Every night brings the same story. We patrol and I come back here to this horrible motel that I now call home. Every night I lay here longing for her, longing to be touched by her.
She still loves him and it eats at me. I've always felt as though I wasn't good enough, but with a single glance she makes me feel amazing. I've never felt this way about anyone, but she can make me feel it.
I'm madly in love with her. We were close before he came back into the light. When he came back from Hell I was the only person she told, but now everyone else knows. She used to tell me how she felt, but now all that's between us is an empty space. I wonder if she feels the empty space too.
"Angel this can never be anything! You and I both know what happens," I say exasperatedly.
"No, that isn't it Buffy. I want you to have normal, or at least someone who will make you happy and I just don't see that with her," He argues.
"Angel!"
"I love you Buffy and I don't wanna see you get hurt. I don't want her to use you."
"You don't know that she'll do that," I argue back.
"Buffy I've seen this before. Faith is all about getting some and getting gone," He replies calmly.
I know he's right, but that doesn't make me love her any less
Buffy and Faith are lying in bed together and neither of them is really sure how they got there. They were tangled in the sheets. Faith was holding Buffy and Buffy was holding Faith. Both lay soundly sleeping.
Faith and Buffy awake in their own beds to find that they've only been dreaming. Both were missing the warm body that never lay next to them to begin.
Faith packed the little belongings she had. She was going to leave, leave Sunnydale and leave Buffy behind. Both things were to become parts of her past.
"I can't stop feeling this way," I scream to my best friend. "What am I supposed to do Wils?"
"Just tell her how you feel," Willow answers calmly.
"What if she doesn't want me?" I ask.
"She does want you Buffy. Even Xander can see it. He's even noticed the way you guys look at each other. It's pretty obvious Buff.
"What?" Is my only response, to her words.
"Xander has already decided to scar me with mental images of you and Faith doing 'stuff'," She says putting extra emphasis on the word stuff.
"Is it really that obvious?" I ask.
"It really is Buffy," She says. I run for the woman I love as soon as she says that.
"Faith!" Buffy screams as she sees Faith leaving with a bag over her shoulder.
"What is it B?" She asks.
"Where are you going?
"Away," she says in reply.
"But you can't go!" Buffy screams.
"Why not?"
"Because, because I'm in love with you, so much that I can't think logical thoughts right now," Buffy says.
"I never thought I'd hear you say that B," Faith replies. They kiss.
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