Title: I Wish to Help
Rating: K+
Genre: Poetry/angst
Disclaimer: You all know I don't own anything except this poem and the stories of mine.
I Wish to Help
I hear your cries
I hear your screams
Ringing close in my ears
Yet, not somewhere near
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
I feel your pain
I feel your fear
Desperatelyrunning from might
Unfortunately losing the fight
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
I picture your face
I picture your body
Sapphire eyes bleeding out tears
Ivory skin bleeding out red
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
Towards him, I'm furious
Towards you, I'm sorrowful
Wanting to kill him for all his doing
Needing to save you from his doing
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
Hating my wishing
Knowing I must do something
Sadly facing the truth that you're still missing
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
I'm sorry I'm not your hero right now
I'm sorry I'm your wishing angel for now
Being wishful is all I can do now
Being hopeful is maybe doing a little more at the matter
Just promise me you're trying to live
Just promise me you're hanging in to be saved
And I promise you I'm wishing that you'll be alive
I promise you I'm wishing that I'll save you in time
'Till then, keep your spirits up
'Till then, keep hoping for me
Even if all I do is wishing
Even if time is ticking by fast
I just hope that you will and will not hear me say:
It troubles me
Frightens me
Oh God, I wish to help
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Okay, just to tell you people, this is in Antauri's POV and he's thinking about Chiro. Now, if any of you people are reading Bleeding Crimson Red right now, then this is going to be a foreshadowing to that story.
I'm not going to tell you for what, but in Bleeding Crimson Red I will tell you.
Also, the last part where Antauri says "I just hope that you will and will not hear me say:", it means that he wants to show and tellChiro how much he felt during the whole ordeal, but knows that he isn't the kind of person to give off emotions so easily as the other monkeys.
Another thing is where Antauri says "Desperatelyrunning from might", what I wanted you to know is that "might" in this poem is gonig to resemble a person, so keep that in mind.
Also, this is my first poem and writing that I completed.
Wow. First fic-er...poem- that is finish
Well, hope you tell me what you think and review please. I really would like to see how my poetry is.