Kyo walked up to us. Tohru looked up at him and blushed. She quickly looked back at the ground. I was so obvious that they were together. "Yuki-kun… Kyo-kun and I have something to tell you." She started. I knew exactly what they were going to say. "We're together." Yes, there it was. "I know." I said, trying to keep my face from looking sad or nervous.
"H-how…?" Kyo stammered. I took a deep breath. "I saw you two." Kyo and Tohru's face blushed. "I'm sorry, Yuki-kun." Tohru whispered. "It's nothing to be sorry about. You love him." I said, "I need to go, class is about to start." When I knew that Tohru and Kyo were far enough, a tear trickled down my cheek. I wiped it off. And opened the door to class.
After school, I walked home by myself. I arrived at the house and only Tohru and Shigure were there. Kyo had gone out into Kazuma's dojo. Shigure was in his room writing, and Tohru was in the kitchen. I decided to go to the kitchen. Where I found Tohru washing and scrubbing the dirty dishes. "Honda-san." I started, "I know that you and Kyo-kun are together. But I just wanted you to know that I loved you from the beginning." Tohru put down the bowl she was washing and turned around.
Tohru walked closer to me, tip-toed to reach my face, and she kissed me. "W-why Ms. Honda?" I said. "Because when I'm with Kyo-kun, it's just not the same feeling when I'm with you." Tohru replied, "I think I love you more then I love Kyo-kun." By now, my whole face felt like it was on fire. Tohru loves me more then Kyo? I closed my eyes. What would Kyo think of this? I felt accepted, free from the pain, and loved. "Thank you for saving me."