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Chapter 3

Ed's P.O.V.

I awoke to a dark room, I yawned as I slowly sat up and looked around. Memory of everything that had happened flooded back and I sighed as I stood up, slightly wincing at the pain still in my leg. I promised Roy I would eat, guess I should. I walked out of the room and down to the cafeteria. I walked in and got a sandwich and some water, as I turned around I saw Roy sitting at a table eating by himself.

I slowly walked over to him and sat down next to him, he looked up at me and smiled slightly before going back to eating. He said nothing as I started eating, it was a little awkward since not long ago had I been crying in his arms. I was still embarrassed about him seeing my cut leg, I know I disappointed him. After he was done he stood up and gathered his trash, and before leaving he spoke to me, "Edward, come to my office when you are done." and after that was said he left.

After I had finished eating, I walked to his office wondering what he could want. Probably going to make sure there were no more cuts. I knocked on his door and I heard a come in as I opened the door. I walked in and stood in front of his desk he was sitting at. He looked up at me and smiled as he got up from his desk and walked over to me. What surprised me was him reaching out and pulling me into a hug. But I wasn't complaining, so I just wrapped my arms around him tightly and hugged him back as I sighed.

"You really scared me…when I found out you were cutting yesterday it broke my heart to find out you were hurting so much and I didn't even realize what was going on with you. You should have come to me instead of resorting to cutting yourself, I know you were scared of anyone finding out but I wish you could have known I would have helped you. I hope you can stop cutting, and I know it will be difficult but I'll help you through it. Just whenever you feel like cutting come to me, ok?" He pulled back a little to look down at me.

I started up at him a minute before replying, "Ok, I'll try." He sighed as he pulled me over to the couch and sat down pulling me down on his lap. I laid my head against his chest and closed my eyes.

"Roy, I'm sorry I scared you." I said quietly though I know he heard me cause he hugged me tighter against him.

"It's ok, just please don't do it again." He said as I snuggled closer to him.

I was still tired even though I had slept a lot that day, and was almost asleep until Roy shook me awake. I looked up at him with sleepy eyes.

"It's kind of getting late, you can sleep with me in my room, no one will know." He said as he picked me up and we walked into his room which was right next to his office. He helped me take off my boots and jacket and he took off his boots and jacket. We laid down next to each other and cuddled close to each other as we both fell to sleep.

I shoot up in bed with sweat running down my forehead, I was breathing a little hard and I was a little shaky. I was having those nightmares again, why couldn't they just go away! I always felt bad and depressed when I had nightmares. I looked next to me to see Roy soundly sleeping next to me. I didn't want to wake him up and have him worry more, so I quietly go out of bed and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind me. I looked at myself in the mirror and my face looked tired, I had dark circles around my eyes and a tired look in my eyes. These nightmares were making me not get good enough sleep. I stood there staring at my reflection for a while and started to think about my nightmares.

The images of my nightmares suddenly filled my mind as I closed my eyes tight trying to push them away. I could feel tears starting down my face as I slid down onto the floor, the pain of that night was to much to remember. I needed to relieve myself of this pain, so I reached up and pulled open the drawer and searched around until I found a shaving razor. I brought it down to my scared wrist and pressed it hard as I slid it across, hissing at the pain. The blood flowed down my arm and it was numbing the pain of the nightmares. I moved the razor down more and pressed it against my wrist again and slid it again, making the blood flow even more. I gasped at the pain that flooded through my arm, it hurt but at least it wasn't the pain of the nightmares, they had slowly faded to the back of my mind. I sat on the floor for a few minutes before I heard the door open, my head shoot up and I looked towards the door to see Roy standing there staring down at me with terrified eyes.

"Ed what are you doing!" he yelled as he rushed over to me and looking at my bleeding arm. "Ed, you promised to try and stop and to come to me!" he cried as he reached for a towel to clean my arm. I had started feeling dizzy from the loss of blood. And right before passing out I felt arms wrap around me and hold me tight.

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