I'm revising this b/c i've had some issues with disclaimers.

Disclaimer: I am not J.K. If i were i would be in Britian with two children and a husband, not sitting in front of a computer in the US with no kids and not even a boyfriend. Oh yes and if you see the men in black suits asking for me, i've left town. (I own nothing but parts of the plot(the rest is out of the music video for the song). I don't even own the Disclaimer. I stole it from someone. Heck i don't even own the disclaimer for the disclaimer i stole that from someone else. But i do own parts of the plot and the disclaimer's disclaimer's disclaimer.) So now that i've written a disclaimer longer than the acual story, I leave you to your reading.( i do own that part of the disclaimer i think)

AU-

Her dad was saying something but she wasn't paying attention. Depressed, she ran outside in the rain. Running down the street memories bombarded her. They were sitting in his truck. He said "Babe, What do you see in your future?" She said "Honey, What do you see in your future?" He had said "Baby, all I see is you." She had been too embarrassed to answer his question. She started to cry.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while

Another memory came into focus. It was three days after the accident. She was going to the service. Walking up the steps of the church, people were talking to her. She just smiled like she was okay.

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

She stopped, thinking about him. She sat down and cried out over and over. Why? Why he'd have to leave me? Why couldn't he have stayed? We were supposed to get married in the fall. I was going to tell him I loved him for the first time. Why he'd have to go and leave? Why'd he have to walk away?

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Another memory took hold of her. It was a month after that day at church. Her friends had convinced her to go out with them. They were going to see a movie. She was sitting next to her sister and everyone else was holding hands with their partners. Even though they were trying to make her feel better, She just felt worse. They were even sitting where she and he had sat only a month ago.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

She thought back to this morning when she hadn't even wanted to get out of bed. She just couldn't stand getting dressed with all the pain and regret she felt inside. She wanted so bad to go back and tell him she loved him.

Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

She stood up again and ran to that spot in the road they used to love to go to. She looked at the marker on the side of the road. She fell down next to it. She finally answered his question. "I see you, too."

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most was being
so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

The marker read: Harry James Potter 1987-2006 I love you Hermione Granger